The Battle of the Parasites
Who am I? Why do you think I would know!
A wise man Edward de Bono, once defined logic as being possible without reason, but remaining a fundamental constituent of reason.
Whoever I may or may not be, I know what I am.
“You are a trouble maker.”
Silence was already present as this condemnation was emailed to me by an old friend replying to my request for a reference and for whom I had once done a similar favour. We had worked together, always helped and supported each other as professionals and later friends. She had previously employed and promoted me as a Carer.
If I was a “trouble maker” she must have lacked discretion in employing and promoting me. I must lack discretion in calling her a friend, a lady of thought and worth helping when it was needed. I responded to others’ need, now she was delighted with, and demonstrating her own social power. I helped her when I had what she did not, but now she had what I did not the tables had turned. She would not give what I had given her. Perhaps people change when tempted by greed and power? She had known how to play parasite better than I. This reply stole my breath.
Parasites take in order to survive. There are various reasons that cause this dependency to form with a host. Regardless whether dependants originate with an inadequacy they all have no ability to survive in isolation. These parasites need a host. However, demanding these parasitic relationships are for the hosts the dependants never kill them. To kill a host would result in the dependants’ death.
Those who take without any such need are simply thieves. I must have once been a host for this lost friend, which is no longer so. I stared at the digital comment confused and bewildered. What had I done? I had helped my friend, reassured her, accepted her confidences and supported her. I had not only believed that she was a good woman but a friend. However, she had met a man on the internet. He was wealthy and had married her. Now they were both friends of the local Conservative M.P.. She now wanted her husband and the Tory M.P., not I, to be her hosts.
All my life I had always been ignorantly dependant on the state. I left home defiantly as an adolescent who knew everything. I started learning immediately and only because I learnt the hard way. I would always be dependent on the state no matter what I achieved, or strived for. In order to survive, the state would have to pay obscene sums of money to fanciful scientists with aspirations of wealth and social standing. Despite my poverty, not many others alive could afford to pay that cost. Overpaid, mostly ignorant of medicine and certainly of life, doctors decided which companies would profit from my physiological inadequacy. There were different medicines which could have saved my life, but throughout that life I was never allowed to choose.
Parasites and thieves take with intent, (not always chosen), to profit from this action. There are different types of hosts and therefore parasites. Victims give without much, if any return. Usually those who gain do not wish to interact with those who lose.
In the Bible Matthew chapter 6: verse 24, tells us that Jesus Christ Emanuel told us, “You cannot be the slave both of God and money.
That is why I am telling you; do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?”
Unfortunately my inadequate life was worth nothing but limited sustenance. It was not even worth any more than the clothing I left home with 33 years ago. The short term jobs I was given I lost because I was found to be lying about my physiological inadequacy. Those jobs I applied for honestly I was refused with no explanation. I wanted to be a Carer, because I desired to make a token return that others could benefit from. My friend refusing to give me a reference meant I had no purpose; just my food and clothing.
The state often decides how they could save themselves money to gratify themselves and their monarch of similar political intent. They would place my life in the hands of cheaper, ignorant, Not Very Qualified nurses, whom they send on ‘special’ six week courses run by the same. I went to see the Tory MP when the Health Service started potentially threatening my life with this cost cutting. I expressed my concerns and followed the procedure given to me by the Parliamentary Health Department Ombudsman. This has to amount to what this no longer friend would call, “trouble making”.
Matthew chapter 10: verse 8 informs us that Jesus Christ instructed His disciples to, Cure the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers and cast out demons. You received without payment; give without payment.'
A Consultant enabled my disability award and I have never worked again. I used to work for friends without pay. I had been enabled to do so without needing money. One angry lady resented my benefit because I would not use it to take her to lunch regularly in restaurants. Once friends refused to accept that I could help at a locally inadequate hospital. Now, six week trained supposedly ‘Specialist’ nurses and social workers insist that this money is intended for me to pay them for services they do not provide. I pay cheaper private charges to stay alive with all my benefit; perhaps that makes me a “trouble maker”?
Money is neither desired nor valued by parasites who, bond and benefit only from hosts which sustain their lives. I profited with my life; a fundamental profit not always easy to appreciate amongst so much excess and misplaced envy. I use the money the state paid me for the purpose they had intended. Thieves and fraudsters desire money most. Anything unwarranted takers of vacuous currency want results with this acquired wealth being spent.
“People like you should not be allowed to live. You give nothing back. We spend all the country’s money keeping people like you alive. With the work that my children will do they would return the country’s investment.”
