I recently loss my whole family Randy of 20 yrs and mom and brother too ..All in 6 weeks.
The depression is rough and more rough with no support.. That costs too much so you lean
on Jesus... lots of leaning on him .. I would not of survived this without my pets though ..NO one has a Sable and her son Smokie Joe the 2 cats and my chihuahua Rocky make life lots easier . I am so blessed to have moved away from the place Randy stood up and
said ''I love you''and fell over.. That's it .Gone .. poof.. we were just laughing at Rocky and now Randy just left me ?? Oh my ..you grow real quick and all seem so surreal ..November 10 2012 ..Gone to quick and still think he is coming in the door.. went back to hospital for pneumonia not long after and now 2 yrs later ,it just gets worse.. been in hosp 3 more times and with the pass chemo .. no immune system and do not know why.. so pray they find something quick.. I keep the faith and do not mine being a bubble girl .. No place like home .. Have beautiful apt and know that was Randy and my mom's doing from heaven ..Its even has a fireplace and i am on rent control so wowo am I so blessed .. I just miss everyone and need more in my life .Just want to get well so i can go back to Church ..Bless ya for looking and reading .