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Kara

A Day with my Dark Angel

Stone wakes me early with a whisper ," come with me, Hard Ass, let's share a sun rise." I huff but wake up, only putting his shirt on. My thoughts begin to wonder as I follow him...
I had always felt like I had never been good enough. Years of abuse starting at a young age will do that to you. Your self image gets ripped apart and eventually you forget your own identity. Even now, after the abuse is gone, a compliment is appreciated, but the monster that lives inside the darkness of your mind shreds it into unrecognizable pieces. If you're lucky, you keep the small dancing bubbles of happiness inside, careful not to let anyone get close for fear of them bursting. But, if you're blessed you find that one person that not only protects your bubbles, they breathe life into them as well.
He knew these things about me and it drew him to me more. I had opened up a part of me that no one else saw. But Stone had his own battles he was fighting, but he always helped me hold that heavy shield that was burdensome at times. He could feel why words were so powerful to me and how they affected me down to my core. This morning however, no words would be spoken.....
He put his finger to his lips and then to mine. Silently, he went to the bedroom window, opened it, and crawled out onto the roof's edge. He carefully helped me out and led me to another part of the roof where it was level. The sun was bright and full of mystery. He slowly started undressing me letting his gentle lips barely brush against my skin. I felt my pulse start to race as his warm breath and stubble of his facial hair tickled my senses.
His fingers explored every curve from my feet to my head. Not a single inch of my body was left untouched and every scar was outlined with utmost affection. He loved the way I looked and felt, every imperfection was what made us perfect for one another . Imperfections, both inside and out that made us who we were today. When I was completely undressed he looked into my eyes, and stood back for a moment taking in me. I was about to cover myself up with my hands when he leaned in and kissed me.
A kiss so pure and intimate that chill bumps ran up and down my body and my heart sang only for him. He was my dark angel ,savior of hidden hope. He moved behind me and wrapped his arms around me tight . Again, his warm breath teased the back of my neck and earlobe. I melted right into him and let out a small sigh. The palms of his hands started brushing back and forth on my breasts. This felt wonderful and my nipples hardened from his magic.
Eventually, he let a hand slip down between my thighs and ran his fingers over my smooth mound slowly. I felt my hips start to move a little from the wonderment of what was to come. I turn to him , touched his heart to see my dark angel from his past. He was so lost then without me, I showed him me from my past, I too was lost without him. I knew if we didn't leave now we would never make it on our hike then the beach for weapons training . " What a beautiful sun rise. I didn't want to stop but we need to train."
We make our way back inside, change and go for our hike. Stone tells me this is the best way to clear your mind before we train. He says that and making love. Picking me up, I give him only the grin he gets from me and he traces us to the beach. His private island beach, that he has taken me to before. He is on top of me kissing me before I realize we are in the wet sand. "Hard Ass I need you now." He says, "then whose stopping you?" We make love and training goes out the window for today.
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Life back to normal or false sense of hope.....

Demonel

Days pass and the tears keep coming. I have no contact with anyone but my father, his guards and this unknown voice laughing from within the deep shadows of my mind. I want to end my life, I cannot go on. I am no husband, nor king like they tell me I am supposed to have been. I am trapped between bars and my sick mind of darkness. I refuse clothing and food. I will starve myself into nothing. Already starting to loose bulk, my skeletal frame paces naked back and forth in my cell. Like prehistoric man, I draw scenes I have dreamt of, like the Blossom field. The wall is littered with scenes. Upon finishing the drawing, I immediately scratch it out ruining my creation. "Stop thinking about her, she's not coming back. You're alone, face it she hates you for what you have done to her." I look down at the dirt and wish to become part of it. My heart sinks and I growl like a wild beast. The sudden sound of bars opening has me moving quickly and looking up. There my father stands again trying to bargain with me to eat and dress. I growl like a savage animal proving his point that I am untamable. "If you wish to be able to see your children, then you will do as I say Demonel. Now get dressed." He can see the mention of my offspring changes my mind quickly. I grab the clothing and dress with speed. The food he passes over is engulfed without breath. "Can I see them now, I promise not to harm them." He narrows his eyes at me with uncertainty before speaking again. "You will see them after we go over a few behavior rules. You will not be alone with them at any time. Either myself, your mother, Finley or the kings guards will be present at all times." I nod in agreement. "Anything you wish, just please take me from this dank place and give me my family." He sighs. "I HAVE NOT YET FINISHED IMPATIENT KING." The list of demands go on including any sign of stress and I am to be separated from them and taken away for safety reasons. I agree to it all. "Yes, I agree." I stand up straight and tall as he looks me over. He cracks a small smile and orders the guard to take me to be shaven and properly cleaned before my visit.

Finley

After much negotiations, I agree to bring the twins to the beach, our beach in New Orleans. The one we always went to when we lived here. We said it was 'our' beach. Dem always said nothing a walk , a surf or a swim at the beach couldn't cure. I look at my little ones and my nerves are on high alert. I know they sense it but I speak to them as I scoop them up. "Mommy is taking you to the beach." They start kicking and cooing, "you will see him again....daddy." Caelan goes silent and looks to his sister, I could almost swear they were talking through a mind link. Kalanni is all demoness and growls low then clings to her brother.

I shimmer us there along with Bear and Gigantor. Demonel, his father and several royal guards are there. Bear nods to the other guards, even though he has been staying with me in the mortal realm he is still the lead guard. I walk towards Dem when I see how small his muscle mass appears. Bear grabs me and Dem growls so loud and starts walking fast, "GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF HER!" Bear doesn't let me go, "Lady Finley, he has always been my best friend we grew up together I would lay my life down for him, but this male before us is NOT the same male we all know, I can feel it." I nod at Bear but ask him to let me go. He lets me go and I am standing there with the babies. "Theirry, can you please let my.....mate and I have some alone time with the babies?" He sighs and tells the guards to keep the mortal beach secure, "Finley, we all will be within eye's distance and can hear you if you need us." He looks to Dem, "Son, be the male I raised, be the King I know you are and be the mate your female needs you to be to your young." Dem nods and reaches for the babies. They cling to me, "how about we walk down the beach, watch the sun set and talk. If the babies sense our  calmness they will come to you, I think. " We start walking and I feel him wrap his arms around me. Tensing up he must feel it so he tries to lighten the mood, but doesn't move his arm from my waist. "Blossom, do I call you that because your breast blossom out perfectly like two big ole sunflowers?" We both laugh and the babies start cooing.

