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worth for a visit... a falcon courtyard...

http://www.waldhaus-potsdam.de/index.php/ct-menu-item-26
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monster

they see silence as being stupid
they see being alone as being unsocial

they say words about acceptance and tolerance
but they don't show it  - to me

they say i would be intolerant, because i cannot endure anything that reminds me of my pain, of my horrors, that brings dreams more terrible and real than usual...

because it rips all these wounds open again
because it causes new wounds

they say i have no manners
but they torture me with sexual jokes and words
but they switch off the phone, instead of ignoring ist Sound

they say i am naive
but they believe "everything is good" and "everything will be fine"
but they close their eyes, when the world weeps

because of violence, because of wars, because of catastrophes, because of pollution

they say words about love
but they wish i would be different

they say i have to be between people
but being there makes me feel so lost and so different

as if life runs and i am a spectator
as if i am an alien
as if am a monster

i see what i have lost
that my youth is gone
that my innocence is gone
that my future is gone

and that all what has always been dear to me is lost - forever

and that i will always be lost

that life is only existence
that i wish happiness for them
that i wish to sleep and to find peace

they have thrown me away - long ago
and now they pretend to want me (back)

they ignore that being separate prevents others from feeling annoyance
they ignore that being separate prevents me from falling into pieces in front of their eyes



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those are so deep, heartfelt words ...expressive drawing ....bless you sweetheart, hugs & love 
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text in English, text in german down below

a wonderful story by Paolo Coelho... for all the loving mothers in the world... and especially to my mom ♡ and to my aunt, too  ♡

How God created the mother

When the Good Lord was creating mothers, He was into his sixth day of “overtime” when an angel appeared and said:
“You’re doing a lot of fiddling around on this one.”
And the Lord said, “Have you read the specs on this order?
* She has to be completely washable, but not plastic;
* Have 180 movable parts… all replaceable;
* Run on black coffee and leftovers;
* Have a lap that disappears when she stands up;
* A kiss that can cure anything from a broken leg to a disappointed love affair;
* And six pairs of hands.”
The angel shook her head slowly and said, “Six pairs of hands… no way.”
“It’s not the hands that are causing me problems,” said the Lord. “It’s the three pairs of eyes that mothers have to have.”
“That’s on the standard model?” asked the angel.
The Lord nodded.
“One pair that sees through closed doors when she asks, ‘What are you kids doing in there?’
“Another here in the back of her head that sees what she shouldn’t but what she has to know.
“And of course the ones here in front that can look at a child when he goofs up and say, ‘I understand and I love you’ without so much as uttering a word.”
“Lord,” said the angel, touching His sleeve gently, “Go to bed. Tomorrow…”
“I can’t,” said the Lord, “I’m so close to creating something so close to myself. Already I have one who heals herself when she is sick
“…can feed a family of six on one pound of hamburger
“… and can get a nine-year-old to stand under a shower.”
The angel circled the model of a mother very slowly. “It’s too soft,” she sighed.
“But she’s tough!” said the Lord excitedly. “You cannot imagine what this mother can do or endure.”
“Can she think?”
“Not only can she think, but she can reason and compromise,” said the Creator.
Finally, the angel bent over and ran her finger across the cheek.
“There’s a leak,” she said. “I told You were trying to push too much into this model.”
“It’s not a leak,” said the Lord. “It’s a tear.”
“What’s it for?”
“It’s for joy, sadness, disappointment, pain, loneliness, and pride.”
And the Mother was created – a work of genius.

