Livid in this nightmare scene.. Wanna wake up and escape this dream.. The demons they torment me cuz they know I fein. Only want to do right but always fuck up and end with up strife.. Thats the ways of this junkies life.. Always searching for a notion of something better but Every other step I take i slide right down the ladder.. To suffer is a blessing i dont know what it's like to be loved or any of the good feelings.. I'm my own worst enemies yet my only friend.. Beware I tend to fuck things up so be cautious of how close you stand in a time bomb slowly ticking away and when I go off what will I be remebered for all my mistakes so I'll bow and into the shadows slowly i fade..