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Hiatus or Mentalmotional Vacation
K so obviously, it's not January anymore, which means-obviously-that it's been a second since I've been online. My bad. It's been a super awful couple months, and tho this blog was a lifeline in the beginning, I've gotten to where it's easier to blog when I...
Hiatus -or- Mentalmotional Vacation
Hiatus -or- Mentalmotional Vacation
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Angelversary
Its over. October is basically over, today is the 29th. The angel day was a nightmare, i spent most of the morning in bed crying before deciding to find a mountaintop, only to get sick on the way there. The window painting went well, 13 cars paraded a messa...
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Days
There are days, and then there are days. There are days when I muddle through, Khyri always just a thought away but the ache in my arms shoved to the back so as not to completely unravel what composure I have, and then there are days like today. Days when m...
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The Power of the 5 Senses
I remember the way the house felt that week, and for several months after, and even sometimes now it comes back, this heavy, ugly, scary feeling, where the walls close in and nothing feels right. In October, my house smelled of pumpkin spice and mulled cide...
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The Door
There's a door in my house that I hate. It mocks me, and it criticizes me, a constant reminder that I failed my little girl. When we moved into this house, I was excited because of the space, and now there's too much. There's a really full, empty room at ...
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Rain Blogging
There is something eerily appropriate about rain in the cemetery. Almost as though the sky understands and the world is bearing its raw unfiltered emotions and crying right along with you. No sunshiney mascaraed, no happy twitting birds trying to convince y...
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The Dream
I have had very few dreams about Khy since it happened. I've only had three where she didn't just die all over again. The latest dream was a whole different situation though. I was standing over her spot, looking down, the lid to the vault was off, and then...
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I Wish I Could Help Her
I saw a woman at the cemetery, a young mother, clearing grass away from a small stone. It was beautifully decorated with faux flowers and butterflies, almost enough lights to see it from space.  My heart broke for this mama, as I watched her wipe the tears ...
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Fathers Day or Jason
Holidays are hard. Family holidays are really really hard, her birthday was a nightmare, Mothers Day sucked for me, but tomorrow is Fathers Day.  Jason hasn't really had a "him" day. His birthday, but grown up birthdays aren't a big deal in our house anyway...
Fathers Day -or- Jason
Fathers Day -or- Jason
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Blog Neglect or Eight Months
I have been neglecting my blog. Partially because the world has been so crazy and chaotic that I haven't had time, and partially because every time I start a post, I almost immediately burst into tears as the thoughts come rolling in that I've worked so har...
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