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Beatrice Beladi
Birthmother in Greek Adoption, blogger and generally just me
Birthmother in Greek Adoption, blogger and generally just me
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So now you know.
You now know about me and this blog...I hope that you take the time to read it one day.  What is written on here is how I felt at the moment the post was written, sometimes when I wrote something I was an emotional wreck, other times extremely happy and som...

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Not sure if I screwed it up l;)
Ok, I have have two FB profiles and I sent this one from my "other" profile...my gut tells me that I screw the up...but at least this way I know where I sand. Dearest Son I’m so sorry to contact you this way, but after so many of years
of knowing who you ar...

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Dazed and Confused - my blog is full of mixed messages, sorry
I just have just had a little read to some of my old post and have realised that should my son read it all, it must be so confusing for him...I send so many mixed messages. So I would like to set the record straight....on here I often post what I feel in th...

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Birthday's are shite
OK, I'm  not posting for ages then two in a few days....this is what happens when you go home for your birthday. I was suddenly remembering my 21st birthday...I was pregnant with you but I have realised that I was selfish, OK not 100% true...I had just come...

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Sorry to tell you this but you are still drinking the Kool=Aid...
I haven't really posted for a while...actually a long while...that is because I'm at peace where I emotionally are at when it comes to adoption. I no longer focus on whether or not my son will allow me into his life....I know he is happy and content, and if...

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Mother's days - you are kidding me
So today is sort of the international Mother's Day, but heck what does it celebrate? Actually yesterday, in the USA they had this silly thing called birth mother;s day...Gentle Care etc you are bull....t For me, yesterday and today is the fourth time this y...

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25 year and counting
Today it is 25 years....a quarter of a century since you were born....I have known who you are for 7 years...but I have taken the back seat...it is not that I do not want to have contact...I want that more than anything. The problem for me, is that silly Gr...

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THE WORST PART OF LIFE....
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Realisations...and loads of them
Wow, just realised it is nearly a years since I last posted something...11 months plus minus a few days to be exact. What a year it has been, work wise, I have been put down, belittled ad in general bullied by someone who favourite phrase is "you think you ...

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