Demonel

I know eyes are all over watching us from every direction, but I care not. I laugh she laughs, but best of all our gorgeous children approve. I hear their small coo's and step in front of her to get a better look at each. I peer down and smile with wide eyes. They look too perfect to me, they are  mine. I see she has dressed them well and that everyone has certainly taken very good care of them. I still cannot believe we made these gifts of pure joy. I see each is wearing sandal's so I take them off each foot, until they are bare foot. "What is their names Blossom?" I ask forgetting I did not remember them. "Caelan and Kalanni," she repeats with wonder. Their eyes widen wondering what comes next. I then fling my shoes off to show them that I to have no shoes. "Icky things those shoes are!" They smile waiting. The urge to do something drastic takes me over, on impulse I back up and do a back flip in the air. The twins laugh at the sand flying through the air and my expression. "You like that? Watch daddy do it again!" I continue on cartwheeling and flipping down the beach for them. Even Finley laughs over the way I'm acting the guards narrowing eyes and pointing at the display of insanity. They must think that their king has lost his mind. I will be known as the mad king, but who cares? Not I!

Finley

The sun has set, most of the mortals here in New Orleans have paid us no attention. To them we look like a normal mortal family taking our twins to the beach on a warm evening night. Tears fall as I think if they only knew what was really going on. My thoughts are running a muck. I want to urge Theirry to allow Dem out and we deal with whatever is causing his black outs and the need to hurt me, head on as a family. But my mind is telling me to not be so stupid. What if it is a trick of my grandfather , Od. Last we heard his followers were trying to get him out of the abyss my mate and Alex sent him to all those months ago.
The winds pick up and I am getting chilled. The babies start to cry, I know they need to be fed , bathed and put to bed. Dem gets up from the sand, dusts himself off  and holds each baby in his arms "You are cold, I think it's time we took them home." I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear, "home? Where?" Before he can answer my father in law is beside of Dem, "Son, you handled yourself well, maybe you are coming back to us. Perhaps Finley would allow the babies to come back to the castle, just for the night? Aurora and I are staying in your castle until you two can get all this behind you and my son is well again." Dem, turns his head away watching the tides roll in and out. It kills me to see him like this, he is and always will be my fated mate. I swallow hard and agree. " I think we can try it for tonight and see how it goes. I will join them, " I grab Dem's hand and pull him towards me, "let's try to take it one day  at a time?" I am not sure where I will sleep, but I am going where ever my children sleep."

He traces us back to our realm and we stand there in the castle hallway. Theirry takes the babies to his wife and they attend to them. "I think everyone is giving us a hint to spend some alone time together. How about we walk the gardens, they are beautiful at night and Plant likes to fly around." He takes my hand and I led him out to the gardens. All the guards are just paces behind us. "We could do this every night you know, play a game of 20 questions and I can answer them, help with your memory." I bite my lip as I feel the heat from his touch make me blush thinking of my need to be with him rises.

Demonel

Her offer is tempting, I still need to know who I was and how to get back there as soon as possible. I gulp biting my pride managing to fight it off. "I would love to try your suggestion of the 20 questions. Anything that can make me better I am willing to try. As far back as I can remember, I know you're MY female. My heart tells me this everyday. Every scent or sound has your name crossing my mind. I can't make it stop, nor do I wish for it to cease. You're my addiction ." I say looking into her eyes. I do not expect her to forgive me ever for the harm I have caused, but just being here with her in this moment has me at ease and in a venerable state. When I am with her I feel better, normal in a sense. If she asks I would tell her anything she wishes to know.

We continue to walk through the gardens and I remember first seeing her here. She was ready to walk the beach with the red headed female and I was short to follow. I turn to her wondering how did I manage to get from a garden to a beach is so much quick time. "Blossom?" She looks up "Yes Dem?" "I am ready for my first question. What am I?" With loving eyes she explains what I am and my origins. I have powers and tracing was one of them. My side pains and I stand still closing my eyes. "What is the matter Dem?" I raise my shirt and her eyes expand in shock. "You're hurt... is that?" I do not understand her reaction. It's like she knew how I had received it. "Second question...How did I get this wound?" " Dem I think you should sit down we have a lot to go over." We sit upon a bench and the guards watch carefully as she explains the crowning incident in deep detail. The wound on my side was caused by a stab from a demon jealous and out to harm my offspring. I growl loudly noticing her alarm. I sit back down beside her remembering how fragile she is. I take her hand in mine and rub it with the other. She turns away to wipe tears from her face and I stop her getting down on my knees before her. "My life is yours alone. The only love I've ever known. Your spirit sets pulls me though, when nothing else will do. Every night I pray down on bending knee that you will always be my everything. I'm sorry my love that this curse has captured us both in it's snare. I vow to make it better and find this demon and kill him. Nothing will take me away from my family again, this I promise you." I kiss her forehead and stand. Pain shoots again and I touch fresh blood. "Let me see that! Why haven't you healed yourself Demonel?" I look at her blank. I didn't realize I could. I don't know how to do this. I thought I was human.... I" She stops me with the silence of her fingers. "Shhhhhh...my king...relax and breath. Deep and evenly. Concentrate on your inner powers to do the healing for you. Connect with your inner demon. Feel the power from within warm your skin and make you whole again. A cool then hot sensation is felt and the wound seals finally . All pain is gone and I look down amazed. "I did this?" She nods happily. "You're coming back Dem. Come back to me."
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Finley

