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Joshua M. Neff
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Dream out loud!
Dream out loud!

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I’ve been slogging through a bad patch of depression for the past 4-5 months. I keep thinking I’m getting out of it, and then some little thing sets me off and I go tumbling back down into it. It’s frustrating and not that much fun.

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For reasons that are mostly whimsical, I’ve decided to consolidate my two blogs (the one of creative writing and the one of mental health ruminations) into one mighty blog, like the Phoenix in Battle of the Planets (a.k.a. Science Ninja Team Gatchaman).…

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I’ve decided to consolidate my two blogs into one blog, so everything has been migrated over yonder.

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don’t dwell down below she did something inside her down down in the dark deep something inside her she saw such a spark dark deep down below her a single a sign all seaward no rime encrusted in lime a single a sign don’t dwell on the dark he lost…

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refrain from speaking out of time with empty pockets no recharge in the rain in the dark house alone nothing nowhere but the fear of nothing left to say vampire, vampire, moving out of sight chilling, chilling. teeth without a bite refrain from speaking…

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There’s this fun thing you do when you have anxiety: overthinking. Yes, lots of people overthink things. Most probably do at some time or another. With anxiety, it’s a whole ‘nother level of overthinking. Catastrophizing, overgeneralizing, paranoia,…

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what i wouldn’t give to be a shimmering cloud of blue & silver crimson lightning you know this storm of wasps inside my meat is making things complex a bag of blood is well & good but still sometimes i’d like to be less weighed down less broken less…

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who could forget my face in the mirror? frozen like cereal frozen forgotten green as the pulse in the heart of sincere green gallow gone away comets come calling will i forget my heart in reflection? mirrored like symphony mirrored like jazz jazzed by the…

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those trees so green so grow so go into the blue into the sea, the sky so why so what if everything changes around you this heart so chilled so hot so head into the red into the dusk, the dawn so wrong so what if everything changes inside you that wind so…

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I think it’s time for another self-assessment check-in on how my brain is doing. This is gonna be fun! Let’s go!
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