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Alan Watts on Ego Death
He describes the rebirth after ones experience with Ego Death.
What if one never regained ones Ego after Ego Death or regains a partial Ego regain, but prefers to goes back or is placed in situations which Ego loss is encountered is constantly persists like belittling circumstances.
34 years ago I encountered complete Ego Death it was a overwhelming experience which took a while to regain self worth especially the day I started building concert stages and working in the entertainment industry. I felt like a metal god doing what others couldn't do or even fathom how much confidence in ones self one would have with the responsibilities that go with making sure its all done right so no one could get harmed but one thing done wrong so the show could go on, and everyone enjoyed the show. With such responsibility Ego is heavily boosted. In 1992 being involved in a major car accident and a less than a year later told I had to have a life saving neck operation Ego Death became a reality. Sure I tried to reach for the flame of life trying to start my own business and getting heavily into computers. I started to get a boost back in my Ego, but the limitation of pain and suffering brought me back down again to where I was before feeling useless especially that since 1992 I no longer could be the active Californian I was before. I mean imagine I haven't been in the ocean in 23 years because of my neck. In 2003 10 years to the exact date May 3rd almost the exact time I'm having my second neck operation in which I thought I would be fixed and the pain from a disintegrated disc would subside. The pain of flesh, nerves, and spinal column being severed by the vertebra at c6 c7 now held together with 2 titanium discs 6 titanium screws, and what looks like a skateboard truck plate. I felt wow I'm out of pain and can get back to reality. Little did I know life's circumstances thrown upon me in 30 days latter all the pain came back just not as bad, but still extreme pain. The lack of empathy from everyone and the disbelief I'm disabled everyone saw me as a able body soul which I should be able to do all I used to be able too. Man I wish I could have had the doctor tell family and friends Michael is fucked up and will never do the things he could before. Sadly after the first neck operation these very words were said to my Mother and Father which was never told to the rest of the family, and me telling friends or family how bad off I am fell on deaf ears .
So still this day my Ego is dried up dead, and turned to dust scattered across the Earth. I've tried and tried to reignite the drive, but my physical ability and pain stops it in its tracks.
I hear listen to everyone's positive inspiration and take it to heart, but sadly it doesn't change my reality the total loss of Ego .
Ego is so important in this World to survive in every aspect you may not think so, but its true at least from my observations. Look for yourself how important ones Ego is it's your. Identity who you are how you interact socially financially and the drive to succeed.
Even in the recent past my Ego was and is completely destroyed 
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I miss Sugar so much and Jene. Hurts pretty bad. I just wish I could change things for the better or at least have the ability to 
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One of the worse forms of psychological tortures is the unknowing. The mass majority already know what to expect in the daily rat race. Me, I'm in that zone of uncertainties and the unknown. I wonder how long until I'm back in the knowing. This could take months if not years.
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Should I run away and leave this all behind 
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Education
  • Orange Coast College
    present
  • Fountain Valley High School
    1980 - 1984
Basic Information
Gender
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Looking for
Friends, Networking
Other names
Chabha, Mikey White, Michael F. White
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Story
Tagline
Art Is Resistance
Introduction
Southern California Chabha was raised and is a native born.
Chabha was fortunate to work in the concert business building stages for some of the largest bands his idols which threw him deep into the desire of making it one day.
Michael Plays: Drums, Guitar, Keys, Vocals

Growing up at the end of the 60s and 70s had a major impact of his thoughts and ideals.

With the brewing of Punk Rock in the late 70s and 80s in the Orange County scene.

Chabha was fortunate to work in the concert business building stages for some of the largest bands his idols which threw him deep into the desire of making it one day.

For most of his life going to the beach and active in many sports until May 3rd 1993 having to have a neck operation to a lot out of his life and one thing greatest was music.

On May 3rd 2003 after a second neck operation that saved his life he tries hard to create new music which he hasn't in so many years

Michael F. White plays the guitar, drums, keyboards, and trying to retrain his vocals again.

Look for more music in the future as he tries to over come the pain and beat it with the love of music.

All songs by Michael F. White

Work
Occupation
Musician, Artist, MIS, SIS, IT
Skills
Musician, Artist, MIS, SIS, IT
Employment
  • Musician, Artist, MIS, SIS, IT, present
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Currently
Southern California
Previously
Fountain Valley Ca - Southern California