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Colin Andersson
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Attended Albury High, NSW, Australia
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MORBID START
John got up twice because our neighbours get up about 5am and leave their car running to warm it up and then they leave. Not complaining about that. I did that even earlier for dog shows. However it makes Lydia bark. John got up the first time to shut her u...
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A SADNESS THAT WILL NEVER BE CONSOLED
I feel sad. I also feel humiliated. Most of the people who attended our wedding no longer have anything to do with us. I chose those 24 people because I thought they were special and I wanted them to share our special day. As it turns out I was wrong. My pe...
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It is not your fault. I have learned that a true lifetime friendship very rarely exists. Most friendships have a lifespan. Some shorter or longer than others. People change and so do friendships. We are saddened when our friend wanders away and ignores us. Sometimes we are the one who pushes someone away. I believe that people are sincere during the duration of a friendship.  There is no graceful or painless way to walk away from someone you no longer want to be friends with. Certainly, it makes you feel bad about yourself. What do you do when someone leaves you ? And you still care for them dearly? There is nothing you can do. It comes under the category of accepting what we cannot change. Grieving and moving on.  Try to rejoice in the people and gifts that you have. ( end of soapbox) 
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IT IS OKAY TO HONOUR ONE' SELF
Well I don't think I shall ask for your help to go to sleep again! I woke up at 1:15 PM! But I did sleep soundly and it was only six hours. John's home today and I can't wait. I love my time on my own because I can do as I please without having to think abo...
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OH TO BE NORMAL
As stupid as it sounds I am writing here on my blog because I can't face writing anything on Facebook. I feel absolutely terrible I don't just feel tired but I am very tearful also. I am not prone to feeling sorry for myself but recently I've been having tr...
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FEAR
John is not a rare man. John is not a rare homosexual man. There are many heterosexual and homosexual men who are just as loving and kind. Homosexual men and women are just as likely to make excellent husbands and wives to their same sex spouses. It is not ...
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Yes... I was at the wordpress site...that is where I had the problem...but I still got to read this very fine post
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19:00 GMT Friday 26.06.2015
I awoke after deep sleep not disturbed by tendrils of a bad dream reaching out to pull me back into the darkness where my fear is naked and fresh, despite having always been with me. No, the night had been free of that. Luque, Mary-Grace and Whitney were al...
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.. guess I just found it cuz if wa in my blogger reader ...  and cuz I was looking 4 u ... smiles ... hate 2 go 2 google + and all that ... but if u wanna visit ... come and visit me via my blog ... please ... its: http://catsruedogsdroole.blogspot.com/ and or http://ckpeacemaker.wordpress.com/ 
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Finally am able to reach you, Colin ... hopefully ... I wrote a poem for you ... and me ... you re not alone, hmmm? Love, cat.   http://catsruledogsdroole.blogspot.com/
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RESPONSE TO SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT MY MUM WAS AFRAID OF MY DAD
My mum was not afraid of him. Once when he his hands were so tight around my throat, I was going blue, she stopped him and he raised his hand to her and she responded with a knife to his chest and said 'you ever touch me and it will be the last thing you do...
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ON SHAKY GROUND
This has been the best day since the fall. I think I know why I have been so shaky since it happened 3 weeks. Once again I cheated death. It was totally different than I thought.I wasn't completely floored until the person who ended helping me told me what...
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Oh Gosh! I am taken aback. Julie, thank you so much. I have always rejected the first explanation because it is just another form of blaming the victim. Your explanation is not that dissimilar to what spiritualists have told me, tho many go with the first, and just recently a devout Xian told me your version! I prefer your explanation. Who wouldn't? Yet I am reluctant to see myself as some sort of hero/messenger. I do know I help people and I am glad of that. I will not stop sharing my journey. I am just wary of seeing myself on a divine mission. Perhaps I misunderstand that too.
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OH, BOLLOCKS...
Some time before I lost the battle to stay in the comfort of sleep (yes, surprisingly, sleep is good and restful, unplagued by fear), I vaguely saw a man in a dark suit putting stuff on my side table which somehow my mind knew was Pepsi Max and my first lot...
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    1975
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