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Eric S (Inthecrayon)
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I suffer from Paranoid Schziophrenia
I suffer from Paranoid Schziophrenia

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It's been awhile.
It's been awhile since I've updated this blog. A number of factors
came into play. The first, I moved around June this year and I didn't
have very good Internet for a few months. Secondly, I was extremely
depressed about having to move to a neighboring c...
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Please help me...
It's been awhile since I last updated this blog. A lot has happened in the last few months. Some of the events have been good, while others have been quite bad. Don't get me wrong because I am grateful to have a roof over my head and food in my refrigerator...
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My air mattress took the wind out of my sails.
I feel bad when I don't update my blog. I tell myself, "You can do it!" However, my illness (Paranoid Schizophrenia), as well as my severe depression, makes it extremely difficult to muster up the inner drive it takes to blog on a daily basis. Also, lately ...
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My little Superman.
Unfortunately, my son has been this for the past week. At first, the doctor thought it was just a regular cough, but it turned into a diagnosis of Step Throat. I knew it wasn't just your run of the mill cough because he also suffered from a very high feve, ...
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I think it's a common misconception that people who suffer from mental illness are surrounded by a supportive family.
I think a lot of people have common misconceptions, when it comes to mental illness. There's one certain assumption that bothers me in particular, at least it has recently. Yes, I suffer from Paranoid Schizophrenia, and it makes my life beyond difficult. I ...
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Paranoid Schizophrenia: Winning the little battle, and eventually the war.
Lately, I've been thinking about the small changes that I've made in the past few years, to alter my thoughts. For instance, I use to have a lot of negative thoughts. If I was driving down the street in my car, the people who cut me off or drove recklessly,...
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Brief encounters.
I started off this morning with a scare. While on my way to drop off my son at school, the car in front of me slammed on its brakes. I had to make a quick stop myself, in order to avoid crashing into the car. The odd thing was that the car slammed on its br...
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Today was filled with awkward moments.
You never know where the day will take you, or what life has in store for you. Today has been a series of awkward moments, so far. When I took my son to school this morning, I think I offended an elderly lady who happened to be walking pass my son and I. I ...
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This is what it feels like to be alone.
I hate feeling alone. I often wake up at 3am morning and sit in the darkness, that is my living room. I then turn on my television, but lower the volume until I can hear nothing. The images on my television illuminate the pitch black room, with bursts of li...
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I can do this!
This past week hasn't been a good one for me. Day to day activities have left me exhausted, but at the same time unable to sleep. Even though I take 600mg of Seroquel nightly (Unless I'm responsible for my son that day), Sleep has eluded me. If I fall aslee...
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