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 as far as I can tell its adobe, doing it nothing plays media wise. but probably not I just spoke with joan and nathan is on his way to panama beach florida new job firefighter airforce, so my cousins leaving and Im the only kid home right now other than glens kids.... PARDONME WHILE I BURST INTO FLAMES:INCU nope I just found out .OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHATS A NEW COMPUTER   6 CHECKS OR SOME SHIT, WHAT THE FUCK I should just put all my sht out side and take off walking and fuck you}JW

what do you want to do about jessicas art you are scheduled for 13 showings and 3 performances do you want me to go handle it your aunt and I should we go pick it up?: I just got back with jessica, the art is also at 3 other locations. I plan on only pulling international and national sales at this time. I am forced out of any colorado loop. They have been fucking me up the ass for some time now and I feel I am rewarding something vile and beyond ethical reasoning.  I spoke with her about alternating out pieces, at this time I was informed some things and I support her as a person her work it helps many people. I meet with her soon in dicussion on how to handle any art and what I am doing in colorado. I dont have a place to live in a month and a week or something, my thngs are being crated, joans picking up crates boxes from the warehouse this week, my things are going into storage I am tired of thinking about it. It was a poor investment of time and money I was made very very sick. The world there is some groups of people biting into nigeria, Im having some difficulties with all the waring so I set it aside, I come from waring my family poland, my fathers family, black dutch, I dontmuch care to be alive right now, Im just some sitting vessel of something for some force Ill never understand could never understand, its interupting my life, I am with out, they have fucked my college, had I not double and emphasized majored I d be fucked right now. All for some dumb ass bitch cunt fuckin old hag lady and her fucked up neurosied family bio project area 51 fuckin dumb fuckin cunts then denver fuckign with my head over the case with my own child the doctors the people who were like what the fuck is your problem mounts.  I cannot take this fuckin lying and this fuckin horse shit bitch ass cunt fuckin uptight old lady fuck. Im tired of it. It has completely disrupted my life the doctors work the neurologists work my sleep my things, Im at with this computer 3000$ in damaged things. I am a little muther fuckin overrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR IT'JW:N11

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That MIKE BROWN FATHER FOR YOU TO JUST BE FUCK YOU TO THEM NOT REPRESENT ME I KNOW YOU ARE NOT THAT TYPE OF ATTORNEY MIKE BROWN JR. THAT I THANK YOU AND YOUR FAMILY FOR OFFERING ME SOME TIME AND HOUSING IN MARYLAND, I THANK YOU FOR THAT MORE THAN ANYTHING, BUT I CANNOT CONTINUE THIS, YOU ALL KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME THIS IS OVER. DONE. OVER}JW

Jennifer L. Weaver

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EXPLAINS: 'My purchases had been logical I have been steaming coffee for 20 years instructed by old medicine doctor, I was living in 40 below zero temperatures in training high altitude, my rug is hemp it was purchased to help witht hat large kitchen in crestone, I got electric heaters, mostly electric things purchased 2011, because the gas is so high out there and they raise the prices at peak season. I got home and was made sicker a year later, I got to crestone retreatal and thought I would be alright was cross training and yoga Im not sure this is very bad all of this, the docotr started pulling lithium 2010 because of abnormal kidney lab and tremor increased, as pulling the drug, tremor decreased cognitive and depression got better, I pulled welbutrin when I got here, it was a rough ride but it was making me feel suicidal and circumstances, seroquel was pulled at neurology and health souths request, I had problems getting my medication in the hospital and physical therapy rehabilitation, the doctor at health south says to me: if you can pull this I would strongly suggest doing so go speak with your doctor when you are out of here:seroquel pulled FEB2013:Out of the hospital to the dentist:'do these need to be pulled?': yes in full: APR2013-SEP2013} shaking my head quickly then not, dont know when you poison people and they come to alot of you people dont make no sense, but you did not when I was not well either, no varifiable by my doctors and therapists includes neurology: if they ask you to move I mean really, but You need to move those people:'you people}JW
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ITS NOT WORKING CORRECTLY ON THE OTHER PAGES ITS SOMETHING IT DOES NOT WORK CORRECTLY IVE EMAILED THEM THE ISSUE AND THE REVERBNATION PROFILE IS NOT WORKING CORRECTLY EITHER, ITS SOME GLITCH IM ALLOWED INPUTTING HERE FOR NOW, DONT KNOW COULD BE MANYTHING ONE OF THEM NO, THEY HAVE SOME LOCK ON MY ACCOUNT, THE FRONT FACE DOES NOT WORK CORRECTLY HERE THE HOME PAGE  IT DOES NOT ALLOW THE DIALOGUE JOURNALING TO FLOW CORRECTLY THE BLOG AT REVERBNATION IS WORKING CORRECTLY INPUTS OR DOWN LOADS INTO THE NETWORK ARE WORKING BUT IT DOES NOT ALLOW THE MOVING OF THE OTHER S OUT THIS IS A METHOD IVE BEEN USING FOR 8 YEARS, I WOULD HOPE SOME ONE I BARELY KNOW WHEN I HAVE ADVOCATES ALLOWING INPUTS BECAUSE THEY KNOW THE SITUATIONS, JUST SOME PERSON INSINUATING SOMETHING TO HAVE THIS NOT TAKEN CARE OF CORRECTLY YOU PEOPLE JUST CONTINUE YOUR WIERD JUDGEMENTS YOU START TO LOOK LIKE YOU NEED MEDICATIONS YOURSELVES YOU START LOOKING REAL MANIC LIKE WHEN YOUVE DONE THESE THINGS OR INSINUATED OR JUDGED ME ON MYAPPEARENCE OR MY WORK OR MY RELIGION OR LIFESTYLE OR WHATEVER IT IS YOUVE TAKEN UPON YOURSELVES TO JUDGE, NO I FOUND SOMETHING NEW ALL FUCKED UP AGAIN IM PUTTING MY THINGS AWAY MAYBE IN STORAGE AT THIS RATE.... ITS FUCKIN WEIRD, ITS LOOKS LIKE YOU ARE MANIC YOU PEOPLE LOOK LIKE YOU NEED MEDICATION OR SOMETHING ITS STARTS LOOKING LIKE YOU ALL AT A CERTAIN POINT REAL BAD LIKE....'JW So then today today after not wearing my coat for a few weeks..... I put my coat on the arms have shrunk the arms are to small the coat fit when I got out of the hospital at 138 lbs last year.... yu cant tell me at 115 and 120 it dont fit they jsut weighed me last week. My friend was here, I put my coat on and it had been shrunk shrunk shrunken the arms of my coat are shrunk last year when I left the hospital I weighed from laying around for 2 months 138.... it fit fine my coat, it fit fine few weeks ago....im like what fuckin sick dumb ass bitch pulled this stunt what ???? baby sit the apartment for a month and half cancel classes how fuckin sabatoged lame is that your fucking with my treatment thats fuckin shitty man really fuckin shitty'JW  NO IVE GOT TO PACK ALL MY SHIT UP THEY D BEEN FUCKIN WITH MYS HIT GETTING IN HERE AND FUCKING WITH MY SHIT SHIT I CANT REPLACE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW:JW{CLOSEDhalogenkane RSH1 day ago
 
