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I'm mad crazy
I tried to pretend I was normal. I was found out. And he left. He actually stayed away this time when I pushed him away. The most painful word, "Goodbye."

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Communication
I feel so badly right now. There is some kind of reaction going on in my body. I'm not sure why. I don't know if it's the new med I am on for "the startles" or hormonal. I am super edgy like my nerves are all on the surface. I feel so badly because I yelled...

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I feel like a totally different person. I don't understand how I could be so upset like that. It seems ridiculous. I didn't want to be with her anymore. She was boring. I hated how she always had me on speaker so her whole family could hear. We had like no ...

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Not so straight
Thinking straight today. Ashamed of what I am. I am ashamed that I am so broken. I am to blame for hurting so many people just by being me. I intend to be a kind person spreading joy and acceptance. Instead I am a mess. A selfish abuser. I am a very bad per...

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Lame Horse
All of me except for the real me pushes her away. How can I keep one of the best things to ever happen to me if I am constantly pushing her away? But she doesn't love me. I mean she loves everybody. She's that kind of person. But she told me that she's not ...

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Borderline Personality Dissorder (BPD) Music Playlist - Contribute or Listen
I've seen a lot of posts in different forums asking for BPD music - or music for those with BPD. Am I missing any? If so, please add your song using Spotify. *Please do not remove any tracks. If you'd like to save a copy of the playlist with only your favor...

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Life Worth Living
I was born with a biological predisposition to emotional dysregulation, which means I'm highly sensitive, highly reactive and slow return to baseline. Then, my invalidating and inconsistent family environment lead me to have difficulty tolerating stress, po...

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