I could use some kind words friends. It just kind of hit me today a bit harder than usual. See ever since I told my parents I we were leaving TSCC last year, they took it upon themselves to broadcast it to the rest of my TBM family. Now none of them are speaking to me. In fact, my Uncle Charles and Aunt Beverly, who we were previously really close with, have said that we are no longer welcome to stay at their house or even visit any time we come through North Carolina.
It got even worse with the rest of my extended family when I came out as bisexual. Now none of them will speak to me, even on facebook. After all that hit me this morning, imsomething else hit me as well. Many years ago, when I was still a teenager, my parents had a big falling out with my father's side of the family, all over TSCC. See his side of the family are all nonmormon. They didn't like it when my father joined the church because of the churches stance on many issues. So I haven't been in touch with any of that side of the family since than simply because I was still a mormon at the time.
So now I am ostracized from basically my entire family for different reasons and I have no idea how to get a hold of anyone on my father's nonmormon side to let them know I am out. To top it all off, all of our so-called friend that are TBM are ignoring is as well. I am just very down and feeling very much alone. I just seems to be hitting me really hard today and I don't know how to get out of this rut. :(