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Day 21 - Sacred Place
It's been three years since you've come and gone so quickly. It's been 3 years since my world has come crashing down around me. It's been three years since I've held you. It's been three whole years. It seems like a lifetime, an eternity without you. It's o...
Day 21 - Sacred Place
Day 21 - Sacred Place
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Day 15 - Wave of Light
Today has been an emotional day. I know that these feelings get stronger the closer I get to her "day" but man I keep thinking as the years go by that this will get easier... but it doesn't. This is the 3rd year I have participated in the Wave of Light. Thi...
Day 15 - Wave of Light
Day 15 - Wave of Light
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Day 12 - Normalizing Grief
I often feel like a "Debbie downer" when I mention things about my loss or my daughter. It doesn't have to be on Facebook, but even in person. When I say her name or mention what happened to her, the silence grows so thick you could suffocate on it. More of...
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Glow in the Woods
While I know the subject for this was aimed in a different direction, here is my glow in the woods. Watching sunsets make me feel a little bit closer to Ana. I like to think she's helping paint the sky with such beautiful colors.
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Day 7 - Memory
Day 7 - Memory I was pregnant for 16 weeks. During this time I have many memories of her, but I think the best memory I have was bringing her father this ultrasound. He couldn't make it to the appointment, and I think he might have still been a little in sh...
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Day 5 - Empathy
Empathy Vs Sympathy When you understand and feel another person's feelings for yourself, you have empathy. It’s often spoken of as a character attribute that people have to varying degrees. If hearing a tragic news story makes you feel almost as if the stor...
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Day 1 - Sunrise
October marks another year without you. With empty arms I still grieve. I wish for nothing more than to hold you again. I woke up this morning knowing the cold was upon us. I lost you in the early hours of the morning and I will never forget coming home tha...
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Facebook's "On This Day"
I haven't posted anything in quite some time. I log in and check my blog often, but seem to have had some writers block lately. The dreaded month is coming up.... Facebook keeps reminding me of it. It reminded me of the joy I had when finding out I was preg...
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Ana's Due Date
I never thought certain dates could create such an emotional mess out of me. I'm approaching what would have been her due date again and I feel terrible inside. I feel my anxiety rising and my muscles getting tighter by the day. April 7th... the day that re...
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Capture Your Grief Day 10 - Support
Day 10 My support... I can't even begin to name the women that I have become so close with after losing Ana. 99.9% of my support comes from women (and a few men) who have also lost a child like I did. The baby loss community grieves quietly but we are notic...
Capture Your Grief Day 10 - Support
Capture Your Grief Day 10 - Support
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