or else they thought id be stumbling around saying im fat at 115 120 some dumb bitch AITN NO FUCKIN BODY CARING ABOUT ANY FAT SOMETHING DUMB FUCKIN COCKF CUK•{CLOSED}JWhalogenkane RSH1 day ago (edited)
 
living around ranchers includes my uncle my aunt was a small rancher farmer her own organic gig way back and them out there out east calhan area san luis valley they say [HERES THIS TYPE OF COFFE DECAF AND NON, I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE NOT BEING DEPLETED I UNDERSTAND YOU POSITION YOU CAN EVEN TAKE ONE OF THESE HOME ITS A DONATION I HAVE EXTRA SOME, HERE I LIKE YOU PLEASE HAVE THIS FOR CLASS THANK YOU--RE:NYN:}THAT FUCKIN COCK FUCKIN PUSSY FUCK. But they also say it in little rock memphis brooklyn when some body got shot or something..... so you assimilate a little I find that this type of talking made me uncomfortable as a child and that I dont like it but I do so to get the emotional response report from it.... they call me talk to me in such a way or joking and i joke back bikers: WHERES THA FUCKIN SHOOOOW LADY?:   and they talk cock fuckin cunt fuck but its also related to violent acts in the south and new york and rape so I dont know... I dont know what I think I dont like alot of people unless I can see them stage works, crowds do not. Denver is similar to LA, LA is more open about violent crimes listings are posted every so often to keep people out of dangerous areas, or fighting or guns or what not but in denver is more like:STUPID FUCKIN PUTA! and move get out the way some body may loose their life over a gram of dope or some shit'. Yet Pueblo PUEBLO has a shitty fuckin name for this type of talkign and violence, .... shaking my head....... I like pueblo people..... yeah, I dont have no problems there either..... no..... nOpe....that hockey coach surgically removed my wisdom teeth and a mangled molar they were fucked up roots shoved down into my jaw and ears: 16DEC2010. My mother, my mother did my mother taught me how to let out that string of words when I speak that way, my mother did that, but im the one with the indian latino blood line black dutche, she s damn near full blood polish, 1/8th italian.  It can be deadly what I have deadly like it could shoot right up into my head down my back could be cancer, its a lession scar tissue the blood and spine fluid have to work harder to circulate around it, but its not going anywhere I am under very good medical supervision and care, these are things that cannot esculate I have a touchy illness, I have to be careful, I neeeeed fuckin sleeeeep I cant do this....: I understand I understand I understand nodding I understand your reference will be fine you keep it clean and your ent has been on time not a problem, your : MY RENTAL HISTORY IS FINE THIS BETTER NOT, I DONT HAVE RENTAL PROBLEMS EVER IN COLORADO I LEFT ONE PROPERTY ONE HER NAME IS JAN BULLOCK DO YOU NEED HER NUMBER IT WAS 16 YEARS AGO SHE OWNED A BUILDING IN YOUR TOWN I HAVE HER CONTACT INFORMATION SHE WILL TELL YOU I WAS SEXUALLY AND PHYSICALLY ASSAULTED BY A ROOM MATE NOT FROM THE AREA BUT HAD A HISTORY IN HIS AREA OF DOING SUCH A THING....... YOU CAN SPEAK WITH HER IF YOU LIKE SHES MY AUNT S BOSS'JW ITs just shitty my music s not college radio enough or folk enough something its not good enough I get pUMPED WITH A LOT OF GARBAGE AROUND HERE YOU ALL MAKE ME NOT LIKE IT HERE IM NOT SEEING ANY OTHER TYPES OF PEOPLE THEY UH, I DONT FIT HERE THESE FUCKIN VAMPIRIC ENERGY SUCKERS   I Just dont fit in here to young been at it to long and to old, theres no place for me here around any of you aparently, you can speak with my attorneys this shits closed its fuckin closed dont work right no fuckin way, its closed'{CLOSED:JW
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I do not play for that band or any band anylonger. No I dont speak to them I left them in 2005 and did not go back to them it was an abuse environment by band members and the one guitarists wife. Ive closed all band recording projects reopened for  a moment 2008:2009 and I promptly closed it again. I managed Enemy In Me band when Dawn died shortly after it and played drums for them from late 2000-2005 plotting, they took off guitarist and his wife to chicago where the families daughter in law, my exroomate was from communications with my child had been shut down the family wanted for contempt of court in Denver Juvenile court since 2003. I was playing and recording in other projects Enemy In Me was not my sol source project and not under any record label recording contract, any contract of mine. I went over tossed the key into the door slot got my things with another guitarist and left for the recording of courtesy bomber project['2005:2006: Mengesha Inga:REC:2006:2007}STOLEN FILES:ALAMOSA:STOLEN FILES:DENVER STOLEN FILES:FILES LOCK DOWN 2009:SENT FOR ARCHIVALS FROM ORIGINALS NOT ON HAND:RE:HK:RSH:N11}JW
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RE:N11:ZOIETA: PERFORMANCES:3 LOCALE':SHOWINGS 14:INCLUDES FILM SHOWINGS:N11:MI666•2014} PUEBLO COLORADO SPRINGS DENVER:VENUES UNDETERMINED:N11:EXILE:SLAYER•BACKTOONE:OBITUARY[!]


