If I were ever to die, what I would like to leave to the world, is this seemingly infinite desire to understand, of which I feel to have been endowed with in my childhood:
Since 1000 days old, immediately after the death of my grandfather, and the birth of my brother 11 days later, I created my dream of my life. The dream was "to understand the Universe", thinking that understanding it would let me know all answers, including the answer to question how to escape from the death.
Lying in my little bed that evening, I nearly cried because of the intensity of the sense of curiosity. I wanted to know everything. Unexpectedly I saw visions which appeared violet, white, blue and yellow (similar to this). I felt like having seen a glimpse of the Truth about the the Universe.
When I consider now, it is this desire to understand, which made me into what I am. Wish it for every kid.
Although the evolution of life has taught to strive for survival, I once had though of a goal, which, when achieved, would make me peaceful in my mind. That ultimate goal, is the perfect model of the world, when the data generated by the model coincides exactly with the data generated by the world - when I see no differences between the model and reality, and the world just disappears to me subjectively, and that's the way, I would ideally prefer to 'die' - by truly understanding everything, and making nothing left to know.