I probably did appear shocked when this ‘specially’ six week trained, ignorant, Not Very Qualified, Irish nurse confronted me with her ‘care’. I never see the obscene sums of money paid to fraudulent scientists producing contrived and unsuitable medicines for my need. I was angry, but I managed to turn my back and walk away with my forty six years experience.
These hidden lies or ignorance amongst intelligent individuals can be used to sell their actions to the vulnerable, or gullible. This behaviour is most commonly used though by thieves, who fraudulently persuade their victims that they are in some way benefitting from the contrived transactions. These ignorant ‘Specialist’ nurses kill dependants with their fraudulent six week training in return for money. Paid, slightly less than so called General Practitioner ‘Specialists’’ bonuses; they are also ignorant, yet arrogant of what they are doing; fraudulent ‘Specialists’ are cheap.
These parasites take my life because they do not know what they were doing. “All those suffering from your generalised condition do not need specialized medicine.” These so called ‘Specialist’ nurses, in their ignorance make up what they do not know. They do not listen to truth, because they have been on a ‘special six week course’ in return for this worthless money. The ‘Specialist’ G.P. who told me that, “It would not matter if you spent a week without vital medicine, because you have spent a couple of days without it before.” They have no concern for my life. For all my unearned money I have never taken a life.
A gentleman my alienated, hostile friend and I had once both known had told me, that his wife was dying. “You are a problem solver,” he had volunteered to me. He could see me suffer to help the company employing us make a profit. I had collapsed without being given a break and had been signed off sick by a psychotic and ignorant General Practioner, who had just discovered his wife was dying of a similar condition this gentleman’s wife had. I was then sacked. The state disability officer told this American Company that they were not allowed to sack me and they did.
Mark chapter 10: verses 17 – 18 in the Gospels inform us; Jesus answered a man, "Why do you call me good? No one is good but God alone. You know the commandments: 'You shall not murder; ...You shall not steal; You shall not bear false witness; You shall not defraud; ...”
My friends insisted, “You are perfect.”
“Mankind is fallible.” I replied, “Mankind cannot be ‘perfect’! Nothing on earth is ‘perfect’.”
“Always,” I tried to reason with them.
“That is very negative of you.”
“I strive for reality. What do you mean mankind is not necessarily imperfect?”
“Sometimes men prove there is no one better than them; they are best.”
“I agree. I am very happy for them if that means they have achieved their goal, but that does not mean they are perfect.”
“Yes it does.”
“I do not believe so. Perhaps we have different understandings of the meaning of ‘perfect’?”
“If a man beats all other competitors in a 100 meter sprint, then he is ‘perfect’ for the race.”
“A colloquialism; I would use the term ‘suited’ for the race. To me the word ‘perfect’ means without fault. A man maybe best in his time, but history has always shown that in another era he will be replaced by another better suited man. Neither of them is perfect. In my mind’s eye there is only one faultless life in the universe; a perfect life.”
“Yes, I believe so. Faults most noticed in others are always best recognized in ourselves. If we were considering ourselves ‘perfect’, we would consider that we had nothing more to learn. I hope that is never true of me. I have yet to establish what single truth is in its entirety.
Other peoples’ arrogance frightens me, but I have to admit that my own arrogance frightens me most. I can be stupid, but I hope I am never wrong enough to be arrogant.
It is far more important to know what you do not know, or cannot do than it is to know what you do know, or can do. Naughty toddlers know they can make flames with a box of matches. They do not know that in doing so fire grows quickly and can easily get out of control. They may know but fail to understand fire burns and destroys. They cannot understand that sparks fly and small fires can fester until they grow into raging blazes. Being “positive” they light a dry stalk of straw and watch the pretty flickering flame. If you are stupid enough to question the consequences, something will be burnt and burnt to destruction.”
The same is true of the medical profession and of astronauts. Both take a progressive approach to discovering what they do not know. Astronauts may pay the consequences of their assumptions, errors and mistakes, but so also may the space around them as they blow it up. Ignorance of what that space may contain or signify, does not rectify the consequences of any ignorant assumption.
The medical profession do not even pay the consequences of these their ignorant assumptions; their patients and victims do that. If you do not know everything, you cannot know anything. The one thing you do not know may disprove everything you think you do. Just as no true progress is made no benefit is found amongst the medical professions’ victims.
The pharmaceutical companies make vast profits and their victims lose their lives. The medical profession take as parasites; the victims are not the parasites and many will consequently lose their lives. Victims do not have to give, what they have is taken without any return.