He loves me..... He loves me not?
It took all I had in me to convince, Dem, my .....mate to come back to the castle with me. I sent word with Gigantor to go back to Sorin's place let her know what's going on and I will be home in a few days. I know her baby is due any day. I hold my mate tight and trace us directly into our castle. The guards all stand there in dead silence. Word spread quickly that the King lives. I look over to see Thierry and Aurora , Dem's parents. The guards all kneel out of respect and I take Dem over to his parents. His mother grabs him tightly whispering and crying. I hear her speak demonish, ' kihai i nga atua me nga rewera kore ahau. ka inoi ahau, ka tonoa takoha ki a ratou everryday toku matamua whanau. e matau ana ahau ki e manaakitia koutou e ratou." ( The gods and demons did not fail me. I prayed and sent tribute to them everryday my first born. I know you are blessed by them.) Tears fall once again down my cheeks. I know they were just as devastated as I when we thought he was dead. Theirry grabs his son after his wife finally lets Dem go. Their embrace has all the warriors scream out a cry of approval. Dem was not only their King, trainer and commander, he was a friend to them all.
"Son, we have much to discuss. The Council will want to know who took you, what happened, where have you been...." I walk over and politely say, "Mother and Father Foster, he has no memory. I am sure it is dark magic at it's finest, but know that we all will help him to regain it all. He knows me, but not well. " He reaches for my hand it seems to give him comfort to touch me. My heart aches for my mate to know as he once did. "Let me take him to our chambers, let him bathe, eat and a good night's rest should help, some what." They nod , " You are right, Finley, we had all your things from your castle brought to the kingdom. We know you two were going to move here after the crowning. " We both walk off with three guards and entire what will now become our chambers here. Before I close the doors, one guard speaks to me low, "My queen, we will be posted outside the doors, Theirry has demanded it for your protection and out King." I nod and shut the door. Turning back at Dem, I can feel his unease, "Where are my little ones? Can I see them?" I walk closer to him, "How about I draw you a bath first? I have the kitchen staff preparing you all your favorites now and then after you have been bathed, fed we will discuss whatever you wish." I wait for him to agree with me.

Demonel

I watch her draw a bath and set some fresh clothes aside for me to use. Her careful nature makes my heart swell as she gently sways side to side feeling the temperature of the water with her elegant long fingers. The jeweled rings upon her hand have no way to even compare to her radiating beauty I am seeing before me. I want those fingers all over me as soon as possible. She turns to flash a sweet smile my way. (That woman is going to be the death of me). I rise walking over to her, my massive body needing to touch hers. I caress her arms and bend down to whisper in her ear. "You must teach me everything, you are now my salvation into in this world. I will follow your direction and will stay beside you my queen." My hand grace her hips and I push my already erect sex up against her body. She can feel instantaneously what she does to me. I growl low letting her know what is on my mind. Since seeing her in the cave it is all I can think about. I have no room left for doubt. I want to be with her forever, I need her so.

Finley
Tell me Blossom, how long has it been since I last had you?" I freeze up, I know how long it has been. The night before we were crowned. He took me over and over. We were about to got at it all demon style when whatever that thing was took him. Before I can answer him he takes me with such force, his kiss nearly takes my breath away. My body response to his touch, my heart leaps for him to be inside me, but my mind is screaming to make him slow down. He pulls away from our kiss to tell me he is going to take me now. Forcing myself to speak, I drop my clothing to reveal my breasts to him. His growls become louder and I strip him out of his tattered clothing. "You first, " I whisper blushing watching his large body sink down into our huge tub. It feels like the first time all over again.

I lean back against his body and start to bathe him. My hands lather up the loofa and work his leg muscles over. He moans and stretches them out in approval. I feel him pull me back and I drop the loofa. His hands caress my breast as they bob up and down the warm water. I can feel his heavy shaft pressed firmly against my back. I know he is ready and couldnt careless about a bath now. Turning around to face him, I scoot upward on his lap to straddle him. His shaft now begging to be inside me. "My love, my demon King , and my mate. call me your other nickname. You know Blossom is for out in public. " I lean into pull his lower lip into my mouth licking and sucking it with much need. Letting go, I say, "you know, you only call me this when we are intimate ,my pet." I look into his eyes and they turn black as night. His body stiffens and.........."DEM NO!"

Demonel

The darkness surrounds me once more and I feel a cold sting to my left jaw. I open my eyes and realize I am still naked, wet and in chains. The smell of mold hits my nose making me vomit. I can hear talking coming down the hall and get to my feet. Why am I here? The last thing I remember is the look on Finley's face of pure passion then nothing...blackness. I get to the bars and yell for anyone to come hear me. "Please help me. I do not deserve to be here." I see a form making it's way accompanied by guards. The vision comes closer and I realize it is my blossom dressed all in red and cloaked from the eyes down. I beg for her to free me, but nothing but tears fall from her divine crystal eyes. "Why are you doing this to me? I cry trying to touch her face. She steps back so I cannot reach her.

The man they claim is my father comes closer to her side touching her arm lovingly. The jealousy in me that he would touch her fires up in my mind and chest. I lash out behind the bars. "GIVE HER TO ME!" He blocks her view stepping directly in front of her. "Demonel that will not be happening anytime soon after what you did upstairs to her. You should be ashamed to have touched your queen in such a manner. This is treason to the crown and technically you should be feeling the councils blade between your shoulder blades this very moment. If it wasn't for you being my son and me leading the council, you would be doomed." "Touched her? I was making love to her and then ended up here! If she is my queen it is not a crime to make love! How is that against the crown?"He chuckles sarcastically pulling the red material away from her neck with speed. "You call this making love? I call it strangulation dearest son! The guards had intercepted you from drowning her underwater and strangling her inside the bathtub. Look at her marks! Those are your hands that done this crime. This is why you have been locked up in the dungeon and shall be kept here until we figure out what darkness has taken you hostage."

"I did not do this...Blossom tell them I did not do this!" I cry sobbing at the marks. "I vow to kill whoever did this to you, but it was not me! "She looks at my father telling him she has to leave. He nods excusing her. "BLOSSOM...No come back to me please I am lost without you." She turns to become furious with me. "Dem you did do this. You took me under the water when I was most vulnerable. I have waited for you to return, for what to try and kill me? I cannot trust you my love. If you did this to me I can never leave you around our children or have reign of the crown. I cannot be here I shall be leaving and staying with Sorin "(another name I do not remember). Panic sets in that she is abandoning me. "Please stay, I am sorry my queen. I need you. "My father guides her out and to leave me waste away in the cell. I bang my head against the wall crying for the only light I have ever known. As she vanishes I realize the darkness has once again claimed my soul. An evil laughter fill my mind and my tears fall to a cobble stone floor.

