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sad and beautiful music...

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"erase me" (by Elysion)

So hear yourself, fine idea colonies here.
I stopped being in front of you ages ago.
Is it gonna be another self bidding note?
Cuz i'm so sick of everything,
Mostly sick of myself being pathetic for so long

It somehow fells of me crying all my life
I'm almost saying my vision of everything filtered through rain

I wish, i could even wish for something to happen
I can no longer hope, feeling something or dreaming was no longer up
Somewhere in my foolish child being,
I dare not hope, i dare not fight.

Say goodbye to the comfort,
I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
Me and my meaning was journeying through life
Can i just fade away?

I hear noises in the dark
And hope I only dream
My head is the only place
Where I can hear myself

All I do is breathing in
(Say goodbye to the comfort,
I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
Me and my meaning was journeying through life
Can i just fade away?)
All I do is breathing out

Erase me
From all hoping and dreaming
And wishing on stars
Erase me
Into lonesome obsessions
And unhealing scars
Erase me
There is no other dawn
I am longing to see
Erase me...

I'm near but my heart is cold
My eyes can't hold the tears
I'm here and my mirror shows
My childhood's ghastly fears

All I do is breathing in
(What if I want to fade away?)
All I do is breathing out

Erase me
From all hoping and dreaming
And wishing on stars
Erase me
Into lonesome obsessions
And unhealing scars
Erase me
There is no other dawn
I am longing to see
Erase me...

I'm for the chance of inspiration,
I wish someone else made all the decisions for me,
Putting me out of a misery of how to choose and want
like curcifixial options
For my encourage to give up?
Since i can never be dealt with the pain,
Not regretting for the love like this.
I'm just wondering...
Is it not okay to be born?
That you're having love like this.
What is left for me to wait for?
Should i condemn myself to keeping or leaving
Just to warn for all that i've lost and feel like
Or some superior power finally decides to give an end
to the those of myself would have become?
If i ain't get self notion anymore
I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
Me and my meaning was journeying through life
Can i just fade away?

What if I want to fade away?
Making mistakes I've always made...


#EraseMe #Elysion  


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when someone says words about "beautiful" and means me... there are tears...

when i see my picture in a mirror or when i get up, there is too much what is ugly... too often i would like to erase me ( love the music by Elysion [gothic music from Greece]), wish i would be thin like i feel (“I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter scraped over too much bread.” [Bilbo from "The Lord of the Rings", byJ.R.R. Tolkien]) and hollow and tired, and before the holidays i made a mistake with my hair (for me it has always been that my hair and the eyes lashes are only better pieces, the hair as something to hide...  but always disliked the colour of my hair, because everyone thought being from Turkey and no one ever thought of snowwhite, and now it reminds of https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ryuT4-2WgOk/hqdefault.jpg   it is teribble, a try to make darkashblond to a blond like Daenerys from "Game of Thrones" and the end reminds of Sailor Galaxia from "Sailor Moon"   i hate orange red hair; and my hair is not really beautiful at all, it is like spider webs)
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sad music...

https://youtu.be/pvNrQtU6ehI

"Save a Prayer" (by Duran Duran)

You saw me standing by the wall,
Corner of a main street,
And the lights are flashing on your window sill.
All alone ain't much fun,
So you're looking for the thrill,
And you know just what it takes and where to go.

Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after
No, don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after

Feel the breeze deep on the inside,
Look you down into your well,
If you can, you'll see the world in all his fire,
Take a chance,
Like all dreamers can't find another way,
You don't have to dream it all, just live a day


Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after
No, don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after

Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after

Pretty looking road
I try to hold the rising floods that fill my skin
Don't ask me why I'll keep my promise
Melt the ice
And you wanted to dance so I asked you to dance
But fear is in your soul
Some people call it a one night stand
But we can call it paradise

Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after
No, don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after

Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after...


#SaveAPrayer #DuranDuran  


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the music seems critical, as if it wants to open people's eyes - everywhere is sadness and misery, and that it can be seen and that it can be hidden beneath a beautiful facade, a pretended happiness,...

people always live for the moment, they don't seem to care if their words or doings have consequences
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"You know, we forget half of what they teach us in school, but when it comes to the torment and the people who inflicted it, we've all got an elephant's memory." (from series "Criminal Minds", Episode "the elephant's memory")


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'When i'm quiet, those that don't know me look at me and only think i'm shy. People who know me think: 'Oh no! She's thinking! Everyone run for your life!"' (unknown)

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"Sensible people always think before they act, but stupid people advertise their ignorance." (unknown)

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"The audience applauds the fireworks but never a sunrise." (C. F. Hebbel)

"Das Publikum beklatscht das Feuerwerk, doch keinen Sonnenuntergang." (C. F. Hebbel)


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beautiful music...