My friend knew this was true. Having suffered from medical ignorance and indifference many times I recognized instantly what had happened when his wife, also my friend told me he had been in hospital for ten days. He had collapsed after taking his prescribed medicine. He had not been seen by a consultant whilst there. Since there he had “miraculously” recovered from three different terminal conditions; one after another. After he was released he stopped taking his medicine and decided he would be better leaving his life in God’s hands. He is still alive, having watched many fellow patients in the hospital ward die neglected. I had previously witnessed this before I saved my own life by discharging myself.
What is the purpose of living?
The Bible starts with Genesis and the beginning of life, ‘Our Sacred Creator formed the man from the dust of the ground, breathed life into his lungs, and the man became a living being.’ Despite my physiological inadequacy, that is still me.
‘The Sacred Father took the man and placed him in the Garden of Eden in order to have him work it and guard it. The Lord God commanded the man: “You may freely eat from every tree of the garden, but you are not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, because you will certainly die during the day that you eat from it.”’ Innocence died millennia ago. Now not even dignity survives as authorities play with others’ ignorance.
Fifth Century BC man started to value his worth with money. Life’s purpose should be to look after the life of the globe. Many people are killing that to make worthless money only for themselves. Certificates of nothing paid to those who consider they have a higher value than those who contribute more than everything. Money will cease functioning when nobody can afford it.
Psychotic individuals strive to obtain money by passing conformity tests to prove they are ‘superior’ to reason. They merely prove themselves psychotically incapable of thinking beyond conformity, and consequently unethical. These ‘superior’ individuals value themselves greater than the nations’ possibilities of production and survival. Unable to prove or justify their worth they become unable to sustain either the consequently fanciful currency or any dependent life. People destroying money through greed are also killing all life on the planet.
Luke was a doctor in his day. In his chapter 12: verse 54–59 in the Gospels he recalls, Jesus also said to the crowds, "When you see a cloud rising in the west, you immediately say, 'It is going to rain'; and so it happens. – You hypocrites! You know how to interpret the appearance of earth and sky, but why do you not know how to interpret the present time? And why do you not judge for yourselves what is right?”
Exploitative business pharmacists are paid obscene amounts of money in order for me to live. I have all I need and require no more as a consequently poor person. None of these money worshipers consider my life. For their own denial and gratification they insist I must die and rot slowly, compromised without true aid or a purpose in a contrived and pointless life?
Hospitals will not allow me to volunteer and care for the victims these fraudulent nurses are killing. The medical profession have the greatest and most Satanic disease known to man: money. This is what Hippocrates dreaded the medical profession would become. When they have killed their victims, their worthless profits will plummet.
John tells us in his chapter 1: verse 3, Grace, Mercy and Peace will be with us from God the Father and Jesus Christ the Father’s son in truth and love. All things came into being through Him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being in Him was life, and the life was the light of all people.
Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians chapter 12: verses 7, 27 explain how Our Father’s gracious gifts to all of us, enable us to contribute to the community,-
“To each individual the manifestation of the Spirit is given for some benefit.
“Now you are Christ’s body, and individually parts of it.”
My relationship with Jesus Christ is to care for those no one else cares for. That is my ability; it would be my purpose if I was not being blocked by the guilty trying to hide their crimes in an indifferent society. Why does Saint Peter’s church think Our Sacred Father saved my life? Is this my rejection or their care?
Matthew chapter 6: verses 22–23 states, ‘The eye is the lamp of the body. So, if your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light; but if your eye is unhealthy, your whole body will be full of darkness.’
They have all caused me distress, but for how long will I have to endure this unreasonable logic? Did any of them listen? Have any of them heard?
Matthew chapter 13: verses 16–17 quotes Isaiah to us, "You will indeed listen, but never understand,
and you will indeed look, but never perceive.
For this people's heart has grown dull,
and their ears are hard of hearing,
and they have shut their eyes;
so that they might not look with their eyes,
and listen with their ears,
and understand with their heart–“
If you do not know everything, you cannot know anything.
It’s more important to know what you don’t know, than to know what you do.
These ‘superior’ individuals value themselves greater than the nations’ survival.
I had been enabled to work without needing money.
Matthew chapter 10: verse 34 confirms Luke’s chapter 12: verse 49. ‘Jesus Christ Emanuel said, “Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to set a man against his father ...one's foes will be members of one's own household. Whoever loves father or mother; ...son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me; and whoever does not take up the cross and follow me is not worthy of me...”
To people with enough money to disregard others, I would be considered a ‘trouble maker’. They continue to kill the planet and I to feed the birds in the back yard. I aim to follow this ‘Trouble Maker’s’ recalled words.