Finley

I walk away from him clutching my heart crying as I make the portal open to the mortal realm. Turning back I look at my father in law, "Help him, he needs you. He needs to be whole again and I am not the one who can make him whole....." He nods and I step through with Bear and Gigantor. I feel their emotions as well. They know as well as I that this is not the man I mated and married over a year and a half ago.
Once I make it back to Sorin's I keep my neck covered as to not alarm her nor am I ready to explain to her what transpired. Sorin gives me a cross look but doesn't question me as she hands me the twins.
I make my way to the guest house ,"Bear you and Gigantor may take your leave for the night. Dem can't get here, I don't think and besides he is chained up." They are hesitant, "Lady Finley, we are fine we shall walk Miss Sorin's grounds a few more hours then sleep." I nod and shut the door behind me.The babies must feel my emotions and cling to me tight in the bed. I start to drift off when I hear his voice in my head, "Blossom, I am not well, my mind is not my own....." I shut our bonded link down, I can't hear his voice, not now. My eyes drift off into the darkness of the night. Did the gods give him back to me to only have me dead........
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Demonel

My heart catches fire as the guards stay in hot persuite. Something inside tells me to change my direction. I dip below the brush and give them the slip, falling downward in front of the mouth of a cave. I run inside and hear their voices fade into the distance. My chest heaves and pounds trying to catch some much needed air. Entering the darkened cave I stumble around deeper inside. I come across furs laid out and what looks like a under ground lake of water. Being reminded of my new injuries I tear off my tattered clothes throwing them on the shore before entering the cool abyss. I scrub in the clear waters cleaning any sign of dirt from my skin. I dip my head below the water and block out the surrounding sounds.
  Sudden hot visions of pure raw sex burn to my mind, reliving an experience of lust I cannot remember ever experiencing. The blonde is back panting and screaming that name to the cave ceiling. Thrusting and grinding behind her my real erection starts to grow despite the cold waters caressing my body. A sudden sound above level grabs my attention, the air in my lungs wears out and I resurface. I am shocked to see the same female standing at the lakes edge looking down upon me. I make my way to her slowly concentrating on her form and posture. I can see in my reflection I have more tattoos on my side that read K and C. What they stand for I am completely oblivious to. She extends her hand and we touch instantly a shock wave hit's me sending me to my knees before her. The electric feel of her skin sends more visions of her and this place running wild like a current of memory once forgotten. I look up at her and am reminded of a time we have shared in this very place. "Blossom is that you?"

Finley

I have left the twins with Sorin and I shimmer with Bear and Gigantor to the realm. My in laws sent word they think they have cornered the male that has tricked us all into thinking it is my dead mate. I want to be there, I want him dead by my hands.
The demon warriors all let out a battle cry, the entire kingdoms battalion has assembled to catch this ass. I take off with my two personal guards and off we go, we catch a glimpse of him when he is gone again My heart rate picks up, just the flash of him , he looks so much like my mate, but my mate would never hide from me or our little ones. "Over here he went this way" a warrior calls out and everyone goes off the opposite direction. My gut tells me to go to our cave. "Bear, you and Gigantor go with them, I have to go to our cave." Bear growls low and Gigantor shakes his head, "Lady FInley, we must protect you, it is all our Kingdom has left, and he was more than our King, our commander he was our friend." I hold up my dagger and sword my Grams, Freyja gave me, " I am protected, I will be fine , please let me do this alone." They wait then nod and take off.

Finally I make my way to the cave. It's dark until you get into the heart of the cave. The lights start to flicker then, I hear water splashing around? My sword is up dagger ready and my demoness comes to the forefront as my goddess has her bolts ready. If this is the lying scum that has taunted me, hell all of he will die this day by my hands.
Walking closer, I stand a few inches from the waters edge and he walks out of the water, naked. All the same tattoo's of my mate. My eyes glance over and see our babies initials, K & C. A low growl leaves my lips. This ass dies, how dare he......then I see the scar, I gave him when he was training for battle when we dealt with the Death Dealers. NO one could copy that no one knew of this scar but he and I. I drop my sword and dagger reaching out I touch his face. Every tattoo he ever gave me and our crowning tattoo burns white hot as we connect. My eyes move up to lock with his....."Blossom is that you?" He speaks , our touch and the heat in my body, if this is a trick, then I do not wish to leave this cave......ever. Blinking I make myself speak as tear falls down my cheek, "Tell me now what do we say to one another before we sleep, leave one another or before a battle?" Gods please let him speak to me those three words......

Demonel

"Ake toku ngakau" I say unknowingly. I can tell by the expression on her face she understands exactly what it means. The words flow from my mouth and she touches my face. "But you can't be him?" she says low and unsure of what she is seeing and hearing. "Who is he?" I ask the beauty before me. "He...is Demonel Foster, my mate. I mean...Ugh... you? Do you not know who I am?" I shake my head confirming her fears. "I do not know who you are, only that we have a connection of some sort. You however seem to know something about my identity. You keep popping up everywhere to me. Please! I've no memory. I am lost and a fugitive of some sort. In my restless dreams I've walked alone, until your flesh and light stepped into my darkness. Your all I know."

Finley

My eyes gaze on his body and I can't help but to lick my lips. It's been so long.... I notice him looking at me as well. I drop my hand from his face , " ake toku wairua " he smiles but my heart aches. " Let's sit down my , I mean Dem, that's what you go by. Or Demonel. " I take his large hands as he grabs his torn and disheveled clothing . We sit on the fur skins and I hand him a clean shirt and pants. He takes them but stays before me naked. That's the Dem I know always around me naked. I have so many questions but I know if he has no memory then he can't answer me. I know I should take him to the castle but I want him alone until I'm ready for everyone else's eyes to see him alive.
" First off I am Finley , Fin , your Blossom , your mate. We have twins a boy and a girl. They are almost 6 months and ...." I am overwhelming him . I laugh and he reaches to tuck a strand of my hair behind my ear. I press my hand to his . " He, I mean you use to call me chatterbox . " I take in his scent , " you are not a fugitive , you are the King and you were dead to us all..." I look away with tears .

