THANK YOU

When you were here with me I was the happiness man in the world there was nothing that I wouldn't do for you. I love your smile, your hair, your voice and everything else about you. I wish you were here so I could tell you I love you one last time and hold your face while I kissed you. Thank you for coming into my life our time was short but you are still with me everyday take care of yourself in heaven and give our daughter a hug and kiss for me thank you baby I love you.

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My beautiful husband, David Spinks
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My letter to the dead

Taking this time to celebrate the people I lost.

Dear Eazy it's me Ray how you doing it's been 21 years since I last saw you Tiaa is doing just fine in life, Compton hasn't been the same since you left, you were my role model and my mentor I wanted to be just like you when I was growing up you were more than A Nigga wit and attitude to me the fame didn't change you still that crazy ass dude I knew from the the block dreams of rocking the stage with you feel by the waist side when you died that March day. Another year has come and gone and my love and respect is still intact R.I.P. my Compton California legend and it's still Ruthless till the day that I die thank you for all you did for me I'll never forget it.

Dear Aunt Linda I haven't spoken to you in 12 years you were a better Mother to me than my own mother was I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through I was young and didn't care about anything back then, but you never gave up on me I'm doing good now and how I wish you could see me now I know you would be proud but you are always in my heart I still remember all our talks and I have given them to my nieces I love you Aunty.

And last and most definitely not least Hello Lisa can't believe it's been seven years since I last saw your beautiful face. You and our baby's death still haunt me but I have persevered I will always love you and I am so glad that for a short time you were mine guess you know what's been going on with me lately I been hearing your voice lately and I want you to know that I will try my best to be the best person I can be thank you for your love I love you and miss you so much.

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Thx for the invite, much appreciated!👍, Here's was my baby, he's been gone 10 years last December his name is Sandy, I called him that because his current colour reminded me of the sand on the beach. Miss him every day 😢💖
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