Thanks for accepting me, it means a lot.

Anyways, I'll probably be doing more frequent posts. Maybe one every few days? I hope that won't be considered spam...

My rants will probably touch on some sore subjects, let me say I personally don't mean to offend or mistreat anyone at all. I'm also up for civilized conversations/arguments if any of you have different view points on my topics.

I was on a tumblr blog and i feel like shit going through it so ill list the good things and the bad things i like from that blog

also i apologize basically all my posts here are about me being trans i shouldnt rant about it as much

Good things
the diffrence between being Trans and Gender rolls

a boy who wears a dress is not necessarily a girl
vice verse for girls
just bc you dont fit the gender roles doesnt mean your non-binary


bad things
the subject of being nonbinary

i guess this is my personal thing but i dont like the nb people who are nb just because they feel like it, but as a nb person i do feel dysphoria too...i understand it too. and its not gender rolls i actually cant stand my sex organ but at the same time i dont feel like having the opposite sex organs would help either. like not having a penis or vagina would be fine with me, i just dont..want to be male or female...my brain is telling me both are wrong, and not by rolls but everytime i walk out of the shower and i see myself i cant imagine me with a males r females body. i cant, i dont feel like having a penis or vagina would make me happy, i just...im not either gender, and ive known this since i was little. I knew i wasnt a tomboy because i wasnt a girl iin m mind yet i didnt really want to be a boy either. they tried saying all nb people dont have dysphoria and i cant speak for the group but i do, i hate my body, i hate being in this body, im trans too.

idk i just feel bad nd i shouldnt rant i should be able to deal with my problems but im trans too, ive been my whole life.

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW. I FUCKING DESPISE BEING A SWIMMER AND CURRENTLY I AM OFFERING TO MY GODDAMN MOTHER TO DO 2 AND HALF HOURS OF EXERCISE AND CLEAN MY ROOM AND PRETTY MUCH JUST HAND OVER MY WHOLE LIFE TO HER CONTROL AND SHE STILL DOESN'T FUCKING LET ME QUIT. WHAT THE FUCK! I BECOME A TERRIBLE PERSON FULL OF RAGE AND SADNESS WHEN I SWIM AND I HAVE BEEN PUSHING TO QUIT FOR CLOSE TO 2 YEARS NOW. FOR FUCKS SACK LET ME QUIT ALREADY

Just warning to anyone this rant may hold some personal shit that could be triggering


I'm just fucking pissed at my dad's ex wife. HE DIED SIX MONTHS AGO. SIX. HE KILLED HIMSELF FOR HER. HE LOVED HER and what does she do? She gets a new boyfriend. She's happy she's smiling, fuck she invited her ex husband to make suicide jokes AT MY FATHERS FUNERAL. She didn't give him a fair goodbye, she cremated him. The one burial he hated. She didn't give me his ashes she gave it to my eight year old brother. "Because he was his only son" and? He hated dad! I was with dad my whole life, I helped him get through drinking and drugs, I helped him after his break ups and helped him survive. I was the only person who told him I love him.

How do you just move on?

How do you laugh and go out to parties, she doesn't beat her kids anymore or yell. She treats that man's daughter like an angel. She didn't even know me for five fucking hours and she stabbed me in the fucking arm. I was four. This girls eight , why did I get abused for multiple years on end but suddenly dad dies and she's all nicey nicey with this girl. She lets them outside and takes them places, she used to lock me in my room for days on end. Even three years ago she tried to drown me, she used to yell and hit me everyday.

What now that dad's dead your happy? Did my father's death FOR YOU have to make you happy?? You laughed at his funeral, you laughed at Mams for crying. Then you call me fucked up for not crying at his funeral, your right because if I cried it would've went to shit. I didn't cry for six months over the man who fucking created me just to help everyone else get through it.

All she did was fucking laugh and start dating again, she never cried. She called out of work for "his death" just to go out with her friends.

I'm the bad guy for going to school and getting my education, the way he wanted it.

Just how do you move on like that? How does no one else care about his death now except for me? You kids make jokes, you say it's for the best as you kiss that new guy.

My dad loved you, he gave up everything for you. He let you abuse him, you were the only girl he never cheated on. He dealt with your shitty kids, he even let me go , the only person who's been by his side, to make you happy. He killed himself for you.

And you laugh.

Ok if you say you want multiple people to die because they have different views than you then you need to see a therapist

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I was watching I new film theory video and it brought up a good point about comedy.

Yeah sometimes the depressing comedy we tell is funny but the kill yourself jokes aren't and idk why people ever thought they were.
Maybe it's because I've lost many people to suicide but I never found them funny. Like that's a person's life. And the joke is usually when someone expresses their hobbies or something, like if they aren't harmful don't tell someone to kill themselves.

Idk it just felt like a good point matpat made. You can have offensive comedy but follow the rules of comedy because something's aren't funny and flat out telling someone to kill themselves isn't funny.

Holy fuck stop calling the work of young children cringy. Do you not want creativity in this world? Yeah their OC'S may suck and yeah their artwork may need help but we need to support them and give them tips instead of making half of try not to cringe stuff. Adults are no better but their at least more mature, I don't condone on picking on anyone's art because someone's will always be better than yours but still let the kids be, there is no room to grow if you Keep pushing them down.
When I was younger my art sucked but people keep giving me pointers and such and now if I've done art that's earned awards, like fucking trophy's. You can't expect people to always be naturally good at something. Just let them breathe and develop as artists.

About the oc thing, yes again I know they all are Mary Sue's and such but if you try to help them create and original character it could be great. My original oc was a girl with colour changing hair and and edgy tone, she wore some stupid outfit and I like I had like eyeless jack love her. Now I have four OC'S completely different from her, I have one that has dyed hair but a uplifting personality but like any human she does get sad sometimes. I have a FTM oc and he's a comedian and likes science, I have an agender asexual character who resembles a character out of marble hornet's, and I have a person who comes from a who other dimension that I wrote a whole story explain where they come from and their humanoid dog who is basically harbouring a fuck galaxy in its body.

Bottom line is people change with age. OC'S change with the person. Don't put someone down for what they did as a kid.

Okay here's my fucking problem




There are three sex's and three genders

Three sex's because biologically you can be born xx, xy, or with both a penis on vagina . You can't ignore science on that.

Three genders because you can be male, female or non-binary, seeing that non-binary is a term for anything that is not male or female.

Sex is what you do the Frick frack with.

Gender is what you say you are.

Simple.

Why do people get so pissy about this???

Stop going into Lgbt+ community's to harass trans people??

"lol ur a faggot"

No
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SHIT

HOLY FUCK I WOULD'VE NEVER GUESSED THAT I MEAN YEAH WHAT YOU SAID IS OFFENSIVE BUT ITS NOT WRONG IM PRETTY FUCKING GAY, I MEAN THIS ISNT A SURPRISE TO ME IVE KNOWN FOR A WHILE NOW.
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