Elliot. I can understand how embarrassing it must be to witness this and trying to have it removed.
I realized whenever i got stressed at life i chucked little raw tantrums like this in my car when alone.
Sometimes, you just gotta scream, sometimes you gotta punch, sometimes you have to fucking SQUEEEEEEZE. and i used to pity myself for acting like this. I stumble across this video right now after years of watching you and pretty well never subscribing or commenting.
And i just want to say how much i respect you for everything you do. Because this is one of the rawest things ive ever seen its not about the balls it would have taken to upload it when you did, its just about being human.
We are not men in suits. We are Animals. I will never pity myself for throwing a tantrum, expressing, bioenergetics or just talking to myself like i have some aggressive back seat altar ego, whatever, i needed to see this.
While not at that point of stress yet, it will come again.
And i'll remember this video.
Cheers big guy.