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Julie Sutherland
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Crazy person who paints that smile on in the morning and no one cares what's behind it
Crazy person who paints that smile on in the morning and no one cares what's behind it

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To my children
This is probably not an easy letter to write but it's one that has been waiting to be written for a while now and I hope it helps you to understand just where my head is and how I am feeling. As a Mum I don't think I can be prouder of my children and all yo...
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Crisis team yet again
I had a bad experience ringing the crisis team last week and now I'm feeling scared to ring them but know I probably need to. Last week when I was really struggling and on alert with the team I got the response "you have been told to stop using services so ...
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Still fighting
Had a bad weekend and ended up curling up in bed. Sometimes that is the safest way to give in. I've used the crisis team once in 2 weeks after being spoken to so badly. I really hate ringing them now but I do need support to ground myself in the night. I fi...
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You never stop being a mum
My children are 28. 24 and 20 now and I'm beginning to wonder if there is ever a time when you can stop worrying about them, having to take them to places and don't have to pay for them anymore! This weekend all I've done is take and pick up my daughter to ...
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Suicidal thoughts
My head is like a washing machine at the moment. So many thoughts racing round and round. It's hard to make sense of them or to comprehend where they come from. Suicidal thoughts hit me out of the blue throughout the day. When I'm driving my car my head scr...
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Why keep fighting?
I saw my cpn and psychiatrist today and they have changed their mind about me going to Khiron House. All of a sudden they want me to go to The Retreat in York and would not listen when I explained why I couldn't go there. It is a 10 month program and I am a...
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Good news
Two lots of good news today. I finally heard from Khiron House in Oxfordshire and I have definitely got a place for some trauma therapy. I just need to wait for a bed to be available in a single room. I am nervous but so excited. I have fought for this for ...
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