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Christopher Judge
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Interesting and punishing progress
I've been staring into the black stone and invoking HGA every day for a while now.  The heart symptoms have abated, but new physical ones keep cropping up.  For now, my life is being directed, and I'm twisting like a leaf in the wind. At the beginning of th...

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HGA 2015
Jan:      A palpable falling sensation, a little thrilling.  Like a warning?  Or a truth?  What do you call that? Some sensation of a lost connection, like something that watched over me doesn't anymore. Probably all of last year?     I started the working ...

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birth
Birth. A powerful threshold experience resulting in a deep and profound impression.  Seems even deeper considering the relative dearth of other impressions at that moment. That first scream, the result of millions of completely alien signals shredding the n...

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Moving rumination


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Phlegm
Just leaving the mucus thickened woods.  Developed a reasonably severe viral bronchitis this week.  Coughing fits lasted all day and all night for the first couple of days, painful, forceful and completely unproductive.  What came out was the consistency of...

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Boredom
I recall, as a child, occassionally encountering a strange sensation, usually the same peculiar sensation.  Complicated, as if splitting in two directions at once, paralyzing in its choice.  Allowing me to do nothing on the threshold of one or several thing...

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Winter's Pattern
Summer rushes through fall, long after it should retire.  It's bones and sinews older, ragged, kept awake at night by rheumatism and indigestion, powering through the day on a steady drip of adrenaline.  Hits winter's wall: Slow down!  Winter cracks its whi...

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Do you remember the first time you saw something that changed your life completely and immediately imprinted some new possibility for reality that you would never have otherwise considered? The first time I can remember this happening, I was about 5 years o...

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Illumination's hooks
Self-Discipline, at first,  can provide a critical foothold in the war against whatever habit (physical, emotional, mental, systemic) no longer serves.  Gradual synaptic change requires this humble strength, won through willful masochism.  The patterns of l...
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