ALL CAP IS DEFINITELY I CAN T READ TH E SCREEN SMALL CAPS EYES WIDE OPEN VERY LITTLE EMOTION WE DONT KNOW HOW THEY GOT THAT IN MEDICAL ITS ALL CAPS OTHER THAN SCRIPTING AND MEDS YOU STEREO TYPE AND JUDGE I CAME FROM VIOLENCE FROM OTHER PEOPLE....YOU SEE A BALD GIRL YOU THINK PRISON OR COMCORE NEVER THAT SHE WAS RAPED AND HER CHILD STOLEN DRUG THROUGH COURT FOR 8 YEARS OVER HER OWN BIOLOGICAL CHILD FROM SOEM NON REGISTERED FAMILY NOT BLOOD RELATION BLOOD RELATION AND CLOSE FAMILY 45 MINTUES FROM DENVER.... WE DONT GET IT... AND RAPED AGAIN AND HER CLOSE FRIEND MURDERED NEVER THAT IVE BEEN SHAVING MY HEAD SINCE 1990 NEVER THAT NEVER I DONT LIKE HAVING HAIR NEVER THAT OR TORMENT AND TORTURING TACTICS NEVER THAT NEVER THOSE THINGS. Because IT HAS BEEN CONSTANT FIGHTING FROM OTHER S INCLUDES PARENTS AS A CHILD NON STOP OTHER PEOPLES ISSUES I NEED TO GO WHERE I DONT KNOW ANYONE AGAIN, THESE PEOPLE LIE AND FIGHT AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE IS WHATS DOING IT THEY DONT LIKE ME IM THE DRUG COUSELOR SO I DONT KNOW i do know you can type in larger font in another program and you can paste it in here and the words shrink back down accurately I found this last couple of weeks as we are trouble shooting.'JW

THEN SOM E FAKE KNOCK!  WE GOT LOCKED OUT!: NO CINDI TOLD YOU I WAS MOVIGN GO LOOK IN MY WINDOWS FAKE LEAVING YOUR KEYS INSIDE DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT ASK ME TO LET YOU IN NO FUCKIN BUILDING I DONT CARE IF YOU LIVE HERE OR NOT THESE BITCHES DONE FUCKED ME UP THE ASS FOR NOT BEING CHRISTIAN OR MORMON OR SOME FUCKIN COCK FUCK CRAWL IN YOUR FUCKIN WINDOW LIAR !}JW  the neighbors new before i did cindi and ron knew that they would not be renewing my lease they had been making some comments about soem things and I had offered him internet and he was avoiding anything about any other neighbor lived in here like buddys like old fuckin rotted out redneck say the word niger buddies, they knew a day or two before I did they had been actingwird I dont like I DONT LIEK THEM I DONT LIKE THEM ANUY OF THEM IM OPNLYU BEING NICE YOUVE DONE NOTHING BUT BOTHER ME AND IVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP FOR OVER A YEAR AND IN HERE WORSE ID ONT LIKE THEM  BECAUSE THEY HAVE TREATED ME LIKE SHIT I DONT LIEK THEM  I DONT LIKE THEM THEY ARE FULL OF SHIT  IDONT LIEK THEM THEY ARE REALLY 2 YEAR OLD LYING GETTING THEIR SHIT SOEM DUMB FUCKIN OLD ROTTED OUT FUCKIN NASTY GOSSIPY LYING FUCKIN WHORE FUCKS BITCH   YOU LIE TO ME EVERY TIME I SEE YOU OLD MAN TO COVER UP YOU R DRUNK DAUGHTER IN LAW WHAT THE FUCK IVE BEEN NICE TO YOU  because i said you people referring to he and her had i not corrected it they would not have thought nothing of it. OBVIOUSLY ive had  REALLY ROUGH SET OF ISSUE S PLAGUEING ME THESE PEOPLE HAVE HAD NORMAL LIVES PRETTY NORMAL LIVES NOT 38 YEARS OF VIOLENCE HELL AND SHIT, THATS VIOLENT YOU MADE ME LIVE IN A BUILDING WITH AVIOLENT NEIGHBOR OR 5 OF THEM FOR 2 YEARS ITS YOU ITS YOU LET ME PULL THE POLICE REPORT ON THIS BUILDING FOR THE PREVIOUS 10 YEARS PLEASE, LET ME PULL SOMETHING LET ME PULL SOMETHING, WWWWWWWWWWWWWWHAT! the art had to be moved in January because the wall were leaking brown shit running down the walls they did not prime it, had they done it correctly this would not be happening they did not prime it some rushed job she asked me to move a week early than the 18thNOV2013 So I moved for her early but this was not done correctly and I had a hanging in January so I got half the collection out of here I cant have nasty shit leaking onto my work its not cheap I pulled my work down quickly']JW

They want all the credit for something that took over 20 years and they want it in 6 and 2 months and to make somebody homeless..... whatever.... ive not been able to utilize the space and the electrical has been fucked up the entire time blowing my things still unrepaired.  I dont know where I am to be. It will need to be figured out. No non sense I walk with hopi, cherokee, aztecs mayans and lacotas, chicanos this will be promptly discussed and figured out, no you are preoccupied with people who have to get their act together every 4 months,  im not and Ill be on my way. 'JW


Sunday, Apr 13 @ 9:04 AM
The paintings went back into circulation after a year break last year:2013, they are in and out of here, Ive managed to hold onto the collection mostly there are 2 pieces from it that I do not have, so I signed off at their removal. 1996-2014:DONNALOCK:ANIMATION PAINTINGS.

