Lord has been examining my heart recently. I put pressure on myself by hoping too much expectations to other people. I wish that everyone can love Jesus as much as I do. I wish that everyone seek Jesus. I wish that everyone have desire Jesus. However, it wouldn't be like that. Lord has plan for each one of us, and everyone has their own time. I believe we are like the seed that God put. One day it will bloom beautifully and everyone can taste the fruits. Its matter of time. I have to trust Him and believe in Him completely. He is amazing. Thank you Jesus!