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Michelle Garza
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goodness and sovereignty and boxes
God is sovereign. God is good. May I just say, "ugh?"  (Please bear with me on this… I know what you are thinking all you "spiritually mature" Christians…)  I know, I have been stuck here for a while... What does being sovereign even mean?  I think it means...

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Seasons
Man, have I been through a season!  A season that I felt ashamed to write about actually.  I was a little embarrassed to read my last post.  No, a lot of embarrassed. God and I have done quite a bit of wrestling.  I have questioned his goodness, his intenti...

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A Misscarriage and A Confession
I have a confession to make.  It shouldn't come as a big surprise to you, but it kinda was to me.  Before I tell you what it is, let me make one thing clear.  Wherever this journey has taken me, it is ok.  It is part of my journey and no one else's journey....

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Through it all, it is well...
So much heartache in this world.  So much disappointment.  So much abuse.  So much evil.  Oh how broken this world is.  So broken. I got news a couple of days ago that a friend of a friend's baby girl died.  5 weeks old.  Then the next day we found out she ...

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A Big Neon, Flashing Sign
I recently started a second job.  My first job as a nanny has become drastically part-time since the new school year has begun, and to be honest, I was really looking forward to being lazy and only working that very short period of time each day.  I imagine...

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30 Boxes and the Sacred Dance
On the evening of July 22, 2013, our summer bible study came to a breathtakingly beautiful and emotional close.  I ended up in tears as I witnessed a room full of 200-something women gather together in prayer to love on and encourage future hope moms enduri...

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My Eternal Sunshine
This is me today. Another day.  One day closer to meeting my savior face to face.  One day closer to spending eternity with my handsome little man.  My sunshine.  And one day closer to meeting the One who created him. Sometimes I feel guilty for getting mor...

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small victories
I recently told Jaxon's story to someone I didn't know very well, but had the feeling that I would be seeing her a few more times.  She lives in the same neighborhood that I work in, and her daughter was hitting it off with the little girl I nanny for, so I...

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Jesus Calling
I feel like it's important to say that my days have not been all doom and gloom during this wave.  I am not crushed to the point of being balled up on the floor waiting for God to take me home to heaven so I can hold Jaxon.  Although, I might hope for that ...

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The Waves
Everyone grieves differently, we all have had different experiences leading up to the point of our tragedies, and our personalities are involved as well.  For me at this point, grief comes and goes, mostly stays for a day or two and leaves.  But right now, ...
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