Demonel

"I am a king? Your king? I cannot comprehend what she is saying, but it does confirm my dreams. "Finley will not have you as her king" the words echo inside my head. I try to forget the voice, but it haunts my memory. The sudden mention of children sends my heart soaring. This revelation has me with more questions than answers. After fixing the strand of hair behind her ear, I crack a small smile. I can tell that there is a attraction between us. One that gets stronger by the second. Like A magnet I am being drawn to her. I get caught watching her lips form words, tuning out what she is saying. In a slow approach, eye closing, heart exploding moment, our lips lock. Raw lust takes my body over causing me to shiver and shake fisting the back of her head. I try to pull her in closer, taking more of her mouth. To me this is my first real kiss all over again. This female is the only one I wish to experience it with. She does not struggle to push me off, she just glides into her role with precise intent. To connect our demons as one. "MINE" All mine. My Blossom. The kiss floods my mind with sexual memories of this very cave. Submission and skin. Panting and raw animalictic needs brought out the demonic in both of us. My erection throbs as her lips claim mine. This is my female, has always been and always will be.
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Demonel

My visions keep getting worse. Nothing seems to be going right. The world is spinning and I cannot keep up. "Let me die! Just let me go!" I yell to the heavens. "What is my purpose? Why am I here?" No answer comes just loneliness. I cannot take it anymore, being on the edge of insanity takes me as far as I can mentally go. I have no blade, no weapon I could spring upon myself to end it all. My wound slowly heals daily, but I decide to rip it back open. Trying to inflict some self harm upon myself. The blood seeps freely and I laugh manically at the sight. "That's it you bastard, bleed until you cannot bleed anymore more."
  I lay back waiting to die. I crave it, I need it. I wait for the serpent to greet me once again taking me into the abyss. Oh to hear it's glorious slither makes my skin come to life. "No take it away, I don't want to feel anything. Make me numb oh Gods, free me!" As I become weak from blood loss, something from the corner of my sight catches my eye. I shift my head in it's direction to hear a woman cry. "What is this witchery? Leave me foul visions, I do not wish to see you for I am busy being nothing." I hear a voice speak to me. This time it is a male I have heard before. "It is time my pet go do what I have programmed you to do. "The sound of the word "Pet" sends my temper over the edge. An unknown force propels me to get closer. The blue vortex circles and the winds around it howl. I cannot ignore it as much as I try. Stumbling to get up I crawl my way to the light. I think that the Gods have heard my prayer and have come for me. I crawl in to the light and disappear from the fields.

Free falling I land by a nearby castle in what seems like another dimension. Being in this place makes my mind race and a series of new vision appear. Maybe from a past life of some sort? I pick myself up and begin to wander, seeking the Gods that have taken me. I have seemed to have landed next to a massive garden. I can hear voices from within. "I have found them, They will free me from all of this." I follow the walls of bushes like a maze to the center. There seems to be a crowd of people celebrating something. I see the woman from my dreams reading from a piece of paper.
  Dear Grim Reaper, I’d like to warn you that he won’t run like most

he will not flee, he will not hide. This is not a proud boast

It’s not a threat or challenge....Just a promise what’s to come"

"Who is she speaking of? I watch as tears fall around me. Every person is upset and emotional. Great more tears and fears to take in.

And though the outcome’s definite I know he fought you well, the warrior demon King he was. I do not doubt your victory, but I assure you one truth he did not go down easily.When you are finished, with him I know you had to stop and take a breath for Death just battled the Great Warrior Demon King, Demonel."

"King? Demonel...that name again. What is the connection?
   
I watch on and can over hear the two women mention something about a beach. In my mind I am taken there watching them stroll along the sands. The wind shifts and I am not that far behind them. "How did I get here? They both turn around spotting me.Their looks go right through me as shock fills their faces. My tattoo starts to burn and I can see her react in the same way. We are connected, but how? Not saying a word, because I do not know these people, I just look at them with confusion. Lost for words and frustrated, I say the only thing that comes to mind. "Blossom." The blonde woman looks shaken from the word I speak and I become afraid. A man yells for the guard to come seize me. I panic thinking I may be a wanted criminal and run off into the distance disappearing as I become hunted by an army of soldiers.
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Kara

I am an Elemental Demoness, what does that mean you ask? That means the gods and demons see fit to allow one of us to be born ever so many centuries. We are very powerful beings. It is why they will not allow but one of to be born. Until I die another one will not be made. I have felt the need to call upon the elements a lot as of late.
Making my way to the lands Stone gave me, I look around. This is our lands and no one is allowed here unless we both will it to be. I focus and will my body to float over the waters, connecting me to the power of the water. As an elemental Demoness I am connected to fire, water, earth and wind .
"To the gods and demons of old grant me the power of water to accept with ease what I cannot change. The power of fire for the energy of courage to change the things I can. The power of air for the ability to know the difference and the power of earth for the strength to continue my path."
I stay in silence a few moments more feeling the heat in my heart for my bonded dark angel grow. I pray to my gods and demons every day now to help he and I grow closer for he is my heartbeat song... My forever heaven. He has sent word that he will be back to me before I know it. He has been out looking for a weapon to help us all defeat the inevitable, those who desire to take the twins from the Foster's and use them for their evil purposes.
Stone had to make it appear that he was lost to us all so he would not put the rest of us in any more danger than we already are in protecting the twins and trying to help Finley regain herself to start ruling the Demon realm. This has been a trying time for us all, but as family, we all have pulled together to ensure one outcome; the babies to stay safe and become who the prophecy say's they shall be.
After a few hours of connecting to the gods and demons over the elements, I focus and once again my body is flesh. I place my clothing to the side , inhale slowly allowing the warm air fill my lungs with the scent of the ocean. My body runs hot after I connect with the elements. Flaming on fire tends to do that to you. I dive into the water and will the music to play. "It's good to be , well me!"
I start a new chapter in my life with the dark one and together we will be a force to be reckon with, gods and demons help those who try to separate us........
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Demonel

