I realized recently that I am more of a "dharma bum" than a "pure light devotee" - I dunno - maybe it's because I love to dance without "steps" and a complete giving over to ecstasy...and...just perhaps I'm looking at being dead within the coming year...in the face of that...what are you gonna do...do a minuet or boogie-down...for me...gimme Canned Heat live with John Lee Hooker...Ha!!! Boogie...!!!
James/Peter says: I'm here right now - I probably won't be here by Fall - as far as I can tell - given experts' advice. I'm not concerned. I'm losing weight. Almost down to my very last shreds of hair - my cheekbone are now base structures to hang my facial flesh from. So - does it matter if I say don't give a flying fuck about much of anything at this point - ??? I truly don't think so. I"m hanging on to my sense of humor - however - no one can take take a cuckoo off it's nest...hubba-hubba - !!!