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I put on a smile for the ones around me and when I'm alone I can't smile anymore
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Sometimes I just want to be perfect
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Everything is pointless

Eating
Sleeping
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Breathing
I'm just done I don't know how I do it but I mess everything up 

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What I do is I sit in a corner in my room with my knees up to my chest and cry almost all the time it might make me look weak but its better to cry out pain than to make my wrist cry out blood I use to think all I had was my blade you know because my sister died and my mom left and started a new family even told me she didn't love me and my dad anymore eventually my dad started doing drugs and drinking and that's where the beatings came in at and I remember everytime he beat me he would tell me and I quote you are the reason your sister died you are the reason your mother left you are the reason that I'm like this your a disgrace to this broken family your the reason for everything that happened when he was done I would stay their until he went away or until I actually had the strength to get up of course like any other person who cut I wore Jackets and I would put my hood so I was invisible but I always got in trouble and everyone thought I was some kind of rebel so I started fighting and everytime I fought I got a beating so I got 2 beatings in 1day it sucked got to admit that but I took it this bullshit has been going on sense I was 10 and I'm turning 18 in 1 more month am I excited hell yeah but then I am not see when your parents beat you at a young age they get use to it and they do it again and again and again and again and then when your old enough to leave you either run away while their sleep or die trying to leave because they beat you so badly but with me is different because I'm use to pain now that may sound like I'm a badass but I'm not I've gotten use to a bullet being put into me I'm use to getting stabbed I'm used to getting hit upside the head with a shotgun you name any cruel thing I either already got it in one of my beatings or is waiting for me he doesn't want to kill me he just to torture me some people get it way worse than me and some people think just because they were cheated on they go to suicide it is actually funny I like to see people die and then regret it because they realize it wasn't that important I know I know I'm pretty sick in the head now well when you get the shit beat out of you everyday you tend to go insane I honestly don't know why I wrote all of this but I'm satisfied








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Everyday is a lie 
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People always say it takes time and it never happened I've been waiting for years 

People say all the time it gets better I promise one day it will it never does
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