We all get that way...thus we emotionally eat ourselves into a bigger burden, that manifests in our weight. Like King David, we must encourage ourselves and make the best decisions to give us long and lasting life. Life is not just something we live, but is also something we are and have. Most of us exist and do not do the things that bring us life. We are often distracted by our burden of past pain never healing but always reliving in torment.. I am glad this video encouraged you . That is why I decided to disclose this very personal journey. So others like myself can get past the pain and begin to live for the first or the second time. You are beautiful and deserve happiness....don't anyone including yourself tell you otherwise. All the best on your journey. I am rooting for you!!! God bless!