(English text found by my aunt)

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Eine wundervolle Geschichte von Paolo Coelho... für alle liebenden Mütter auf der Welt... und besonders für meine Mutter ♡ und auch für meine Tante  ♡

Wie Gott die Mutter erschuf

Gott rief seinen liebsten Engel zu sich und zeigte ihm das Modell, das er für eine Mutter entworfen hatte.
„Ihr seid überarbeitet, Herr, scheint mir“, sagte der Engel. „Seht nur ein Mund, der mit einem Kuss jede Krankheit heilt, sechs Paar Hände, um zu kochen, zu waschen, zu bügeln, zu streicheln, festzuhalten, zu putzen – das wird nicht funktionieren!“
„Das Problem sind nicht die Hände“, entgegnete Gott, „sondern die Augen. Ich muss irgendwie drei Augenpaare einbauen: eines, mit dem die Mutter ihr Kind selbst durch verschlossene Türen sehen kann, um rechtzeitig verhindern zu können, dass es aus einem offenen Fenster stürzt; eines, das, wenn es not tut, Strenge zeigt, damit das Kind eine solide Erziehung bekommt. Und ein drittes, das trotz aller Arbeit, die die Mutter mit dem Kind haben wird, ständig Liebe und Zärtlichkeit zeigt.“
Der Engel sah sich das Mutter- Modell genauer an.
„Und das hier, was ist das?“
„Das ist eine Selbstheilungseinrichtung. Die Mutter wird keine Zeit zum Kranksein haben, wird sich um Ehemann, Kinder und Haushalt kümmern müssen.“
„Ich glaube, Ihr solltet etwas ausruhen, Herr!“, sagte der Engel. „Und zum normalen Modell mit zwei Armen und einem Augenpaar zurückkehren.“
Gott musste dem Engel Recht geben. Nachdem er geruht hatte, machte er aus der Mutter wieder eine normale Frau. Aber er sagte zum Engel: „Ich musste ihr sehr viel guten willen einhauchen, damit sie das Gefühl hat, sechs Arme, drei Augenpaare und ein Selbstheilungssystem zu besitzen. Sonst wird sie ihrer Aufgabe nicht gerecht werden können.“
Der Engel sah sie sich genauer an. Diesmal, dachte er, hatte Gott alles richtig gemacht. Doch dann sah er plötzlich einen Fehler: „Sie tropft. Ich glaube, Ihr habt wieder zu viel in dieses Modell gepackt.“
„Sie tropft nicht. Das ist eine Träne!“
„Wozu ist die gut?“
„Für die Freude, die Traurigkeit, die Enttäuschung, den Schmerz, den Stolz, die Begeisterung.“
„Großartig, Herr“, sagte der Engel, „genau das hat noch gefehlt.“
Gott meinte darauf sehr ernst: „Die Träne stammt nicht von mir. Als ich die Teile zusammengefügt habe, kam sie von ganz allein hervor.“
Dennoch beglückwünschte der Engel den Allmächtigen – und die Mütter wurden geschaffen.
 
(Übersetzung: M. Meyer- Minnemann [irgendwie ist der englische Text mehr und beide haben leichte Unterschiede... wie mag da das Original aussehen?])


#mothersday #Muttertag  

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it's a wonderful present for mother's day, to know all that .....time passes & most of us aren't quite sure if they are that EFFICIENT !!!!!!!!!hugs....love & lots of kisses <3
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if all who are dear to me can be happy and fine, then i would be willing to pay... and fall (more than i am already doing...)

somehow this very first childhood career aspirations - to be an angel - is still there... though, if there ever had been wings, they had been taken away, when i had been pushed into hell and imprisoned...   :(

please forgive these sad words

best wishes and lots of love
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sad and beautiful music...

https://youtu.be/gh4Pv34GTKs

"weight of the world" (by Young Guns)

A continent of doubt weighs heavy on mind,
how long can my brittle bones bend,
before they yield and snap?

I don't wanna know, 'cause i'm so scared,
it's not gonna get easier than this,
because it's too much to bare my darlin', the weight of the world,
and I would carry it for you,
but please don't ask me to because the
weight of the world is a burden i can't bare.
is a burden I can't bare.