Still trying to find some type of life form, I stumble across a mountainous area. An unknown hunger pushes me to make my way across the red sands that summons me to stay and sleep. I have been awake for days avoiding my nightmares. I cannot feel the serpents grip of death again. The lack of sleep has me to the point of wild hallucinations. I keep getting flash backs of another time and place. I talk myself into giving up and laying down to die, but then I quickly realize that the Gods would not allow my suffering to end quite that easily. The only thing that keeps me hanging on is a single female voice talking to me in my head. Her soft tone begs me to keep going and not to give up. Once more I rise and begin to finally break some ground seeing the end of the dessert before me.
     The red sands end and a field full of closed flowers blow in the breeze. I cross the field and the sudden chill in the air has me seeing my breath. I wrap my arms in my bloodied shirt and try to keep warm. "Is it me or are the flowers opening up before my eyes?" I think. Thousands of purple blossoms open at the same time greeting the moonlight rays. The smell of jasmine hits the air and knocks me down to both knees. Tears fall and shivers ride my spine. "Why am I like this, what's wrong with me?" The word "Blossom" fills my head and I curl into a ball sobbing. The flowers intoxicating smell surrounds me and kisses my mouth. I can taste it, all of it. It takes my breath away. "No stop! Stop this at once! Leave me fucking be! Still the fragrance of jasmine lingers. I shake back and forth from nerves and shivering. My eyes can no longer stay open, slowly gliding shut. The massive amount of trembling I was doing wears me out and sleep finally claims it's prize.
  I open my eyes and am still in the field with the flowers, but something's changed. The atmosphere! No there is a voice. I hear the females voice singing off in the distance. I jump to my feet apparently refreshed, hunting the sound. Before me stands the majestic view of the most beautiful female I ever laid eyes upon. Her long blonde hair flows down her back and she wears what appears to be a slim yet revealing white dress. She has her back to towards me and is looking down proudly. Small giggles come from within her arms as she coo's her precious bounty. "It is a child! No it's children!" The voices double as I listen in. The sound makes me smile and for a few seconds everything is peaceful and I forget my pain. The female turns to me with loving eyes, holding a pair of eternal twins. The three remain quite as they look at me saying no words. The silence between us calls to me to join them. As I make my way over, the landscape suddenly erupts and shakes. I stop in my tracks, her eyes changing to worry. "Come Demonel, quickly." I begin to run to her, but time grabs a hold of me slowing me down. A sense of loss follows through my entire body, as a light consumes her from my grasp. "No stay with me! Come back! I cry falling into a pit of darkness.
  I awake from the dream in a cold sweat and looking for the lost beings. They are gone and I realize it was but a dream. A wicked heart retching dream. Everything turned out to be nothing, just another cold night alone. It hits me that my dreams are changing, replaced from the serpent to the female. Is she a guardian coming to save me? Or just a figment of hope I am loosing grasp upon? Will I ever find the answers to my questions?

Finley

The twins are fed, cleaned and off with Sorin and Benny to get ice cream. I wanted to take a walk alone, clear my head. I think my Hellcat sensed I needed it so she hugs me and off I go down the forest path. I have my music playing through my earbuds when the winds shift. A cold chill runs through me and I can almost swear by the gods I can smell and feel him. I pull the earbuds out and call out, "Show yourself! Stop messing with me, come out and fight!" I look around, but nothing.
After a few more miles, I come to a clearing, a Jasmine flower field. I sigh, but take some comfort in knowing this filed reminds me of my mate. He always said I smelled of Jasmine and tasted of plums. The sun is setting so I decide to lay down in the field listing to the music play over and over. Memories of our times together start to play out in my mind. My fondest memory is of he and I back home in our realm with the twins. I am singing, "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are......" Dem takes Kalanni from my arms and says, "When skies are gray. Please don't take my family away." I laugh and rock Caelan. "That is not the words to that song, husband of mine." He winks and kisses the little demoness all over, "I am about to be King, I decree the words to the song changed, female." We laugh and put the babies to bed. This was our last night together as a family. I remember him standing by their nursery door and me saying, " "Come Demonel, quickly." He pulls the door shut and we went back to our chambers making love all night long.

I look up at the night sky and my only comfort is knowing he is looking down on me . "Forever my soul..." this is where he would have said, "Forever my heart, Blossom." It's getting late so I get up from the field and make my way back to Sorin's house to get the twins. It's past their bed time and I need to rest myself .
Walking into Sorin's house I see a naked Benny streak past me. Sorin waddling around to get clothing on him and the babies screaming. "Sorry, I meant to get back here before you all came back,but I found your Jasmine filed. Why didn't you tell me about it? You know the significance of Jasmines to he and I. " She stops dead in her tacks and gives me a "what the fuck are you talking about look. "Finny, you swore you wouldn't drink again until you were completely healed. I have no Jasmine flower field." My eyes go wide and my tattoo burns white hot again. So hot that I scream out. The twins stop screaming, Benny stops running and Sorin grabs me. She places her hand on my mated tattoo, says a few magic witchy words and it eases my pain. "Go rest, Finny, we will get to the bottom of this tomorrow." I take the babies and shimmer us straight to bed. I cuddle them all night humming you are my sunshine.........
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Demonel

