I wounder if you had the same life experiences as the officers and the situation was reversed if you would have the same option. There are numerous incidents were officers where shot by a driver or passenger. Unfortunately officers are not taught mind reading 101. They can't guess what is really in or on your mind. The simple solution would have followed instructions and been on your way. Let's not forget that you were speeding and got caught. You tried, unsuccessfully, to make your self out to be a victim all the way around. The only thing you were successful at was proving that you were a arrogant pompous ass.