I had contacted Pandora radio 2012 and requested they change some policy about bar codes, they would not accept my barcode generated by reverbnation on product :THE ARLIS GAGE:DOPAMINE EP but was set up connective to ITUNES. I went back and forth with them a minute. Told them I thought that was contradictory to labels and how it was not okay. Just in time for Reverbnation to continue billing my account on canceled services for 6 months. Pandora Radio did not know about that part probably went into communication with reverbnation on quick transfer set up, then I was catching Oil drilling and fracking commercials for Drilling in Colorado and couple other things, then opted out after having to change my debit card from being shuffled between accounts rather than them correcting something. I am not going with Pandora Radio for various reasons currently....Im finding it ethically conflicting yet I had advocated independent music and it did not matter could not use the data base networks because they had stolen from me and they had stolen from a handicap disabled person part of me, therefore completely jading my ideas about the net work. Therefore continuing independent stats and status regarding my personal music production, composure and or managements. I dont see Itunes taking on this encryption from my website but I had spoken with them as an apple user for over 20 years and told them I would continue with them but Im not certain at this point. Do we all understand why and are we up to date on me updating and or company updates regarding this record label and or music and art, photography film making and writing. When the projects move to initials only other than RSH:HK that means they are closed projects still in low term operations.
Jennifer L. Weaver
owner: artist/manger
REGRESSSTOLHEAVY©2000-2014

Vibrant has 4 pieces, one of them Im speaking with her about its transition and switch with another piece. Ive got another 2 out. They are made and taken and sold usually. No one wants frames on most of it, I thought they were more like, I want my own frame but theyve not wanted them framed, so they are being made and leaving. Im not getting fully into the medium I specialize in mixed media and earthworks. Ive been scuptling and made canvass for 23 years. Some what but Im little faster at it now so it should be fine. Yes, you can put in a work order in my email I ll look at it, I call within the week. Uh, no. I dont charge shipping and handling on US orders, no.'JW
When I went into retreat I was trying to finally get away from all things that people require for everyday life or what they think they are owed to live life, material things, material wealth, panties anything to get away from you fucking people your fuckin vile to me when you do that what youve done to me over the past 2 years, fuck you fuck you man fuck you lady fuck you your awful to me they pray to keep people as yourself away from me lady.... I do have freedom of religion its you therefore its you they are praying away from me and its not fun its not nice theres nothing kind about it'JW 
[ANDSOBELOW]']JW
HEY ! HEY! WHAT THEY JUST DID TO YOU IS COMPLETELY ILLEGAL NOT WHEN THEY WERE ILLEGAL THEY CANT DO THAT: 'she told me even if I do not have a place on 31MAY14 I am to be out........ R:PF:Lm DR.G:J,Msy:KmN: YOU MEAN YOU ALL GOT CAUGHT YOU MEAN YOU GOT CAUGHT!} LVa:R{its very obvious that it is very illegal we all know them force signing me out of any further leases and them protecting criminal type is illegal we know, we dont much give a fuckin shit, they can get caught just like anyone else and so what its been real fuckin shitty. {if they are asking you to not sign any more lease they also have to let you out of your lease and they did some other shitty stuff . Lying one way one week lies different the next week.  Its other people. She did exactly what I thought she would do but the doctors, IM LIKE THIS FUCKIN LADY THINKS IM FUCKIN DEPRESSED DOING SOMETHIGN FUCKIN WEIRD SHE SAY TO MANY EMAILS, IVE EMAILED THEM AVERAGE ONCE A WEEK SINCE THEYVE OWNED, WE LOOKED AT THE EMAILS THEY ARE ALL ABOUT THE BUILDIGN WHY THE FUCK WOULD I EVER EMAIL THEM ITS ABOUT THE BUILDIGN WHY WOULD I EVER EMAIL THEM ?  FOR ANY THING? WHY IF ITS NOT ABOUT THEIR FUCKINB UILDING WHY WHY WOULD I FUCKIN EMAIL THEM, JESUS FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK  NO BODY CARES LADY AND  HOW FUCKING ABUSIVE:[ 3 DOCTORS]

behemoth:moonspellrites[alternateversion]JENNIFER BLACKDUTCH:EROKEETRIBE:'HE AINT COMIN BACKHEREYOUHEARMEIFIHAVETOSENDYOUBACKHEAITNCOMINBACKHERE:•I was married a little over a year, thats not a true hypen name, no, thats my adopted maiden name, my last name is ie:geise:wilk•  
;'Ive got this one doctor you need to see he does not speak english, he could look at you look at what you are taking make sure you doing all of it correctly give you something else perhaps help with some of whats going on, Ill get his information, hes your best match calculated, because you study the same it would be better  check up for your other your doing the plants: 'Yeah, my grandmother, polish gave to josephine, josephine and joseph, grandparents, godparents treated me with plant and vitamin medicine, by 16 i was studying with very old medicine people never stopped studying it, its just taken me down these odd paths.  Roots, thse things prep how to prepare hard core medicines, but yeah, long time then picked up psychology stuff, naaa should have stayed on this but back on it only loosing about 6 years out of 38 years of life . We will see, get his information Ill go see him....:alright, naaa, aint nothing really: they should open one in denver Ill move to denver with you but not work with you I need to paint, and get these books out I start herbalist studies combined 8 years college so we will see got my 32 years in on yoga, so Ilm alright Ill be alright, spiritually, although its grown to fast, I like it here, but we will see.' RE:CONVRS:2011:2014
LABS:CBC:H[FLAGGED]{'jennifer we think it may be dehydration:Ill hydrate and have it reordered at my other doctor shes going to check a couple of other things. Ill let you know: thank you jennifer'}JW:N11
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what they really meant roe is they dont like my music or coffee smells or medical cannibis or people who hang out with gay people or non christians is what they meant they say they dont like denver trash someting.............'
'whichone? the people which ones clinched tight foot in the closests ones face which ones the people youre keeping away from me the type ?:JW si':HjKdM