Maybe it's gravity, that pulls her to my chest,
not the fear that she is the source of what little strength i've got left,

I don't wanna know, 'cause i'm so scared,
it's not gonna get easier than this
because it's too much to bare my darlin', the weight of the world,
I would carry it for you,
but please don't ask me to because the
weight of the world is a burden i can't bare.

My horizon lies a jagged line,
ooh I can clearly see,
the mountains that i've yet to climb,
i'll get there if it kills me.

because it's too much to bare my darlin',
the weight of the world,
and I would carry it for you,
but please don't ask me to because the
weight of the world is a burden I cant bare.
is a burden I can't bear.
and I would carry it for you,
but please don't ask me to,
because the,
weight of the world,
is a burden I can't bare.


#Youngguns #WeightOfTheworld  


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It always has made me sad to see others suffer... it is if it is my pain, too, as if they swallow me. And there is still this wish, that i had as a little child with my very first career aspirations - to become an angel - to help others, to protect them, to get rid their pain, to carry it with me - i know sadness as long as i can think back, and i have never known where i and my melancholia begin and where depression begins... though as child and as teenager  i was better to hide it all behind a "mask"...  maybe it is so, with being no single child, with being the oldest of them, and to see how much work little ones make, and that adults have much to do... that they have so much around so how to make them worry? Though i once tried to tell about my darkness (no one wants to see darkness, all people all over the world want to see happiness and laughter - how, when you feel the world's suffer?????), tried to tell what happened... and failed, because all the adults seem to have forgotten that children do not have so a big vocabulary as adults, and when they say "others tease/bother me" then adults should ask for more information, what they try to say. And today my vocabulary is much better, but hiding and burying and trying to forget is like poison or acid burning in my veins...  since some years these wounds had been ripped open and being haunted by bad dreams and reminders pieces of memories come back, some of them had been buried so deep that it is like breaking down when they hit me... some words i do not want to say... it is like my lips had been sealed, maybe i have sealed it on my own, because obscene words are terrible, and when i hear someone using obscene words i always think "this person has no manners"

And since some years when one close relative had terrible problems with the heart , and i realised much more than i already had known (maybe it is has to do, with seeing the world with "open eyes", maybe it has to do with sensitvity, do not know, only that it has always been natural to me, never had to learn it), how fragile life is... that it can end in a blink of eyes... and thinking how people treat others, that they give a damn if they hurt someone, how that person feels, if trust dies, what consequences can happen... it makes me sick... it makes me break... and i weep for the hurt one, and i weep for my own, when someone hurts me...

Does someone who hurts ever think what he/she does? Or is he/she only stupid? Or so much fallen in love with the own ego?!

How can someone who hurts go on, when there had been consequences... Words can never be taken back, they cut into a soul, they are like a knife which had been in acid... and excuses cannot heal, and trust is dead, when it happens again...

How can someone go on when someone is gone? When someone is dead?
I would break into pieces... when the last words i said, would have hurt someone.
The words "i love you" can never be enough"

Best wishes and lots of love
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sad and beautiful music...

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"fade to black" (by Apocalyptica)


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always heard by others "become strong and not let things come close (and hurt)" ... but always failed... the only "shields" i have, is to pretend that i ignore (though it hits me inside and tears come when i am alone - or when it rains, and no one recognize the tears)... and every hit makes me more vulnerable... as if their words and doings are sand working on glass pieces (because i am already broken) to make them thinner and thinner, to make them crush...

