I am feeling so low, I've lost my partner through my stubborn ways. It was my fault I told her I didn't want her anymore in anger plus I was feeling a little depressed when I said this. We have been arguing all the time over silly things I stupidly didn't mean anything I said. I know now I really love her, she tells me she still loves me, but isn't sure it it would be a good idea to get back together. We do have a little one together and a stepson. I just want my little family back. She held me together and I didn't even realise it until now. I thought eventually we'd find our way back to each other. However after 2 months of our separation she began to see someone else. I know I pushed them together so I don't blame her. I just wish this didn't happen as this has brought me down to a low I've never experienced. Be great to talk to anyone who could be understanding. I know this is my fault, but my partner has asked for space to decide what for the best. The waiting is hard and with the luck I have had all my life things never go my way. I am normally such I strong person, but this has really affected me in a big way.
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