When I was in grade school up until 10 grade, I always wanted to be white. People told me I spoke white, I acted white.... And that I was technically a white boy. I had tons of white friends and I couldn't connect with the black youths at my schools. I connected more with a certain group that just so happened to be white. I teased for sounding proper and pronouncing my words correctly. I may have confused wanting to be intelligent with white.... Because they were seen as “intelligent". So.... white people come on this page.... ask WHY there isn't white and I'm proud videos.... this is partly why.... you already have people lusting over your complexion.... even at the young age of twelve; intelligence and intellectually is associated with whiteness. So in closing, yes, I am black and I'm proud.