"Hona Kuini" I repeat proudly smiling in her direction. She seductively comes shimmering over to me like never before. The Gods above have blessed with a stunning vision of lust and love on this day. Everything is falling into place as I hoped. My female with her raw sex appeal of both Goddess and Demoness inches ever closer. She is everything I have always hoped and dreamed.
   I impatiently wait to receive her to consummate our vows, when a sudden pain rips through my abdomen. Breath slowly exits my hot lips and panic sets in. The room fades becoming colorless. Every movement takes on a slow tone. Time stops completely for those few brief seconds. I can see my precious Blossom's face shift from the wonderful bliss we were just experiencing, to one of complete anguish. Not having time to react to the blow, I hear her scream when black smoke surrounds me. It is then that I notice a being standing behind me. He grabs a hold of me firmly as I take one last look upon my females face. "Azazel, my mind screams, my mouth still silent. Heartbroken and shattered to the core, I manage to kill the pain long enough to finally speak. "FINLEY! I scream but no answer comes. All goes dark.
  Falling from an unknown height...SLAM I moan in pain. I have finally hit bottom and lay paralyzed in the dark. After moments I begin to hear the sound of something slithering around my feet, then stops. The sudden deathly silence puts me on high alert. I'm not alone down here in the dark. I feel another presence watching me close by. Trying to lift my head turns out to be a bigger ordeal than I once thought. I find myself unable to move. A cold chill freezes my body until goosebumps form like an army rising for battle. The slithering starts again, coming closer. My heart races feeling a form move up my frame, followed by a tiny tongue tickle my inner ear lobe. "Why can't I move?" Crushing pain sears through my chest as this form continues coiling around me tighter. "Your mine Dem," it hisses. Finley will never have you. "YOUR MINE!" it growls with and evil agenda. "You will follow my orders king nothing." I struggle to no avail. "I will never do as you say." It laughs manically at my attempts to free myself and disobey it's order.
    I awake screaming from the nightmare. The same dream always leaves me in a mad sweat with my heart sinking to my empty stomach. It has been reoccurring every night with the same outcome. DEATH...My death. Several times I have woken in tears wondering who speaks to me in the dark of my mind. Who is this Finley? Why am I her king? The same beast, the same pain, and always the same questions. Will it ever end? Since waking in this place, all I can feel is a need to be somewhere else. A uncontrollable anger and longing to protect something bigger than myself, bigger than life haunts me. I turn realizing that I am but alone again, within a unknown forest. I scream at the top of my lungs in frustration, with the need to kill something...anything. I can see thousands of bats scatter into the night sky, trying escape my cries of anguish. "They best flee before I catch them all, fucking ugly sky rats."
   My stomach growls and a feeling off lost takes over. I must cage this feeling pushing it back, if I am to survive another night. There are more pressing matters on hand at the moment, like how do I get back to civilization?" I make my way to a near by stream then scoop up cold clear water to drink. With a never ending thirst, I drink. My bulging muscles ache and I begin to feel weak again. I have seemed to have reopened my mystery wound that I cannot recall. The pain trickles upward causing a gasp in pain and hands clutching tightly becoming numb. "FUCK! I become dizzy and cannot concentrate. After collecting my head, I notice a blood stained shirt drips with fresh blood. I grab some nearby mud and apply it preying the gouge stops bleeding. My body burns hardening the mud instantly. I cannot tell how I received the gash. I do not remember anything up unit my first awakening. I am even uncertain of my own name or who I am. Only the name in my dream gives me hope.
  Washing my hands, the water runs stained. I look down into the ripples to see my reflection staring back at me. Unhappy with my appearance I grab the water breaking the reflection into a mess of water ripples. I wash my face roughly then lay back under the stars in searing pain. In this massive open field, I am dying, exhausted and starving. Still scared to rest, I vow to stay awake until the day I become found. Crickets signal their reign over the tall grasses as I disappear into them. The swaying grass dance in the wind, hypnotizing me. They dance happily with one another in rhythmic precision, bowing and curtsying in a wild display. My attention turns to the heavens. I wonder if I am the only watching the breath taking display above. Coments stream across the sky, but no comfort with their presence follows. Looking beside myself, my subconscious looks for something.. but what?
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Sorin

~The time has come to fuck shit up~
After the past few weeks my patience has been tested over and over. Between the smashing of bottles all over my fucking garden, the bloody attempts inside my woods, the bolts used against humans that cost me millions of dollars to cover up, and much more I was done. Done couldn’t even describe what I was. I spent a few hours in Asgard with Thor and Loki last night. Damn the binary portal hurts like a bitch on the skin. I made them guarantee that it was safe for me first that’s for damn sure. Of course Thor, the princess couldn’t be bothered to me at the rainbow bridge either. Maybe he’s still a bit Thor about all the meme’s I’ve sent to him. A giggles bubbles in my head at his face when I walked in there like I owned the place and bitches him out in front of his buddies. Of course Lady Sif high fived me. Love that girl.
So after a lot of discussion and me shoving images into a magical projection for all to see, they agreed to meet with me today for the “intervention”. Yep, I was done. Adjusting my belly girdle, giving me some firm support for Peanut. I am ready. My heels clip along the pavement of the underground tunnel that connects the main house and the guest house, I reach the door. Reaching out, my fingers grasp the knob and it met with it being locked. Oh fucking hell no. Your ass is grass woman! Bracing my hands on either side of the tunnel I raise my leg and give the door a swift wood exploding kick. Where the fuck are you? Shoving my way through the door, I mentally flick on all the lights and start stepping over all the damn bottles on the floor.
Hearing the sound of thunder in my ears, I know that the boys have made it. Come out, come out, wherever you are!!!! My voice is wickedly deep as my temper flairs higher cause I can’t find her. Taking a deep breathe and concentrating on her scent, I follow it to the bedroom. What. The. Fuck! There is scorch marks everywhere, the desk looks like she set it on fire, and the double crib I placed in here was broke to bits. You’ve gone too fucking far! Hearing a slight whimper coming from under the bed, I reach down and with my vampire strength, I flip is over with a growl. Get your ass up! Fine moans softly and cracks an eye open. “Go away.” I let out a roar that I’ve never heard before. Grabbing her hair in my fist, I start to cave man her across the room until I can stand her up. The time has come. I’m sick and fucking tired of this, look at what you’ve done to my house! Not. Fucking. Cool. I force her head around to show her the damage she’s caused. She starts to fight me. Not gonna happen. Not this day.
“Ms Sorin?” I hear through the walls. Heads up!! I yell back at them as I lift a fighting Finny and toss her through the window. Yes I am a bitch when it comes to my loved ones self destructing. Climbing through the hole that is now on the side of the house, I see Loki lift Finny up and hold her tight as she looks like she’s ready to come after me. I walk right up to her and smile sweetly in her face. Yeah, I brought in the big guns. Guess what else. Go ahead, guess. She pulls against Loki’s grip and growls out a what. I have stripped you of your right to your children. Thor here decreed it and I am now their legal guardian. You will not see them, be around them, nothing until your fucking ass get clean and sober. Oh yeah that did it. Thor stepped between us and put the cuffs of Asgard on her wrists. “Niece, calm yourself. This is not a respectable way for someone of your station.” She looks up at him and with a smirk on her face, she totally pulled a……well a me. “Doth your mother know, you whereth her drapes?” I about died! Dude, she just totally Ironmanned you!! He just lifted his brow in a way that told me to shut up, but that didn’t stop Loki from cracking up and losing his hold on her.
Oh no you don’t, where the fuck you think you’re going? Clotheslining a running Finley, I step over her body and park my fat ass right on top of her. Now these are your choices…..A. You can go to Asgard with your uncles where they will place you in jail and remember your grandfather Odin still has a lot of people backing him. Not so safe from torture. B. You can go back to the castle and let your in laws help sober you up. C. You can go to my coven where they will rehab you. Any choice you make, you will not see the children until you are completely sober. I tap her red cheeks with my hands lightly So what’s it gonna be pumpkin? She growls and snaps her fangs at me. Down demoness, choose. Her eyes bleed red and she keeps struggling. Give me my kids you bitch. I let out a chuckle Flattery will get you no where. Choose or I’m choosing for you. “He’s gone, he promised! He promised he’d never leave!! He fucking lied!! Kill me!!” I sigh and smack her hard Wrong fucking answer. I guess Asgard it is then and say goodbye to your children forever. Come, take her boys. As Thor helps me to my feet, she finally breaks. Damn, it’s about time. “Please hellcat, don’t take my babies. They’re all I have left of him.” I try not to cry as I watch tears streaming down her mottled cheeks. Then you have to get rehabbed and stay sober. The coven is willing to help, they will get you detoxed fast and council you through it. I caress her cheek, my Finny, she is broken and needs help to get fixed. “Okay, I will do it.” I let out a relieved sigh and hug her.
Thor please come back and let me know she’s settled. “As you wish.” I brace myself to send them all to the coven. It’s dangerous to do this myself and I got lucky when Kara flashed in. Thank Fuck, get over here, I’ll explain later. Grabbing her hand, I pull on her magic hard until she starts to sway. Chanting I send the three through the ether to the coven. My fangs fill my mouth as my hunger rises fast and hard. Clenching her hand harder, I turn to her. “Aw Fuck, this is gonna hurt.” She tilts her head and I attack with all the speed I have and drink her hard.

