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Colin Andersson
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Attended Albury High, NSW, Australia
Lives in Engand
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Thank you kindly and glad you found me again. Google have confused me. They just seem to overtaken my blog, given me an email address, and publishing what I write somewhere other than my blog. However, they do not notify me of messages like these from you. I only found this because I got email from Google asking if I had loggeed into this machine on such and such a dte and time. What business is it of theirs? I've been usin Chrome for years and now I am beginning to feel spied on. However, it allowed you to find me which is good.
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HOPE...I CAN'T FIND IT
Every time I feel down the same thing comes up: I have no hope. Yes, I k now how lucky I am to have a husband who adores me and takes care of me. 35 yrs this coming July. I get to listen to music every day on the best equipment, can watch what I like on a 4...
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I am pretty good at lving a day at a time so I don't think about getting worse. As regards my physical neor and bone disease, they will get worse. That is is just fact.  I have just never had to deal with a lack of hope before. Thank you for caring enough to share. xo Colin
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HOW IT WAS...OR HOW IT WASN'T
If you are an adult and I came up to you and slapped you or punched you or kicked you or tried to throttle you, you would know that I did and take appropriate action. No matter what I said, you'd never think for one second that I had not done this to you.

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This has become very confusing. I have no idea why people cannot leave comments on my blog(the Blogger one) as they did before. I think Google forced me over to thids but I don't know what this is. I left messages on your Jamiacan trip. I am so sorry you feel ignored. I would never do that. Responses DO get to me from my Wordpress blog: www.knitmanskitchen.wordpress.com

I hope this response gets to you. I have responded before, or tried to, until I hit on the idea of leaving cooemments on your blog but you appear not to have those either. The 'net can be a real pain.

I wantg you to be sure I would never ignore you.
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SCIENCE SHOWS THAT CHILD ABUSE CAUSES PERMANENT DAMAGE
This is not popular. There are grades of abuse. However, when I listen to people, if they know mine, they often say 'but compared to yours it was nothing' and I tell them that pain is pain. It hurts. Abuse causes damage.

I have often wondered how people ma...
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THERE WERE GOOD TIMES TOO
I was talking yesterday to John about the way that I think about my past. It came about because I learned that  human beings tend to remember the bad things more clearly than they do the good things. I also felt that in some way I was betraying the abused m...
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A DREAM IN TWO PARTS
I decided I need to talk to someone as I don't seem able to see past this brick wall. I have made two appointments with two different people and am waiting upon a third to contact me.

I felt better upon waking.

I had the weirdest dream. Weird in that it w...
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Dan is my husband, he does FB, but not me.  I'm so glad to hear you are doing better.  Depression is a really dangerous thing, so fight back with everything you've got.  You deserve happiness.  You are not a monster, or whatever your parents said.  Dan's mother is still at it, in her mid-80's now.  She will never learn, but he has learned not to care what she thinks and says.  I got him a t-shirt for his birthday that says, "Dan, the man, the myth, the Legend".  He loves it.
 John loves you dearly and you have many internet friends who care about you.  Keep up the fight for happiness!
Julie
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I can try to use internet explorer if it would be easier for you.
Many blessing for you today
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Thank for the support, Dan. I needed to hear from someone else other than myself. I am going to practise talking about all of the good things without allowing the bad memories to overwhelm me and the good memories. 
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HI-does anyone read this blog anymore? It seems to they don't as there are no comments, or rarely. I have been feeling guilty a long time for not having kept it up as I did. Partly it's has been my illness and partly the immediacy of Facebook. I also think ...
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  • Albury High, NSW, Australia
    1975
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