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lily cedar
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A mostly contented middle aged woman who writes to sort my shit out.
A mostly contented middle aged woman who writes to sort my shit out.

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I assisted on a liver biopsy this morning.  An elderly man whose liver was full of tumors, his belly hard and bloated, fluid starting to accumulate around his organs.  When we were done he asked when we were going to start fixing him.  He broke my heart a l...

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The lesson which life repeats and constantly enforces is “Look under foot.” You are always nearer to the divine and the true sources of your power than you think. The lure of the distant and the difficult is deceptive. The great opportunity is where you are...

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Things I'm thankful for today. My cold has passed and I have my energy back. Time to cook . My garden is blooming. My daughter called me this morning and we had a lovely chat. Dishes that are done and drying. Time to sew. A walk this evening with the dog. T...

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I've worked in cancer care for the past six years, been a nurse for thirty-one years.  Friday we had a young woman, thirty-four I think, come to us for an MRI scan.  Query spinal cord compression.  She had back pain, incontinence and a seizure on the way up...

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My son and I aren't really speaking.  Last fall he sent me a series of texts in which he told me to fuck off and told me that the best gift I could ever give him would be to never see him again.  That didn't stop him from repeatedly asking me for money.  A ...

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I do love flowers.  I love just being outside, feeling the wind and the sun on my face, digging in the dirt, listening to the trees. I've had a tough week, feeling depressed.  It's starting to lift now but man I hate feeling depressed.  It sucks the life ou...

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I just finished reading a lovely lady's blog and it made me think about kindness towards one's self.  I'm not very good at that.  I like to think I'm a good person but I know I can be very unkind, short tempered, judgmental and impatient.  Do those qualitie...

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I haven't written in a long while.  Life has been busy with work and family but maybe that's an excuse.  I don't make the time to sit down and write.  We were in Vancouver this past weekend to visit my middle daughter.  We had a lovely visit.  She's turned ...

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  I'm feeling much better and thank you for your kind thoughts. 

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I'm sick right now.  I have the flu and it hit me hard.  I work up Tuesday morning feeling too awful to go to work and laid or lay, can never which one is correct, on the couch all day.  I also had to cancel my flight and hotel because I was supposed to fly...
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