He left his cat out his cat tried to charge through my door to fight with my cat. Last night around 8PM-9pm  6 I have pictures of him charging through my door to fight with my cat I could barely get in my apartment
Because the building had 3 managers the time I lived here, The one guy it ate at him his substance abuse built and built. Self medicating mechanics. The second couple left after the 6th month they told me:' we dont like old carpet, before that mark had not finished some work I started for him and I was not being paid for it then I got sick, then this last manager was fucking me in other ways and being one way to my face and another to others, yet using me and a couple of others for the sale of this building to make it appear better.... then every other day some something plugs into something else just happened or happens.....Who gets the reference, like what manager what owner, theyve barely owned it. Ive lived here through hell and shit and water damage and roofs and you name it no sleep breakins beligerant meth heads, people unstable taking their yelling problems out on me then these cats and this and that this is not fixed but this cosmetic work is being done, I dont know....I want to work with them and hope they are different but its not being shown to me any difference, they were hot then cold, in a matter of one month so I have no idea what control method this is but Its probably not going to work much longer if thats what it is.  I cant set up the music studio my things are to expensive to replace: Replaced :  computer, rice maker, a tea and coffe press:     espresso maker damaged a heater damaged, synth beat machine fan rice maker electric tea kettle, all these things were barely used and just purchased.....all but the computer and beat machine:korg. I cannot sleep in there the noise, the noise is still out here but less and I cannot plug my things in and I have damaged things now, the 1000$ deductible is 2000$ cheaper on the damages over 2000$'JW

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WHAT ARE YOU:subzerohiker/jungle milage since 1990:1994 45ºbelow zero is the special sir:n11•   HK:se[ie]ka©2007-2011:{'we would leave for another month, Im walking high country in spring then coming back in novemember and february: re:alma/leadvil area:1994{arkansas river and valley area tretorous, walked up through mexico into new mexico into the valley  its a terror those areas in the fall winter spring and erratic weather channels:[prvisly]:ozarks:mountain biking and climbing:age 3 but age:6:1982:APELACIA:TENNESEE:MISSISSIPI:ARKANSAS:[ALTERANE]OZARKS:COLORADO:ARIZONA:UTAH:NEWMEXICO:[ALTERANE]1994-1996:1998-2000:2007-2011OCT:
CANNIBALCORPSE:DISFIGURED•N11:MI666
DEATH:CASKET•“•
{'no, im from arkansas:memphis, imma johnnycash, si, my mother and auntie and them [grandmother godmother grandfather father]from new york, si, shrugging dont know.....im not going to jackson to shop bitch•JW


I have studied transcendental meditation for 30 years just about in full with guides. I practice Kundalini, Yin[yen] Hatha, basic and pilates yoga for 30 years. I have been bald off and on for 30 years, but in full 1994-1996 returned to it 2008-2014. I think we know where my underlying non religion lies but you can further examine yourselves if you like...... the toilet is in arkansas and it is clogged up all the way into colorado, astral mess from pigs }JW

Ive had 2 drinks this year, I dont drink. I have not previously.  Went like 2 years. I dont like it I dont like dealing with drunks. She was asking me if I needed a tab I dont know mght. I come from straight edger type punks and growing up christianity, they used church to hide they were beating and molesting me, so I dont go to church either. I am initiated buddhist since 1988:1990.  I dont like that muther fucker got beaten and everyone is scared of that when the streets are full of guns some dumbitch named jesus beaten and murdered gets all the glory for abuse in my world not what you think, so I had to make him a witch. In my head I had to turn him into a witch. Theoretically, you are incorrect your knowledge of that type of ritual and system crucifiction. You are incorrect and you perverted it by making a religion centered around it which is very very young 2000 years ago to base a religion around that premis is incorrect. Its not pious or godly its not anything but pervision and control.  The son of man was an imperfect manic man or not, perhaps or not but that was some bipolar shit and could come back a real evil entity just by [this guy i told him] 'quantics'. Just by the energy pattern that spiraled out saying he was sitting on the right hand of god.  I dont know if god fingered his ass hole or not but I can gaurantee you just by science by them doing that way back there and what you tripped out over religion, is a book of history and yes those things create patterns.  Do I think Jesus is Satan?   si . You cannot do what they did way back there and be like hes dead is over its gone like that. You can from an animal type perspective but even animal handle atonement in a different way they have respectful atonement for the animal including us... humans..... we dont much respect them, so he got thrown into animal... which is shaman and what you see these events that fold and unlock and run out are just from im probably being a good soul, had he not been and that happened..... well..... I think you did something bad and it spun out and I think there are actual humans that went into being into animal as watchers and guardians for such a soul.  By the 2000 year come full circle and are tossed into being.  His nature appears odd to me as a psych person... I had similar tendency so I looked at christianity in theology for a moment to check the guy out because I had been lied to by my parents and I left it.  I do still incorporate teachings of some saints in some of my meditation and yoga clinics, but I do not over elaborate.  My uncle prays the rosary he is catholic they do not go to mass.  My aunt was brought up catholic catholic school, I went to private christian school some and regular private school and public school. I was raised catholic by my grandparents . My grandmother dead by my age 11 my grandfather dead by my age 15, they were both my parents, my parents were not present and my father had died at my infantcy.  Jesus himself, itself, I identify Jesus and Mary Magdelin as one being, it, 'IT' THEM unisex, non gender specific, is jesus, the two and they are a shaman witch not what you think, wo whatever your self righteous crap on your idea of this christian person who was never christian to begin with  'JW


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why do you have a sleep log?: Because my neighbors have not allowed me sleep for months and years.........no they are very loud at night coming home late I started the sleep log for my neurologist because of my neighbors since NOV2013-CURRENT THEY DONT ALLOW{'doesnotmean definedby 'permiiiiitttted'] ME TO SLEEP THEY HAVE BEEN WAKING ME UP PASSIVE AGGRESSIVELY FOR 2 YEARS  THEY WERE AND ARE LOUD AT 1-5AM SLEEP LOG BECAUSE OF THEM THAT LIVE IN MY BUILDING, ITS BEEN GOING ON FOR QUITE SOME TIME UNATTENDED three weeks ago shes said they would be renewing my lease then changed her mind I dont know how a owner of 2 months can make much reference, but she told me my reference was fine that she would give me a good reference but Ive not rented from her but for a couple of months they just bought it.....hmn... I asked her about if theres nothing to rent and she said 31stMAY......I dont know that is domestic violence and was I filing it on all in the building and the owner.... its not different domestic violence from the other tenants and the  owner but she keeps that other tenant.....who came home drunk fighting with her boyfriend causing issues, she kept her, but ive been in domestic violence in this building since 2012..... abusers still on site.....its no different only ive not committed domestic violence, but they keept them makes no sense they are breaking the law..... im not theyve been harassing me because they are all addicts or addicted to alcohol or drugs... they need co dependency the owners and the tenants they like co dependent  people. I aquired a case manager to help me with moving over a year ago. To much back and forth not alot of resolved even moved in the building. Did not help was worse on sleep.'JW:ORIGIN:INHUMAN:11

