Iam tired of reading about asylum, integration and benefits for asylum applicants in Germany. Just like saying barking dog seldom bites or empty pot makes louder noise. I have been observing very closely since the beginning of 2007 when I claimed my political asylum in Germany.Those people who works at BAMF are like one having honey in the mouth and knife at in heart.
I have presented my claimed before BAMF with every documents,political reason and organisation where Iam affiliated.I have some papers from the United Nation High Commissioners for Refugees .My country where born and grew up has confiscated our possessions when democratic peaceful demonstration began.The dictators had succeeded to suppressed the revolution by using live ammunation killing hundreds of people. Not only that they forcefully ceased the property and citizenship making hundreds thousands of people stateless.
I left the state and lived for above 15 years of life under UNHCR emergency aid .We never stop to campaign our early return to our homeland .The 16 rounds of bilateral neogatations brought no any positive result.Due to tangible and fragile situation due to political differences I had no secure life at refugee camps and managed to escape to Germany to seek asylum.
It was the day when my misfortune begun. It was like this winter, cold outside.I had nothing more outside a old bag with old clothes packed in it. Braunschweig,the surrounding was completely covered with white snow.It was early morning at 9 am when I was called for interviews. The sky was very clear with optimum sun rays scattering from white snow. With full motivation and feeling Iam in Germany,a country with all democratic rights,as I heard and read in news paper .
I was interviewed with a judge. The translator was there. I answered every question with documents.She was cheerful.After 3 hours of interviewed she has given me the words that there is nothing confusion .I didnt come here to pretend them. My issues was genuine und facts. She told me that she will send a good decision within three months. She betrayed and lied me with her words. As being such a professional magistrate and sitting on a chair to decide the fate of one person ,she had sent me a refusal letter within 15 days of interviews.
The reason of rejection was very incredible and unreasonable.She even has no idea where my country is located.She refused the application stating that I have no problem if Iam deported back to my country.We have been requesting last 16 years international community, including parliament of European Union to assist the repatriation case which was unsuccessful. We sent letter of request every year to UN general assembly that time to Kofi Anne. We request every government of USA,we request UNHCR head office at Geneva every. One super German judge come suddenly proving that I have no problem to go back. Such illiterate person some time ruined life of genuine case like I suffered till now.
I reapplied my claimed to social court at Braunschweig. The court judge, I know her name still, asked me my father name. My grandfather name. Are they still alive? I do not still understand why she had so much interested of my family members name.She closed my file asking with out single political question. After few days I got rejection decision stating o didn't enough explain political matter rather family and general matter . The second professional lier.
All most 3 years has been gone. Every dawn hoping better news the next days. I used to check my post box some time 3 times a day hoping some good news. Life is getting harder and harder every moment.Three years has been gone. I had no labour permit. I got 40 euro money for buying livelihoods.There is no freedom of movement.I was not allowed to leave Braunschweig city.
The days were passing.The mental and psychological suppression was intolerable.I tried a lot to change my condition the best of my ability but all effort in vain. They turn deaf ear to my issues.
I made a decision to visit the head quarter of the United Nation High Commissioners for Refugee at Geneva in Switzerland and left Germany illegal . Every one suggest me that Germany authority will reviews the application.
I contacted the embassy of federal Republic of Germany at India, Nepal asking for support . The email has been forwarded at Ausländer Amt at Berlin. I tried to contact the concern person but unfortunately unsuccessful.
There is nothing to do any more .Eight years has been passed counting every day doing nothing. The state even do not support for basic medical treatments and integration language course. Like me there are over hundreds thousands of Asylum seekers with future uncertain. They have no where to go and German authority do not allow them to live well.Amnesty international and human rights group are paid supported by government. They do not use their words to express against.
2014 has come to an end but there is nothing to hope for the next year. Only what I want to wish those people who consider themselves as a fair judges of BAMF and court on this heiligen evening, I pray for god to destroy their life and family as they did to mine.