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sad and beautiful music...

https://youtu.be/BprFgPCYiNw


"Broken Pieces" (feat. Lacey Sturm)

Too late - this is not the answer
I need to pack it in
I can't pull your heart together with just my voice alone
A thousand shards of glass I came to meet you in
You cut the peace out of me

And as you ripped it all apart,
That's when I turned to watch you
And as the light in you went dark
I saw you turn to shadow
If you would salvage some part of you that once knew love
But I'm losing this
And I'm losing you

Oh I've gotta turn and run
From faces that you never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

It's too late now to stop the process
This was your choice - you let it in
This double life you lead is eating you up from within
A thousand shards of glass you pushed beneath my skin
And left me lying there to bleed

And as you showed me your scars
I only held you closer
But as the light in you went dark I saw you turn over
I wanted always to be there for you and close to you
But I'm losing this
And I'm losing you

Oh I've gotta turn and run
From faces that you never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

The broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me
The broken pieces
Pack up these pieces

Maybe without me
You'll return to all the beauty I once knew
But if I stay I know,
We will both be drowned by you holding onto me

Oh I've gotta turn and run
From faces that you never see
Oh I've gotta save my blood
From all that you've broken
And pack up these pieces of me

The broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me
The broken pieces
Pack up these pieces of me


#Apocalyptica   #Laceysturm   #Flyleaf  


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so beautiful music... ♡

https://youtu.be/32D215UseXY

"Le Quattro Stagioni"  / "Les Quatre Saisons" / "The Four Seasons" / "Die vier Jahreszeiten" (by Antonio L. Vivaldi)

.Concerto No. 1 in E major, Op. 8, RV 269, "La primavera" (Spring)
1. Allegro -- 0:00
2. Largo -- 3:33
3. Allegro Pastorale -- 6:30

. Concerto No. 2 in G minor, Op. 8, RV 315, "L'estate" (Summer)
1. Allegro non molto -- 10:27
2. Adagio e piano -- Presto e forte -- 16:16
3. Presto -- 18:53

. Concerto No. 3 in F major, Op. 8, RV 293, "L'autunno" also known as the "Danza Pastorale"(Autumn)
1. Allegro -- 21:41
2. Adagio molto -- 27:03
3. Allegro -- 29:33

. Concerto No. 4 in F minor, Op. 8, RV 297, "L'inverno" (Winter)
1. Allegro non molto -- 32:53
2. Largo -- 36:23
3. Allegro -- 38:35



#LeQuattroStagioni   #LesQuatreSaisons   #TheFourSeasons   #DieVierJahreszeiten   #AntonioVivaldi   



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The four seasons is a favorite classical ....specially that part of winter .....my favorite ❤️
Thnx sweetheart ....so beautiful of you as its too hot in Egypt now ...always over 30* c in cairo & it's still spring .....warm hugs .....& love .....you draw beautifully .......would make a beautiful book with your words, why not ?!
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...   during the day the (broken) "mask" hides everything - more or less
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Please do not attempt to proselytize, not to any religion or to atheism.
People who hate others (because of origin, gender, religion, etc.) and want to spread hatred will be blocked. People who aggressive and have an affinity to (psychical and or physical) violence will be blocked.
People who have
an affinity for pornographic things and people, who think women/girls (and children in general) are inferior, are fair game, are (sexual) objects, will be blocked, because NO interest.
Contact with all these listed people is NOT wanted!

Bitte keine Versuche zu missionieren, weder zu irgendwelchen Religionen noch zu Atheismus.
Leute, die Hass auf andere (wegen Herkunft, Glauben, usw.) haben und diesen Hass verbreiten wollen, werden blockiert.
Leute, die aggressiv sind und eine Sympathie für (psychische und oder physische) Gewalt haben, werden blockiert.
Leute, die eine Sympathie zu pornographischen Dingen haben und Leute, die Frauen/Mädchen (sowie Kinder allgemein) für minderwertig halten, für Freiwild, für (Sexual) Objekte, werden blockiert, da KEIN Interesse. Kontakt zu all diesen aufgezählten Leuten ist NICHT erwünscht!

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Anyone knows how to go into another country? How to find a home? I would like to continue and complete my time as student (classical archeology)... Maybe in Ireland (which universities have historical subjects?). Maybe Wales, England or Scotland?