"Winterreise D 911"

https://youtu.be/O7BIcVzPXOQ     or:
https://youtu.be/Nbq7ZAOcCrc     or:
https://youtu.be/FKVLN_A6dVs
(music by F. Schubert)

http://www.marieleneudecker.co.uk/Resources/WIinterreise%20'A%20Winter's%20Journey'.pdf
(lyrics by W. Müller - text in english and in german / Text in englisch und in deutsch)


#Winterreise #FranzSchubert

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... zum Einmummeln in einer Kuscheldecke, mit Tasse Tee oder Schokolade, wenn draußen fluffige Schneeflocken fallen ♡
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"If I think of the world in the night, I am jolted from my sleep..."

when people think of "being or not being normal"...

being "normal" in an insane world???
maybe we are much more normal than all these "monsters"

with "Rumpelstiltzchen" (when a woman shows only the slightest sign of being annoyed she is condemned, and a man is seen as powerful) as the new most powerful man of the world (not only thinking of germany like in the poem "If I think of Germany in the night" by Heinrich Heine, but a lot more places in the world, so it must be "If I think of the world in the night, I am jolted from my sleep...") all the wars and peoples in fear, this increase of violence against women (and children), these people who don't care for nature and rather destroy it and exploit it and pollute it than to see how strong people's influence is and change their thoughts and behaviour, this conflict of religions and the persecution of Christian people and other people who have another religion or opinion or orientation

Why do a lot of people not just let others be in peace and be alive and healthy? How can they think they would be God's voice? How can they think they know God's wishes? They rather remind of the Mouth of Sauron from "The Lord of the Rings". How can they think they could judge who should live and who should die? They can't see into someone's heart. Someone who has another religion, another opinion or another orientation is like all the "normal" people, everyone can have a good or a bad heart

“Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement.” (Gandalf, from "The Lord of the Rings" by J. R. R. Tolkien)


sources:
https://www.opendoorsusa.org/christian-persecution/world-watch-list/
https://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/jul/27/dying-for-christianity-millions-at-risk-amid-rise-in-persecution-across-the-globe
http://www.christenverfolgung.org/
http://newsexaminer.net/world/new-delhi-rape-festival-one-million-first-prize/
http://sedulia.blogs.com/sedulias_translations/2005/05/_denk_ich_an_de.html
http://www.grimmstories.com/language.php?grimm=055&l=de&r=en
https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/Niobe
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mouth_of_Sauron
scene with Gandalf's words to Frodo:
https://youtu.be/H4HTPCJFsZ8

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Agreed I get the same it versa for men
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sad music...

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"Come Undone" (by Duran Duran)

Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin
I've been waiting for you
Signed, with a home tattoo,
Happy birthday to you was created for you

(can not forgive from falling apart at the seams
Can not believe you're taking my heart to pieces)

Oh, it'll take a little time,
Might take a little crime
To come undone now

[Prechorus:]
We'll try to stay blind
To the hope and fear outside
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind
And blow me into cry

[Chorus:]
Who do you need, who do you love
When you come undone?
Who do you need, who do you love
When you come undone?

Words, playing me deja vu
Like a radio tune I swear I've heard before
Chill, is it something real
Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers?

(can not forgive from falling apart at the seams
Can not believe you're taking my heart to pieces)

Lost, in a snow filled sky,
we'll make it alright
To come undone now

[Prechorus]
[Chorus]

(can not forgive from falling apart)
Who do you need, who do you love
When you come undone?
(can not forgive from falling apart)
Who do you need, who do you love?
(can not forgive from falling apart)
Who do you love
When you come undone?
(can not forgive from falling apart)


#ComeUndone #DuranDuran  


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“The problem with the world is that the intelligent people are full of doubts, while the stupid ones are full of confidence.” (unkown)

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wonderful music...

https://youtu.be/QGJuMBdaqIw
https://youtu.be/b31XBDnnXKU

firework (by K. Perry)

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag?
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again
Do you ever feel, feel so paper-thin?
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams, but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you?
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, "ah, ah, ah"
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, "ah, ah, ah"
You're gonna leave them all in awe, awe, awe

You don't have to feel like a wasted space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe a reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, "ah, ah, ah"
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, "ah, ah, ah"
You're gonna leave them all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, "ah, ah, ah"
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, "ah, ah, ah"
You're gonna leave them all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon



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for a lot of people December is a wonderful time, and they can't wait for the holidays to come.

for others... they could only cry... there is no ideal world.

no child anymore that believed and trusted, a family will stay together, that the words "everything will be fine" will be truth

"hoped" to be spared by all this "happy" madness, and the illusion of "we all love you" (no one can speak for other person; a priest cannot say "God forgives" without knowing if it's the truth, it's God's choice)
but knew this will be ignored again

only because of conscience, because of knowing someone is alone

and what about me?! Is it fine, that others win through and have their wish?
and i have to struggle not to cry (this "broken mask" is too often useless) and be quiet (because maybe one day, i swallowed too much pain and say something back, what i never would because i never want to hurt anyone; i know all too well how it is, to be hurt)

don't say a word about "love"

if it is love, then why  confront me with pain?

rather alone and cry, than to be among others and (struggle to not) cry

my "no" never had any worth
an it still has no worth



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Happy New Year
I wish you a year filled with peace, good health and happiness.
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Please do not attempt to proselytize, not to any religion or to atheism.
People who hate others (because of origin, gender, religion, etc.) and want to spread hatred will be blocked. People who aggressive and have an affinity to (psychical and or physical) violence will be blocked.
People who have
an affinity for pornographic things and people, who think women/girls (and children in general) are inferior, are fair game, are (sexual) objects, will be blocked, because NO interest.
Contact with all these listed people is NOT wanted!

