Honestly for me living with depression is deeper then this. It's waking up shaking in the middle of the night. It's crawling out of your skin just walking down the hall. It's trying not to draw attention to yourself because when you do you feel so vulnerable that everyone can see. It's bringing a baggie sweatshirt with you where ever you go because sooner or latter that sweater you have on will tear you apart. It's constantly wanting to curl up into nothingness. It's fearing getting called on because when you have the wrong answer and you hear someone else make a remark you just want to die. It's feeling like a failed even when you just got a hundrad percent on that test. Depression is like having a civil war going on in your head and you're always on the losing side. No matter how many good days you have you know eventually one bad one will come .