Welcome, & I want to remind you that there are some things, I feel that you ignore, better for you to think in as:
1-You must believe Allah, the god who created all the world, sky, earth, seas, people, animals, plants,.....etc.
2-Allah, our god created the people & sent for them Prophets to learn them the requirements of Allah from them & also to learn them that the life we are live in is the 1st life & there will be a 2nd life after awake from death to discussion and penalty by Heaven or Hell.
3-Many Prophets were sent to people till the last one who is the Prophet Mohammed.
4-All Prophets were sent with one message for people as regard Allah, the only god, with some changes in these messages as regard Allah orders due to circumstances changes in different times.
5-We must believe all Prophets & everyone must follow the latest according the time he is living in & as we are living in the time of the last Prophet, Mohammed, we must follow him & we must not follow the previous one, the Jesus, in spite we are believing him.
I hope to read my message well & think deeply in it, as our aim must be the Heaven in the 2nd life & I hope to remember that the 1st life will end in death whatever its length.
With my best wishes, thank you.