Hello dearest love, I miss u so much. I miss the connection we share. I know u wonder like I do! I know u look., I know u ask., I know u still love me as much as I love u. It seems no matter how fucking hard I tried to get u out of my head, out of my heart, nothing seems to work. I have met some wonderful ppl, made. I have made some good friends. I have learned some lessons in life about God,the kids, myself. Most of all I miss My First True Love.