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Mark Bradford
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Train Of Thought
I know, I haven't been saying much. I can't a keep train of thought going. I keep losing my way. The problem seems to be the medications they have me on right now. Pain meds are good and bad. Good because it takes my pain away. Bad because it makes me sleep...
Train Of Thought
Train Of Thought
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The Loss Of Independence
It happens to all of us as we age, but it's happening to me at an accelerated pace. What I used to do easily I now need help to do. I am slowing down. It's become noticeable when I'm with people. My reaction times are slow. This has resulted in a major mile...
The Loss Of Independence
The Loss Of Independence
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Frail
A friend recently told me I look frail because of the weight I've lost. My weight is at its lowest point as an adult. It's hovered around 116 pounds for the past two weeks or so. Sorry you had to see my deformed toes. A volunteer will soon come to install a...
Frail
Frail
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My New Normal
Normal has been redefined for me in the past week. It began last Friday, when I left for a rehearsal after having eaten a burrito for dinner about thirty minutes prior. Before I had driven a block from my house, I began to realize I was going to vomit. I tu...
My New Normal
My New Normal
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The Withering
I met someone who became one of my closest friends in December of 2015, shortly after my diagnosis. I have learned over the past two years how perceptive she is. She seems to see things others cannot see. I have experienced this personally. She calls hersel...
The Withering
The Withering
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The End Of Cravings
I no longer crave foods I used to love. I miss some of them, but I no longer have any desire to eat them. It's easy when they make you nauseous. But before I explore that further, I should tell you about my visit with my hospice doctor. I met my doctor face...
The End Of Cravings
The End Of Cravings
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Aimless, Usless, And Nauseous
I am not in a good place right now. My nausea has increased to almost debilitating levels. Still not vomiting, but I'm not far from it. We're going to try increasing my dosage again to see if that helps. It may help, but not for long. Band-Aids. Every medic...
Aimless, Usless, And Nauseous
Aimless, Usless, And Nauseous
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My Sharon
Many people ask about my Sharon. In the comments of almost every post recently, someone asks how she is doing. So I think I should tell you about her, and how she's handling all of this. The short answer is, she's handling it brilliantly. That's what she do...
My Sharon
My Sharon
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Letting Go
You may not like this post. But, as always, I must tell the truth. I must bear witness. For the past two weeks, I've been losing weight. Not intentionally, but my weight has fallen incrementally each day, with no change in my diet. I now weigh six pounds le...
Letting Go
Letting Go
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One More Time
I performed onstage one last time on Saturday. It was an inspiring and emotional day. I sang and spent the day with some of the most important people in my life, and awareness was raised about prostate cancer, and how important it is to get your PSA checked...
One More Time
One More Time
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