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Samantha Peil
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Hello Again
#writeyourgrief R1-Grief personified. She’s got his long stringy hair. His guitar thrown carelessly over her shoulder. It bangs on stuff when she moves and makes ugly noise.

She has a smug face but doesn’t say much.

“I know who you are,” I say to her. R...
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I Know Kindness
# writeyourgrief  R1 from Megan Devine at Refuge in Grief. What you held in your hand. A beer. A cigarette. A guitar. Reins. Saddle. A brush before you would braid my hair. A kitten. A cuddle bear. The tube from the port in your arm. The hospital blankets. ...
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Tomorrow: A Funeral
#writeyourgrief Scent-memories: I imagine dirt and leather and fire and wood and cigarettes and beer. All of those all at once. Dirt and leather and fire and wood and cigarettes and beer. Dad. Tomorrow: A celebration of your life and love with family and fr...
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Pancakes with Ice Cream
#writeyourgrief  R1d2  from Megan Devine at Refuge in Grief.   What you don’t know about this grief and love and loss is that I have grieved the loss of my dad for years. Years. Decades (because I’m fucking old haha). I lost my dad maybe from the beginning....
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Correction: Was
#writeyourgrief into a monthly prompt from Megan Devine at Refuge in Grief.  When I first read this prompt I had a much different line to pull, but I couldn’t get this one out of my head--an animal who runs and hides. That’s you. Was you. Was. When we spoke...
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Happy Trails
#writeyourgrief  into a monthly prompt from Megan Devine at Refuge in Grief.  The hardest thing I ever did was kiss you goodnight and goodbye knowing that it was probably the last time. Choking on the words I wanted to say to you as I did every time I had s...
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To Hear You Say Hug-a-Buggy
I haven’t been breathing tonight at my dad’s bedside, so I dug up the very first monthly prompt from Megan at Refuge in Grief around Mary Oliver’s poem “When Death Comes.” * “and I think of each life as a flower, as common as a field daisy, and as singula...
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Four Years
Happy birthday, Alaska Eileen. Four years. Four years a forever baby. We love you.
Four Years
Four Years
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On Redemption
#writeingrief Day 11 Saved. Fixed. I have written about this. About how I can't be fixed. About how I don't need to be fixed.  I know that's what those who love me would like to do. I would like to fix things for my people who hurt, too. I'm not sure there ...
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Take It Back
#writeingrief Day 10 I don’t know what to do with this. I don’t know how to write into the present absence. I don’t know how to talk about how the loss carves its way into everything.  I don’t know how to do that right now. I don’t wanna. But I do. I need t...
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