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RE:MUSIC:{'I had described it as the beauty pageant people it was to beautypageant then it looked like some jeanbonnetsometing and I was like then givem a BEAUTY PAGEANT:[PELVICTHRUSTING]MR. D I C K E N S O N:11 [WILLIAMBLAKE:{I dont like water•• Im desert people it grosses me out I come from a place of chaos, to much waaaaaaater:sh:RSH}JW

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RO SAY SMOKE MORE POT:JOAN SAY {JANUARY2013:'wwwwwwwwwwwwhat are you going to do about the morphine? what are you going to do a bout the morphine?: I SSSSSSSSSSSSSTOPED IT PROMPTLY IM SICK FROM IT TOO RIGHT THA FUCK NOOOOOOOOW: we can get the pot jennifer{glen:{'THERE IS SOME PAIN THE POT DOES NOT TOUCH FOR WHAT EVER FUCKIN REASON PARKINSON MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS WHAT EVER WE CAUGHT THIS AT, I am under treatment with a few doctors I have been studying and treating myself holistically herbally vitamins diet for 7 years now}JW{' The Er Doc and I got into it, ive been in training his joooAAAAAAAAAAAAAAB! shortly there after and the xray they knew the pain level I was in and I was paralyzed, strok elike stiffened like a dead spider']JW:N11{' why about the kids:  some cum fuck getting them high and sexualy assaulting them and no body believing them. And have you ever seen a dog eat pot what it does to them...... I dont think its a good Idea I pushed for the child proof bottles' jennifer}JW

'he, what god a he?: their god is a he a man ran out of there hes gay hes a gay man if their god is a man ran away they dont like gays in the south, they dont like the way I look here, but when I tell them you say that to me youll be fffffffffffffffffffucked fucked'}JW:N11

Why did they think you were secretive about the pot?: I dotn know thats what they think dont know I dotn like it around the kids the kids I dotn like the kids around it unless they are prscribed it, I dotn like the kids around it: well, I think they are being dumb fuckin cunt muther fuckers }SisSy:DcK,Peterson:Ro:gLeN:MsFsr:KImN:                 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahACK:              nlm•ºmln:
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Some counties fucked up you have to go after the state, those people in fort collins can smell their own shit its mental cruelty what they did people were suffering in court with migraines and back pain and eating ibprophen for couple of years because could not take anything herbal I was being drugged and had to indure if I would have to take drug tests labs for taking meds regardless or could not see my child, then no labs, so they ripped me through hell, all the puking from the migraines work having to be in court and school and missing school for court for false claims and defimation of character all unfounded by denver juvenile courts for years however child not returned its mental cruelty what fort collins did their balloon stunt its truama and devasting what theyve done I cannot describe my emotions my feelings are shot hung up in my damaged neurological system THE CHILD WAS NOT INFORCED ANY VISITATION THE ALOGATIONS ARE SOMETHING LIKE REPORTING ABUSE PROBABLY THAT THEY INFLICTED WHEN I WAS NOT EVEN SEEING HER SOCIAL SERVICES HAD BEEN TAKING ME TO THE LOCATION TO PICK HER UP AND THEY WERE NOT SHOWING EVERY OTHER WEEK FOR NEARLY 2 YEARS SOCIAL SERVICES WAS TAKING ME TO PICK HER UP AND THEY WERE NOT SHOWING UP BECAUSE I CALLED THE COPS ON THEM TO GET HER AND THE COPS WOULD NO LONGER GO TO THEIR HOME TO ENFORCE VISITATION SO SOCIAL SERVICES WAS PICKING ME UP FROM WORK DOWN TOWN DENVER  DAY JOB ORDERED REGARDLESS OF 5 X THE AMOUNT OF MONEY I MADE SELF EMPLOYED: 3 YEARS CHP+ RECORDS ADMINISTRATOR 101,000 PAPER FILES CORDINATOR, YOUR FUCKIN FILES ROOM LOOKS LIKE SHIT BITCH•2004:MUSHROOMTHERAPYARMINVANBUURENSPRECIOUS MIX:MARKOTTEN'JW}

I can see one pretty negatively, nope I get them off and on the phone questions about the music Im off I took the year off only obligated contract to finish recording. 
 
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THEY WERE NOT FIGHTING IN CUSTODY COURT AND FIGHTING STUPID FCUKIN MEN AND WOMEN OFF SEXUALLY FOR THEIR ENTIRE LIVES AND NOT IN COURT OVER THEIR CHILD GETTING OUT OF THE HOUSE CHILD KIDNAPPED RAAAAPED 8 YEARS DENVER JUVENILE COURT THEY WERE NOT GOING TO COLLEGE WORKING FULLY TIME HE OR SCOTT!!!!!!! PETER OR SSSSSSSSSSSCOT FUCKIN WHORES TRIPPED UP JUNKY THAT GUY SNORTING SHIT UP HIS FUCKIN WHORE JUNKY WWWWWWWWWIFE!}JW

