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James J. Spedale
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I am not what the world wants, but what I choose to be
I am not what the world wants, but what I choose to be

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Several years ago, I owned and operated my own website. Nothing special, a simple imageboard with moderate to low traffic. One day a user posted child pornographic images on my site. Being an honest person, I did what anyone should do; and I reported them to the FBI. A week or so later, I was contacted by a Special Agent Mathew Allison of New Orleans office, Crimes against children division. He asked for my help. Given the nature of my website, mainly the clienteles it appealed to (namely the group Anonymous); we were in a unique position to offer assistance. Primarily my knowledge and experience with the Deep Web, P2P networks, and IRC clients. The task I was asked to perform, was to track down and locate websites, users, and any other forums that hosted, and operated in the production, sale, and distribution of child pornography.

For several years following I aided in the identification, and location of websites and users who aided in the production and distribution . I helped them take down a great many websites and users. Until I couldn’t do it anymore. Seeing that shit, it haunts you. It got to the point where I would see it in my nightmares, whenever I closed my eyes. I couldn’t keep doing it and hope to maintain my sanity. So I slowly stopped sending reports. I had made attempts to continue, but I just couldn't. I told my FBI Handler that I had been too preoccupied with work. And eventually communication seized all together. All this time I was operating under the belief that I was doing the right thing. That I was helping the "Good Guys". But it seems, no good dead goes unpunished.

Wednesday, January 18, 2017; Louisiana State Police under the lead of Investigator William Sellers, executed a search warrant on my father’s house. Accusing me of being involved in the production and distribution of child pornography. They searched my father’s house and my computer for over two hours, and found NOTHING. I told them I had been an informant for the FBI. I had emails between myself and my handler (Special Agent Mathew Allison) to prove the level of my involvement. (He did not care to see them). They called my handler to confirm. It should have ended there, but it didn’t. Instead they seized my computers, my hard drives, and my cell phone, telling me if everything checked out, I would be able to reclaim my property within six months to a year. After a year had passed, the incident had all but left my mind completely.

Tuesday, May 1, 2018 at 4:20pm I received a call from Detective William Sellers, telling me he has a warrant for my arrest, and I have until noon Friday, May 4, 2018, to turn myself in. According to my arrest warrant, Sellers admits to finding nothing during the two hour search of my father’s home. He also claims that I provided no material support to the FBI. I can only assume either FBI Special Agent Mathew Allison lied to Investigator Sellers, or Sellers has lied to a judge.

On Friday May 4, 2018, I went to State Police Headquarters to turn myself in. It was my hope that truth will prevail. When we met with Sellers at Headquarters, my attorney offered to let Sellers see the emails between myself and the FBI. Sellers did not care to see them. That tells me exactly what law enforcement thinks of truth.

I admit in my life that I have not been the greatest person. I have been quite the asshole, even to my own family at times. But they have thus far demonstrated and unwavering support for me during this ordeal. It is a debt, and kindness I will never be able to repay. I relate my side of the story in hopes that people will not be so quick to rush to judgment. My true friends know who I am, they know how far I would go to help them. They know I am not what this crooked system claims I am. I say here that only my real friends have the right to judge me.
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At the behest of a Friend, I joined a dating site. I have in my brief time there noticed that there are Four different types.

There is the smallest portion, those that are honestly hoping to meet someone for a real relationship.

There are those who are there for mere friendships or casual sex.

There are those who lie about their age. While it is one thing for a young High School girl to pretend to be older looking for a mature boyfriend; it is another for a women to claim to be 24-30 when she has not seen those ages in 30+ years. What they want varies.

And finally there are those that in all respects either used to be men or still are men. On these I'm calling Troll and nothing more.
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I can honestly say this has been the only Monday I have ever ended with "THAT WAS A DAMN GOOD DAY!, FUCK YEAH!"

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Okay. So last night, I went by Gamestop and reserved Battlefield Hardline. 
And for doing so received the Commemorative money clip, just like the one in the picture.
Only problem, I have never had enough cash on me to even utilize a money clip, let alone make it look classy.

Thoughts? Suggestions?
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I really don't do anything with this. Almost seems as meaningless as Facebook.
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