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Brandy Thornton
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Ok so almost a week since I have posted but I have been sick. I feel so much better now though. I need to rant a little right now though so bare with me
I am still looking for that elusive Mr. right. Or more acurratley The One, If he even fucking exsisits. I know they say that you find that person when your not looking but for me that is just so hard to go with. I am not someone who goes out to bars or clubs or even parties. I am just not that type of person. Let alone going out by myself.
I feel werid going places alone. It makes me feel like a loser or something. Which does nothing to my self esteem which is low as it is. I know that I'll never find soemone if I dont put myself out there. I get that, really I do.
But being a single parent who works 40 hours a week is not conducive to going out and acting like an idiot either. Dont get me wrong, I enjoy having fun. I think taking things too serious makes a person stiff. I really try to be loose and carefree for the most part. So I ask this, How do I meet someone other then the internet.
Well I have put myself out there in cyber space but some guys are only looking to get lucky and others are stiff sons of a bitches with no sense of humor.
Case in point: Was talking to a guy tonight very briefly I might add. He mentioned he liked fishing and when I told him I dont like it nor do I like to eat fish he got realy serious and said I wasnt what he was looking for because he wanted someone he could do things with.
Now I am all for doing things with my mate but you dont have to do everything together. I mean there were other things he mentioned that I liked too so what is the fucking issue.
If you ask me he just didnt like my picture. I am in no way a model I know this. But I'm not unattractive either. And not to be rude he wasn't a model either. I'm not looking for a model, just someone I can enjoy their company and we likeeach other enough to get to know each other.
I swear at this rate I'm going to be fucking 65 before I find the right guy. By then I will have no interest in sex ever again......

SHORT AND SWEET TODAY. I AM CURRANTLY WORKING WEEKEND SHIFT 12PM-12AM OR 12PM-8PM DEPENDING ON THE DAY. I DONT MIND THIS SHIFT BUT I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE SHIT TODAY AND STILL HAVE AS OF THIS POST 5 HOURS AND 45 MINUTES LEFT. SORE THROAT,SNEEZING AND MY HEAD FEELS LIKE IT HAS A 10LB WEIGHT ON IT. I ALSO KEEP GETTING CHILLS OR REALLY HOT. GOT TO LOVE GETTING SICK.
THE FUNNY THING IS IF THIS WAS 4 YEARS AGO I WOULD PROBABLY NOT BE SICK. I RARELY GOT SICK BEFORE THIS JOB. DONT KNOW IF THATS BECAUSE I WORK IN HOSPITALS OR AROUND EQUIPMENT THATS BEEN IN THE FACILITIES OR WHAT BUT ITS USUALLY AROUND THIS TIME EACH YEAR NOW. SO I AM GOING TO HOPE THAT THE NEXT FEW HOURS GO QUICKLY THEN GO HOME AND FALL INTO THE DEEPEST SLEEP I POSSIBLY CAN. THANKS FOR ALLOWING ME TO VENT SOME......

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