SWITCH:SUICIDECOMMANDO:BODYCOUNTPROCEED[SITDRMX:BULL SHITWEBRINGIN IN THE MUTHER FUCKIN VAMPIRE BITCH! 1995 MEXICO SHOW:DROVE BITCH DROVE THA FUCKIN KA BACK CUNT VFCK:[GODMODULE:INSIDEOUT}WUMPSCUT:MOTHER[MATERNALINSTINCT]Thaaaatissooooosecretageeeentmmaaaaan:DID YOU KNOW PETERBERGMAN BRUMLEY':FUCK NO SPITTING VFKTHATSTUPITPUTA:brumley:crusasnewmexico:[ITHOUGHTHATDUMBASSCOCKVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVFK•didyoueatallthisunshineacid:MUSEEEI:youbetterhopetheresomegodamnthorzineinthatbag:}N11 'I found electronic music very difficult it triggered things yet I comosed it, we must have been drivign out of new mexico sun coming up out of mexico tammy and I 95 96 or something sun coming up that was not a bad trigger, some of the repeatitive sounds .....shakingmy head, my hearing my teeth out sounds fuck with me real quick... dont know, .....dont know maybe they need to arrest somebody some people...... soemthign gun something over an over again .....abruptness.....guns.... to many of them average every 3 days in contact with people with guns or them in my face since age infant:{then checked on the warehouse in denver see whats going on there, contemplating a warehouse spoke to glen about it because of the work getting ready to go out and the collection is for sale to purchase such a thing or building to accomodate}•cafiene Im cutting back again I dont know where it is it was in the cup when I went to bed Ill let you know if it turnes up and where, but it was in there, noooo the cat is not to be up there cat gets kenneled at night. 
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define slammedoor: THIS IS A VIRTUAL OFFICE POP OFF SLAMMED OOR TO THIS OFFICE HAS BEEN THIS WAY {SLAMMEDOOR SINCE 2005 WHEN I LEAVE IT THE OFFICE THIS OFFICE. DEFINED TO DAUGHTER WHEN I COULD NOT SEE HER, IM ON HERE IM ON THE INTERNET SINCE 2005 SLAMMEDOOR IM PISSED OFF IM OUT! OUT! HAS BEEN THIS WAY BEFORE I LANDED HERE BEFORE YOU ALL KNEW ME HERE OR THERE, SLAMMEDOOR MEANS PISSED OFF IM OUT FOR MY KID FOR MY KID IVE BEEN ON HERE FOR 9 YEARS FOR MY KID NO COMMUNICATIONS SOME DUBM BITCH!}JW WHEN IT SAY CLOSED OUT FOR 2 WEEKS TO A MONTH POTENTIALLY OR IM SIGNED OUT AINT COMING BACK A MINUTE AND CALL THE COP TELL THEM YOUVE BEEN KIDNAPPED IF YOUR PLAYING IM SNEEKING OUT RUNNING AWAY EMANCIPATION OR NOT THAT DECK FULL CLOSED MEANS YOU CAN CALL THE COPS ANYTIME BUT CLOSED MEANS NO EMERGENCY MENTAL HEALTH MAINTENANCE HELP FOR YOU IF YOU CALL THAT THIS THIS FUCKIN MESS THESE PEOPLE AND THEIR FUCKIN SHIT!}JW

I had signed in to use reverbnation as primary, suggested by my cousin nathan who I am equally irritated and angry with currently but he and I can talk we always have been able to do that but hes pretty pompus himself, so ....no I love him we are not perfect, he was looking like travolta in 'pelham123' about halfway through the airforce touring in the middle east, no pun intended, sirs......  I had contacted Pandora radio 2012 and requested they change some policy about bar codes, they would not accept my barcode generated by reverbnation on product :THE ARLIS GAGE:DOPAMINE EP but was set up connective to ITUNES.  So I went back and forth with them a minute. Told them I thought that was contradictory to labels and how it was not okay.  Just in time for Reverbnation to continue billing my account on canceled services for 6 months. Pandora Radio did not know about that part probably went into communication with reverbnation on quick transfer set up, then I was catching Oil drilling and fracking commercials for Drilling in Colorado and couple other things, then opted out after having to change my debit card from being shuffled between accounts rather than them correcting something.  I am not going with Pandora Radio for various reasons currently....Im finding it ethically conflicting yet I had advocated independent music and it did not matter could not use the data base networks because they had stolen from me and they had stolen from a handicap disabled person part of me, therefore completely jading my ideas about the net work.  Therefore continuing independent stats and status regarding my personal music production, composure and or managements.  I dont see Itunes taking on this encryption from my website but I had spoken with them as an apple user for over 20 years and told them I would continue with them but Im not certain at this point.  Do we all understand why and are we up to date on me updating and or company updates regarding this record label and or music and art, photography film making and writing.  When the projects move to initials only other than RSH:HK that means they are closed projects still in low term operations. Well, my god, I had been recording on nikaya11 project 2 years before I left denver: nikaya11©2005-2014, went back put the demo/debuts in for obscura 2008:OVERTHETRAX:WAXTRAX BLACK AND READ TWIST AND SHOUT APRIL: This was for film I have been submitting for indie film music since 2000. It is a hobby I had been messing with some of it because I need to make medicine documentation film and other conditions film and continue indie film. The only reason it got lumped back into Rock was with the outing of  'dram'. Those songs were to long for regular radio play other than the classical music which did not go out either, but this was a real pain in the ass.  Alll of it its just a hobby now its going back into mainstream work, but those albums trip hop abstract and so forth Im associated with black metal, progressive punk and metal and rock music scene there in denver but have been in the electronic scene since 1994 and memphis elecronic scene, if there is one.... shit, but I was working with that and acid jazz alot so I dont know what you people thought ive got over 20 years just in music business and know it in and out but this was a fuckin shitty thing man. I DONT JUDGE I SEE AND WORK WITH  PEOPLE IN THE RECORD INDUSTRY OFF AND ON AND ARTS THERE ARE DRUGS THERE ARE ISSUES THERE ARE PROBLEMS WITH DRUGS AND DIRTY DRUGS AND FUCKIN ALCOHOL PILLS I DONT GIVE  A MUTEHR FUCK IT AINT MY FUCKIN BODY.'JW

No I went into Corporate America and College directly out of high school, shrugging, all this they say something about professionals Im just in the ral of self employment now moving my own work into corporate america before age 40 years old, Ive been doing this shit for a very long time my adopted step grandfather was a photographer and print maker owned a print shop, its my life I dont put up with alot of this ever. No, This is a real dumb group of people im not dealing with any longer. My boss in Colorado Springs Jack Riley was a wall street bastard right out of wallstreet 10 years before I came in, hmn I dont mess with little things to much no more, not after all this I dont mess with crap small shit to much never did, but I did so it rendered me to a degree:1994-1997

