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I'd say my mood was rising but I don't like lying. And rather than talk about it with people in my life, I find it easier to say it to strangers on the internet. Fuck.

Well, after a bit of a breakdown last night I think I'm gonna start getting better. Thank Godness.

Day two of no school, and I'm still bored as fuck. Send help.

Needed to get this out. Post feed back in the comments, more writing will probably come, but hopefully not this depressing. Thanks in advanced.

Inside My Head
By: Michael Gibson

Recently I have an argument that’s been going on in my head for weeks now.
You’re not
I’m worried that I’m gonna lose it as well
You’re worthless
I hate how often I fuck up. I hate how I can’t do anything right.
You’re not
I hate how academically I look like an idiot. I hate how I’m not good enough for people.
You’re worthless
I hate how I can’t remember the last time I was told good job.
You’re not
I hate how I can’t remember the last time someone was proud of me.
You’re worthless
I hate that I can’t remember the last time I was really happy.
You’re not
I hate how I never learn. I hate that I always hurt and piss people off.
You’re worthless
I hate that I dread coming home. I hate that I can’t get this out of my head.
You’re not
I hate that I have nobody to get this out to so I just write it.
You’re worthless
I hate that if I tried to tell my parents they’d assume I was trying to get what I want by making them feel bad. That I’d be playing the poor Michael card.
You’re not
I hate that I want to cry.
You’re worthless
I hate that I always end up like this eventually.
You’re not
I hate this feeling in my chest.
You’re worthless
I hate that I don’t want to get up in the mornings and that I go to bed earlier at night to escape.
You’re not
I hate that I’ll never get this off my chest.
I’m worthless.


~HAVE YOU EVER:
➖Snuck out: No
➖Broken a bone: No
➖Cried myself to sleep: No
➖Been arrested: No
➖Felt lonely: It's the worst feeling I've experienced.
➖Been depressed: No but I can get into a depression like state, usually when I'm alone.

~WHAT'S YOUR:
➖Birthday: May 16
➖Biggest fear: Being alone
➖Dream job: Writer & English Teacher
➖Dream House: I don't care as long as I'm financially stable

~DO YOU
➖Like someone: Yes
➖Love someone: Yes
➖Have tattoos: No
➖Have piercings: No
➖Party: There's no party like a D&D party

~FAVOURITE:
➖Artist: Shawn Cross
➖movie: Full Metal Jacket
➖Song: At the moment, Little Monster by Royal Blood. But it'll most likely change.
➖Series: Archer
➖Book: Darren Shan's The Thin Executioner.
➖Color: Depends
➖Animal: Pandas

~THIS OR THAT:
➖Twitter or Facebook: Twitter
➖Twitter or Instagram: Twitter
➖Facebook or Instagram: Instagram
➖Coke or Pepsi: Water
➖Tea or coffee: Tea
➖Tacos or pizza: Pizza
➖Winter or summer: Winter

~WOULD YOU EVER:
➖Get married: Yes
➖Have kids: Yes
➖Swim with sharks: No, fuck that noise.
➖Eat rotten food: No
➖Marry a foreigner : Maybe, I don't know.
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