Life is full of tests. These tests prove whether or not you will be anything other than worthless. I have failed them all.

Kinda need help 😔 😔 😔
About to kill myself

I can't do this.
I can't.
Honestly it wouldn't mean jack shit if I just did it.

No one would notice if I just slipped the rope around my neck...
No one would notice if I jumped...

I would like to just say something, and alot of you will probably ignore this advice, probably even tell me its stupid, but for those who take it, thank you,

I was probably alot more depressed and at risk lower then alot of you, i saw that alot of it was coming from trying to help alot of depressed victims, so i logged off of everything, (not delete) but logged off, i didnt tell anyone where i went or how long i was gone for i took a month or two to gather myself, i spent time with my family and acted silly, took walks, and i felt happy, like that depression rose alot, when i logged back on, i told everyone where i went and those who where putting that depression on me, i told them that i cant handle their problems and that i wanna help but i cant do it, and i told them i jist wanna be friends and not a councilor or therapist, anytime i felt that dark tunnel opening i just put my phone down for a day,

I believe this can help, those who try this, thank you for trying this, i love you all and want to help any way i can

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I took a depression quiz today...

Major Depression.

Major Depression is one of the most common forms of Depression known, in fact you probably pass by a handful of others each day who suffer from the same disorder. This type of Depression causes one to feel helpless and worthless, as if the weight of the entire world is resting on his or her shoulders and they'll never be able to uplift it. There's sudden lack of joy in activities, and appetites drop almost always, causing severe weight loss, though it could also amount to weight gain in some cases.

I need someone to talk to (ie.. .text)

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HELLO,

I AM WRITNG YOU AND SENDING YOU A FRIEND REQUEST

BECAUSE I TOO KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO SUFFER WITH DEPRESSION.

I KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO TRY TO EXPLAIN TO SOMEONE THAT THERE 

IS SOMETHING WRONG INSIDE YOUR “HEAD” BUT YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS.

I EVEN KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE WHEN THE MENTAL PAIN AND ANGUISH 

GETS SO INTENSE THAT YOU DON’T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE.

BUT THEN SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENED TO ME AFTER SUFFERING

FOR SO LONG AND THINKING THAT I WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME PERSON

BECAUSE DEPRESSION HAS STOLEN EVERYTHING FROM ME. 

I WAS LISTENING TO ONE OF MY FAVORITE MINISTERS ONE NIGHT,

JOYCE MEYERS. JOYCE TAUGHT THAT DEPRESSION IS A SPIRIT 

AND IT NEEDS TO BE FOUGHT WITH THE WORD OF GOD.

TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT SEPARATION FROM GOD AND PUTTING

OURSELVES BEFORE HIM IS THE REASON AND CAUSE FOR ALL SUFFERING 

IN THE FIRST PLACE. NOW I AM NOT TELLING YOU NOT TO GO TO THE 

DOCTOR. BUT WHAT I AM SAYING IS THAT IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN TRUSTING

IN GOD AND BULIDING A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM SO THAT YOU CAN BEGIN TO 

LIVE FOR HIM , THEN THE TIME IS NOW. I PROMSE YOU THAT IF YOU MAKE LIVING FOR 

GOD THE CENTRAL PURPOSE OF YOUR LIFE THEN YOU WILL RECOVER!!

IF YOU ARE REDING THIS MESSAGE  IT IS BY NO MISTAKE.

GOD HAS HEARD YOUR CRIES, HE HAS FELT YOUR SUFFERING AND 

NOW HE IS SAYING THAT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

MY NAME IS CHRIS STEPHENS, CEO AND FOUNDER OF 

IN GOD WE TRUST MINISTRIES. I WAS DELIEVERED FROM

THE DEMONS OF DEPRESSION ALMOST A YEAR AGO 

AND NOW I AM LIVING AN AMAZING LIFE GIVING GOD THE GLORY.

HERE’S A VIDEO ON DEPRESSION THAT WE HAVE RECENLTY PREPARED

THAT MAY HELP AND ENCOURAGE YOU.

http://chrissmalls001.wordpress.com/2014/10/12/new-video-chris-stephens-steven-silvestri-tackel-depression/

I AM HERE TO HELP IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD AND SAVIOR :)

FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE ME ON FACE BOOK OR SEND ME AN EMAIL@

INGODWETRUSTMINISTRIES2@GMAIL.COM

GOD BLESS YOU :)

CHRIS STEPHENS 

CEO/FOUNDER

IN GOD WE TRUST MINISTRIES
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