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William Wilder
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Life is nothing short of a beautiful disaster...
Life is nothing short of a beautiful disaster...

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FINAL FRUITION
I was a fool acting haughty pretending I wasn't enslaved to sexuality. I knew my demise as I watched myself succumb to her sensuality. Could someone ease this pain that life has me in? It used to be a part of it, but now it's labeled my sin. There is no exe...
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Something I'm Not
He was closest to my heart but became the one I most resented. She displayed no recognition of truth when it was presented. I was werewolfing out while the joke was all on me due to a loss of free will. I let down my guard and love crept up, moving in on me...
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Living Proof
While incarcerated I realized that it didn't matter if I ever actually prayed. Just as I put my foot in my mouth I began to understand that we couldn't have stayed. When I tried to find the right person I found out that they didn't exist. Someone told me th...
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My Destination
Don't change the subject each time you ask me a question. I'll be Goddamned if anyone thinks I'm paying for some bitch's psych session. They've all fallen and become a victim since I last decided to come around. I was told that when a syringe with witch's b...
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Glimpse of Relief
Why can't you realize that I know you are there and you can't read my gift? When did I do something to deserve this evil that you put in me and keep on torturing me with? When everyone involved becomes lab rats too I wonder what you'll do and how you'll fee...
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Freak on Exhibit
As soon as I arrived I knew that I had fucked up again. I'm not sure that I'll ever be shown mercy or allowed to win. Not only am I a loser but it seems my faith is no more. I'm lost in a sea of doubt and I'm still unwanted as a whore. My trials and tribula...
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Despite my Efforts
Straightening out the psychiatric chaos left me devastated. Believing in goodness prevailing was a mistake and it left me irritated. I thought there was a point to me showing up but it seems I was mistaken. I wonder why your public displays are always to ma...
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Too Difficult to Face
How bittersweet it was losing you as a friend. How bittersweet it was that our love had to end. Our addictions were horrible but something we had to go through. For our transgressions we prayed for forgiveness, it's what we had to do. I can't believe you ca...
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No Belief
A dead nightmare arose from the grave your evil heart buried me in. The loaded chamber held the round that gave you assurance that you'd win. Looking past the smoky mirror I tried to see what you were underneath. Terrified with the knowing of how empty you ...
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Find A Home
It made me insecure and jealous when she looked into my eyes. Her desire for my attention is what caught me by surprise. I've never been treated special or wanted by anyone. Every relationship I've known I have watched come undone. I'm trying to find peace ...
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