 
Greece, Italy, France,... are fascinating, too... when there would be a possibility to learn the language

New Zealand,... is so far away...

somewhere, where there are more warm hearted people

Does anyone know how to get away? Can anyone help me?


Weiß jemand wie ein Auslandsaufenthalt abläuft? Wie eine Wohnung finden? Würde gerne mein Studium abschließen können (klassische Archäologie im Hauptfach), oder müsste es neu angefangen werden, weil es als Magisterstudiengang  angefangen war? Vielleicht in Irland (welche Unis haben historische Fächer?). Vielleicht Wales, England oder Schottland?

Griechenland, Italien, Frankreich, ... sind auch interessant... wenn es die Möglichkeit gäbe, die Sprache zu lernen

Neu Seeland,... ist so weit weg...

irgendwo, wo es mehr freundliche Leute gibt

Oder in Deutschland bleiben... (leider weiß ich, nicht wo überall "meine" Fächer angeboten werden), oder in die Schweiz, oder nach Österreich... (gibt es dort eigentlich noch den Magister- Abschluss?)

Weiß jemand, wie weg kommen? Weiß jemand Hilfe?

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: nature, music, art, drawing, books, fantasy, history (from stone age to the middle ages), archeology, astronomy (the science), different countries,... 


↓: war, violence (psychical and physical), pollution, overexploitation, lies, aggression, egoismn, fanaticism,...


 plants: trees, flowers (roses, snowdrops, sunflowers,...), moss,...✿ ☾ ☼ ☁ 💕
 


♡ books: "the alchemist" (P.Coelho), "the prophet" (K.Gibran), "a brief history of time" (S.Hawking), "the lord of the rings" (J.R.R.Tolkien), and a lot more


♡ films: "Lord of the Rings", "Whale Rider", "Dead poets society", "Good Will Hunting",...


♡ music: classical music, mediaeval music, film music, gothik music, Nirvana, U2, Muse,  Evanescence, Tori Amos, Enya...♪ ♪ ♫


♡ anime: films by Studio Ghibli, films by "Studio Gainax",...
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Eine Auswahl von schönen Weisheiten ★   :
 
"We have learned to fly the air like birds and swim the sea like fish, but we have not yet learned the simple art of living together as brothers." (Martin Luther King)

"Wir haben gelernt, wie die Vögel zu fliegen, wie die Fische zu schwimmen; doch wir haben die einfache Kunst verlernt, wie Menschen zu leben." (M. Luther King)


"Only when the last tree has been cut down; Only when the last river has been poisoned; Only when the last fish has been caught; Only then will you find that money cannot be eaten." (Native American proverb)
 
"Erst wenn der letzte Baum gerodet, der letzte Fluss vergiftet, der letzte Fisch gefangen, werdet ihr feststellen, dass man Geld nicht essen kann." (Weisheit der Cree Indianer)
 

“Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.” (A. Einstein)

Phantasie ist wichtiger als Wissen, denn Wissen ist begrenzt.“ (A. Einstein)
 

“Mankind must put an end to war, or war will put an end to mankind” (J. F. Kennedy)

"Die Menschheit muss dem Krieg ein Ende setzen, oder der Krieg setzt der Menschheit ein Ende." (J. F. Kennedy)

 
Wer eine Wahrheit verbergen will, braucht sie nur offen auszusprechen - sie wird einem ja doch nicht geglaubt.“ (C. M. de Talleyrand - Périgord)

 
Die Öffentlichkeit hat eine unstillbare Neugier, alles zu wissen, nur nicht das Wissenswerte.“ (O. Wilde)
 

"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." (A. de Saint - Exupéry)

Man sieht nur mit dem Herzen gut. Das Wesentliche ist für die Augen unsichtbar. (A. de Saint - Exupéry)
 

Trees are much like human beings and enjoy each other's company.(Jens Jensen)


Die Traurigkeit ist das Los der tiefen Seelen und der starken Intelligenzen.“ (A. Vinet)
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