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Sarah Robertson
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Was it something I said?
A passing thought for many from time to time, but possibly one of the consuming thoughts I have on a daily, maybe even hourly basis. It's either something I said, did or didn't do or something I am likely to do or say, because, well I always mess it up. It'...

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Oh, it's different now, okay?
One thing I find 'this side' of treatment, and by that I mean I'm no longer in treatment, Is it is much harder to express how I feel and how I get on with life. It's actually now six year since I was referred and labelled with this anorexia nervosa thing. I...

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Oh, it's different now, okay?
One thing I find this side of treatment, and by that I mean I'm no longer in treatment, Is it is much harder to express how I feel and how I get on with life.  I'm not going to try and kid anybody that I get on with life without any issues. Quite clearly I ...

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I don't like it. Any of it.
I am gaining weight. I don't like it. I am letting myself eat more than 12 months ago. I don't like it. I am letting myself drink more booze. I don't like it. I am letting myself buy milky coffees most days. I eat more nuts and dried fruit again.... I don't...

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I get by with a little help from...?
...well, I don't know how I get by to be perfectly honest with you. I just do. Despite having regular moments of complete self-doubt, many moments of body checking and negative self talk. Despite living with the guilt of feeling greedy, despite not eating h...

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Living by the rule book
What I was given yesterday was permission to publish Version two of the anorexic rule book that I've learnt to live by.  It's not like the edition I lived by back then, not like it was before. By giving me this permission in my head -is basically stating th...

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Worrying about being a worrier
I am just a worrier I get that but when I'm worrying about worrying,  I can't stop worrying about it.  I don't really know what to do about it ether. That worries me. I worry about how much I end up worrying about anything from the food I eat (yes the calor...

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(Un)comfortably Numb
There's a few things swirling through my head this morning and I need to get them out; 1) I feel UNCOMFORTABLE in my skin today, clothes are digging in, they feel tighter, It feels like I have to hide my body, I body checked and 'feel' like a 'barrel' and b...
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