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Kimber Larson
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The Evolution of my Loss Thus Far
The pain of my loss has evolved in a way that I can't understand. I carry it with a strong and hopeful heart. I am learning to accept this unwelcome and tragic event into my story, and to let it to shape my story from here on out. I am healing and moving fo...
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The Dreaded "Really Bad Day"
Yesterday sucked. It had been a few weeks since I had my last really bad day. I mean of course I have had days where I cried more than usual or got more angry than is typical, but yesterday was just one of those really bad ones. I woke up crying. I showered...
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So Frustrated With My Ovaries
It's just not fair. I had to lose my first child. Not fucking fair. I have to use medication to induce a normal cycle so we can try for our 2nd child. Not fair. I have to use another medication so that my body does what it's supposed to. Not fair. I have to...
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Comfort in Music
Music has an unbelievable ability to tug at the heart strings. It can make you smile or weep and feel strong or weak. It brings out a lot of emotions, especially when you are grieving the loss of your child. There have been many, many songs that I have conn...
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Grand Distraction List of 2015
I'm not one for New Year's Resolutions, but for 2015 I have resolved to do one thing: distract myself. I'm still riding the intense waves of grief and missing my daughter more than I ever imagined was possible, but I am also trying really hard to move forwa...
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Hello and Goodbye
2014 was the year of Charlotte. For most of 2014, my every waking moment was consumed with blissful fantasies of raising my baby girl. All I thought about, talked about, dreamt about, was her. I was happier than I had ever been. Each day brought new joys an...
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Next Christmas Will Be Better
Christmas is finally over. It used to be a day that I would look forward to for months. I loved the entire Christmas season-starting the day after Thanksgiving and eventually coming to a close on New Years Day. I would be giddy over all the homemaker-y thin...
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Some Sick Sense of Twisted Satisfaction
I've been living. Coping. Dealing. Just trying to survive the shittiness that is my life these days. Yes, I have worked my ass off to stay semi-positive-- I have a wonderful husband, we will do everything in our power to have living children, I have a great...
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Some Sick Sense of Twisted Satisfaction
I've been living. Coping. Dealing. Just trying to survive the shittiness that is my life these days. Yes, I have worked my ass off to stay semi-positive-- I have a wonderful husband, we will do everything in our power to have living children, I have a great...
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Grieving in Style
I just have to say how excited I am for being legitimately happy about something...something that makes me excited....something that makes me feel good about myself...and that something is......a new cashmere sweater! (insert ooohs and aaahs here) It's heat...
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