 Finley

Journal entry: Last Day of Detox/Rehab ......

It's been two weeks, two long ass weeks but, I am no longer feeling the need to drink every second of the day. The coven all but magically kicked my ass into detox. I have not seen my little ones in so long , but Sorin, Thor, Kara, Loki and even the witchy sisters, AJ and Bryn have visited me once. That is all they are allowed here, one visit. These ladies do not play nor sway from their witchy rehabbing rules. * I adjust my glasses. None of my magic works here, good thing cause those first two to tree days were bad.
Now where was I? Oh yes, on Kara's visit she informed me no body was found. * My hands shake and I hold my angry, cries and need to drink at a bay. You can write his name, Fin. Demonel's body is unable to be found.So Sorin suggested we go back to the realm to have a memorial service. The coven agreed and thinks it will help with me closing this part of my life. So we head out at the weeks end to I sigh bury/ say goodbye to him. Thank the gods for my Hellcat and cousin, They have made all those arrangements with Dem's family. Speaking of Kara, journal she too has lost her other half, Stone. He never came back from the search. Last word she got from him, he came up empty on Dem's body and told her he was going to his old homelands to finish off the god that created him and nothing after that. Kara is unable to get back there. At least she is handling her grief better than me, but she had a harder, much harder up bringing than me.She deals with pain more than I ever could. I will write more in you after the memorial. The coven says me writing in you will help me grief and push through daily, I must, I have to for my little ones. *My hands reach out to touch the picture of he and I on our wedding day. * I love you Demonel.......
"Ms.Finley, it's time. " The coven hugs me tight and sends me through the portal. Sorin , Thor, Loki and Kara are all there. They greet me and I see my babies in Loki and Thor's arms. "Niece you look well, but these two are dying to be in your arms." I hug everyone, take my babies and Sorin shows me back to the now remolded guest house. I try to apologize again but, she stops me hugs me and tells me to stop it, or she will kick my ass again. We both laugh and everyone leaves to let me settle in.

First night ....

I am finally settled into Sorin and Gray's guest house. I am able to bring myself to place pictures of him and I of our wedding day up on the walls. The babies are back to a routine with me, but they still cling to me at night. I can even feel their stress when I try to walk out their line of sight. Kalanni tried throwing fire sparks at me and my Caelan, my sweet easy going demigod , tried bolting me. I messed them up good when I went on my self destruction spree .
It's late night , the babies are fed, the tiger cubs are sleeping watching over my love lights and I'm alone with my thoughts. I twist my wedding ring, look at the wedding pic and sigh. I know by now my Dem has been lost to me, no to us. My little ones will never know him. I will tell them every day of their father and our many adventures together . I rarely sleep , if I do I still have nightmares of him. Curling my legs to my chest I hug them tight. It's how I spend my nights, hugging myself as if it were him. I reach out for the letter from my in laws it reads ...,

Our dearest Finley,
We worry about you and our grandchildren. You need to be with family and under our protection during a time like this.Bear has ensured us that Sorin and her mate, your adoptive brother Grayson can protect you and keep you safe.We know they are your family too. But would you please reconsider coming back to the realm, you are the queen here and the realm needs a ruler . You know it's what our son would have wanted. we could force you back, but we know it's not what Demonel would have wanted nor would it be good on you. We look forward to seeing you and the babies at the memorial service, you are and forever will be our daughter.
Love
Mother and Father Foster..

I place the letter down thinking of how sad Bear looked when he delivered the letter. He apologized over and over for not being able to find Dem or even able to bring his body home for a proper demon burial. I hugged him and reassured him I am fine and so are the babies. Everyone has tried finding his body, but nothing. OI wont allow another person in my life to go out looking I can't lose one more person. It's bad enough Stone is gone now from the search.
Finally I start to drift off when I begin to feel my bonded tattoo Dem gave me, burn. " What in the name of the gods?" A glimmer of hope shoots through me ," no, it's nothing don't let it get to you. You're overly tired Fin. Lack of sleep, eating and detoxing the vodka will do that to you." I say aloud. My eyes feel heavy and I drift off. One finally word part my lips, "Demonel......"
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