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Sunaina Varma
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"what if i never feel again?"

everything is temporary. nothing will ever be. Not even this numbness that you feel. When you come out of this storm you're in, you'ill feel again. You'ill feel so much, all at once. It will be like you were numb.even though it will be overwhelming, you'ill feel free. Free from all the problems,from all the drinks that damage my liver and me.I know the scars will stay but it will never mean you're good enough. You'ill always be fucking good enough. So fucking lonely but so fucking enough. Happiness is overrated but i promise,someday you will stop crying each night, someday you will feel.
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At the end of the day, we're going to leave behind the shadows of our souls, lingering in the depths of our bones.
The nights of faded stars and lost magic.The dust in which we finally rust.

The window and the world.

I sat there gazing the window as my only escape. It feels like doors never existed. Only thick metal bars and an illusion of the outside world. Most people watch sunsets and birds, i watched the day turn to night. the light engulfed by darkness.
I watched the seasons changing, loosing myself to the ecstatic world of horror. " Unwritten". I thought to myself.

I lost my magic to the colors of nostalgia. I looked red at first. Then it turned to grey. I lost my magic to cages. Birds flew over my head. I tried to break the bars,my head had created.
Did i mention,

paintings make my soul happy.

This life is a labyrinth of broken dreams. Then there are people like me, who can never let go. that is why we look for things and people that would always stay. No matter how many storm passes, no matter how many times we sink. But slowly we learn that people go. There are no constants. Its just a theory. Even things break. It took me 21 years to learn that. So i made my jar of broken things. I collect everything that is broken but it is important to me , in it. Makes me believe that finally, i formed a way of saving things that matter to me. I wish i had a jar of broken people too. 

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THE GRIEF SHE CARRYS
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