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Wtf? Why do I have 100+ followers? I'm a sentient pile of trash that fangirls a lot, why would anyone be interested in what I do?
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Considering that G+ is shutting down, now would probably be a good time to create a discord
+Emma, Satan herself

I think that after almost a year, now would be a decent time to explain certain things that happened.

So last year I was in a relationship, I'd say we were happy together but apparently that's not true so eh.
At the end of December, she explained that she was MIA for a while because she was feeling suicidal and got help. And that she wanted to take a break for mental health reasons, I accepted that because I understood needing time for yourself.

This break lasted for around a month and during the entirety of it I was worried about her, I mean how could I not after finding out that she was suicidal. Though I still didn't contact her in case she needed more time and I had faith that she would contact me when she was ready.

After a month, this February, I contacted her again. She was in pretty high spirits and I was glad to see that but also kind of confused because the break happened because she wasn't exactly in top condition. So if she was that happy, wouldn't the break have ended?
Then she told me something. Apparently, over the break, she ended up getting together with one of our friends.

I was upset, naturally, I mean after spending the better half of a month tearing yourself apart over if your girlfriend is even alive or not only to find out that she's dating one of your friends, you wouldn't exactly be calm and relaxed about it. Especially when the only answer to how they got together is 'it just sorta happened'.

Cut to ten days ago. One of my friends who still has contact with both of us told me that my ex, wanted to talk to me on discord, I accepted because I still wanted answers.
She said that she wanted to be friends again which declined because of multiple reasons, two of which are going to be brought up soon but said that I still wanted to talk about a few things.

The first being that while during the 'break up' she said that I worsened her depression, which is a great thing to hear when you yourself have gone through many depressive episodes. Her answer, in short, is basically, that she wanted me to comfort her on things, but she was too afraid to even bring up those things to me in the first place, so I wouldn't have even known to comfort her.

The second one was on something that wasn't relevant anymore so it's not worth mentioning.

The third one, however, was about a post that she made on Twitter, that I found because I noticed that I could still see our DMs and got curious about what she was up to nowadays. The post was asking where the picture was from, the picture in question being of slave/master yaoi, which is disgusting to put it lightly.

Her response to me bringing this up was to say that she was just joking around, that she didn't have time for this and that I should just get to the point.
After I explained that it's absolutely disgusting and clearly not a joke. explained is a stretch considering how upset I was, and come off as She said that she didn't care if I thought it was disgusting or not, said that she planned to have a good conversation with me, not one where I ridiculed her, said we were done here and blocked me.

I'm not even sure if anyone is even gonna see/care about this, but considering that none of my old friends on here know my side of the story, I thought it's about time that I shared it.
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Happy Aaron Deathday nerds

Me: I'll try to be more active
Also me: Goes offline for like a week
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Should I change my name? It's getting really fucking old now
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Me? Trying to be active on G+? Very uncommon
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UGH! I WANT IT! .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
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This art is amazing!! Props to the orginal artist
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