Bitte keine Versuche zu missionieren, weder zu irgendwelchen Religionen noch zu Atheismus.
Leute, die Hass auf andere (wegen Herkunft, Glauben, usw.) haben und diesen Hass verbreiten wollen, werden blockiert.
Leute, die aggressiv sind und eine Sympathie für (psychische und oder physische) Gewalt haben, werden blockiert.
Leute, die eine Sympathie zu pornographischen Dingen haben und Leute, die Frauen/Mädchen (sowie Kinder allgemein) für minderwertig halten, für Freiwild, für (Sexual) Objekte, werden blockiert, da KEIN Interesse. Kontakt zu all diesen aufgezählten Leuten ist NICHT erwünscht!

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Anyone knows how to go into another country? How to find a home? I would like to continue and complete my time as student (classical archeology)... Maybe in Ireland (which universities have historical subjects?). Maybe Wales, England or Scotland?

 
Greece, Italy, France,... are fascinating, too... when there would be a possibility to learn the language

New Zealand,... is so far away...

somewhere, where there are more warm hearted people

Does anyone know how to get away? Can anyone help me?


Weiß jemand wie ein Auslandsaufenthalt abläuft? Wie eine Wohnung finden? Würde gerne mein Studium abschließen können (klassische Archäologie im Hauptfach), oder müsste es neu angefangen werden, weil es als Magisterstudiengang  angefangen war? Vielleicht in Irland (welche Unis haben historische Fächer?). Vielleicht Wales, England oder Schottland?

Griechenland, Italien, Frankreich, ... sind auch interessant... wenn es die Möglichkeit gäbe, die Sprache zu lernen

Neu Seeland,... ist so weit weg...

irgendwo, wo es mehr freundliche Leute gibt

Oder in Deutschland bleiben... (leider weiß ich, nicht wo überall "meine" Fächer angeboten werden), oder in die Schweiz, oder nach Österreich... (gibt es dort eigentlich noch den Magister- Abschluss?)

Weiß jemand, wie weg kommen? Weiß jemand Hilfe?

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: nature, music, art, drawing, books, fantasy, history (from stone age to the middle ages), archeology, astronomy (the science), different countries,... 


↓: war, violence (psychical and physical), pollution, overexploitation, lies, aggression, egoismn, fanaticism,...


 plants: trees, flowers (roses, snowdrops, sunflowers,...), moss,...✿ ☾ ☼ ☁ 💕
 


♡ books: "the alchemist" (P.Coelho), "the prophet" (K.Gibran), "a brief history of time" (S.Hawking), "the lord of the rings" (J.R.R.Tolkien), and a lot more


♡ films: "Lord of the Rings", "Whale Rider", "Dead poets society", "Good Will Hunting",...


♡ music: classical music, mediaeval music, film music, gothik music, Nirvana, U2, Muse,  Evanescence, Tori Amos, Enya...♪ ♪ ♫


♡ anime: films by Studio Ghibli, films by "Studio Gainax",...

 
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Eine Auswahl von schönen Weisheiten ★   :
 
"We have learned to fly the air like birds and swim the sea like fish, but we have not yet learned the simple art of living together as brothers." (Martin Luther King)

"Wir haben gelernt, wie die Vögel zu fliegen, wie die Fische zu schwimmen; doch wir haben die einfache Kunst verlernt, wie Menschen zu leben." (M. Luther King)


"Only when the last tree has been cut down; Only when the last river has been poisoned; Only when the last fish has been caught; Only then will you find that money cannot be eaten." (Native American proverb)
 
"Erst wenn der letzte Baum gerodet, der letzte Fluss vergiftet, der letzte Fisch gefangen, werdet ihr feststellen, dass man Geld nicht essen kann." (Weisheit der Cree Indianer)
 

“Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.” (A. Einstein)

Phantasie ist wichtiger als Wissen, denn Wissen ist begrenzt.“ (A. Einstein)
 

“Mankind must put an end to war, or war will put an end to mankind” (J. F. Kennedy)

"Die Menschheit muss dem Krieg ein Ende setzen, oder der Krieg setzt der Menschheit ein Ende." (J. F. Kennedy)

 
Wer eine Wahrheit verbergen will, braucht sie nur offen auszusprechen - sie wird einem ja doch nicht geglaubt.“ (C. M. de Talleyrand - Périgord)

 
Die Öffentlichkeit hat eine unstillbare Neugier, alles zu wissen, nur nicht das Wissenswerte.“ (O. Wilde)
 

"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." (A. de Saint - Exupéry)

Man sieht nur mit dem Herzen gut. Das Wesentliche ist für die Augen unsichtbar. (A. de Saint - Exupéry)
 

Trees are much like human beings and enjoy each other's company.(Jens Jensen)


Die Traurigkeit ist das Los der tiefen Seelen und der starken Intelligenzen.“ (A. Vinet)
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