This would not have covered them anyway even if they had been paying me I DONT KNOW MAYBE YOU SHOULD RECACULATE YOUR ACTIONS HOW YOU TREAT PEOPLE THEY SHIT ON EVERYTHING TYPICAL OF A JUNKY TO JUST RANDOMLY AFTER A MONTH SHIT  ALL OVER EVERYTHING THATS THE ONLY REASON THEY THINK OF SEX SO MUCH THEY BACKED UP ON ALL THEY FUCKIN STREET PURCHASED PHARMECEUDICALS SO FUCKIN BACKED UP  SHIT COMING OUT THEIR FACE  BUT I DONT HAVE ANY TIME FOR IT I DONT WIPE ASSES OR CHANGE DIAPERS
It did not matter: In memphis  if I helped out at shows I had a hundred or a couple hundred dollars in my pocket after shows this was fuckin slavary what they did Im little over it'JW

I have been recording my own work since 2000 picked up my own work. Recording and producing my own work on this solo project since 2005: nikaya11©2005-2014 with other copyright materialed projects.  APR2007-{ I did not return back to the city until 11OCT11: when I showed up at my aunts, I barely know people in her town did not come into public circulation until 2012:2013 Fallen sick for a year still not fully recovered: Teeth fully extracted started with wisdom teeth 16DEC2010 and a Molar: Teeth fully extracted: APR2013-SEP2013: cause:they think over medication and some medications so did health south physical rehabilitation hospital: JAN-MAR2013 HOSPITALIZED COULD NOT WALK:QUADROPALEGIC WHEELCHAIR: TRANSVERSEMYELITIS}
1999-2000:Soul lovely:spoken word drums/word:I had seem similar in Jessica this other jessica I know many, just wanted you to do alot of work for them for free, although that she was not doing theeeese types of manipulations with be my girlfreind or else soem dumb ass shit like that some let me in your place so I can steal your panties and jack off in public places rather than touching you and this is the way I am this way.... I had worked with many musicians but these guys were the most pompus self centered aerogant  egotiscal dumb fuckin bitches ever.
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Those yoga pics I took in crestone. I weigh 15 lbs more in that photograph, si, so I took the break was uncertain could not recall actual optimal yogic weight. After my daughters birth, and yoga I was wearing about size 3-4, yet gained for climbing. The older I get the smaller I get I think, but the neurologist explained to me there could be weight loss associated with the illness.  They would be keeping a close eye on it, as he does not see it much, re:transversemyelitis:re:also people who gain weight from medications, he also explained.} I do understand it to be a precursor to certain illnessess, undetermined its access, however underlies parkinsons and multiple sclerosis. Many things. Parkinsons is in my family heavily. My mother side of the family;maternal.  I am understanding treatments and new treatments regarding such illnesses, neurological. I am committed to finding healthy alternatives in its treatments.  Now there are small surgical implants, non drug alternatives. My hopes are they continue to find things working better for myself and others.  In me, opinions on myself only, so that I can continue my life at a higher quality or best I can.  I do not plan on completing or finishing my psychology degree at this time or in any near future.  Any psychiatric studies regarding most mental health pharmeceudicals and not , are similar in that we have come along way from locking people up with dental issues and diabetes in the realms of mental health. Within normal weight range we discussed today weight fluctuations. How I could not ever get back in the other range of weight, for some reason. 3JAN2014}Neurology:I started this omega fat. Could be fine. Could be stress , we compared my morphine in the hospital weight, ... this is what I liked:re:appointment quickly, clumsy cold stiffened, pain level about 6-8....

There had been a 15lb decrease in weight since last january. I came home healed myself up with the help of support teams. These other supplements rather than chemicals. I had no pain medication when I came home I opt out, but they were pulling my teeth so I had that medication dual purpose, however dry sockets, it never evened out.  The pain medication came after feeling was coming back. Returning feeling to the body, then I had to have something .  I dont know if it were any delayed response or anything but it was not hanging at any particular weight and they figured it would go down like that.  Had the same problem as a teen and child.  I could  make weight then I could not and it sucked.  ' I SHORTED MYSELF 1ML, CRsn}  I measured it off when I got home and it was short.  We discussed non narcotic medications. She stated..['thats not treatment we dont practice so much that here. I just wanted to shake her hand for about 10 minutes, goooood gooood. I understood her together we could understand one another better.    }"I dont like feeling delayed or untrusting or drugged or nothing like that:  {o, I know] and the depression is absurd what comes from such medications.  Not telling her it took 3 months to digest a very carefullyplanned diet in the hospital because of the meds and they fed me meat and they fed me turkey.  Couldnt feel it, but ask trish  courtney nathan, glen, them what happened when I ate turkey when all us kids were home the 3 of us, nathan and trish from the war after 8 and 10 years?: I was fkn doubled over in the office floor room shaking piercing sharp pain in the stomach sweating and that is typically my reaction to turkey, she buys from only certain meat butcher type people local places or soemthing but not any crap meat or they wont eat it but they eat fried chicken kfc or popeyes:YIKES I DONT KNOW WHY IT CREEPS ME OUT THAT BECAUSE OF THE BATTER MIGRAINE FOR A WEEK or something .  TODAY I HAD GLUTEN: Was out with out food I can definitely tell I had something and even after taking things, so I dont know.  But turkey makes me sick I was so torso numb that guy loaded me up more turkey on a plate with potatos, health south physical rehabilitation hospital....I felt sick but I was able to eat meat. IS IT IMPORTANT TO YOU YOU HAVE TO EAT ANIMAL?:do you have a spine illness do you bleed for 48-72 hours every 30 days do you get migraines?   When they tell you to eat it you know you may get sicker but your so sick anyway. They were feeding me meat every day. I was told to eat because they were concerned with the nature of how I got sick and what it was  if protein was needed.  The actual construction of the diet was very well planned when I got there I had noting to really eat for several days.  I was unable to shit piss, lift my arms or walk lost all feeling numb no temp no nothing, could not hold my head up could not eat on my own ... Im not going on about this tonight.  I went to the Neuro doctors office.  We could figure out my medication....'JW

'did you say you were behind a year?: projects, projects behind a year  maybe not you all dont seem to know shit so I was keeping it like that.  I keep having to move or some damage or something mid project it s areal pain in the ass. Because you keep bothering me I get real irritable you keep interupting me and bothering me and you dont pay me when you do so you keep bothering me you keep bothering my life my things my projects my stuff you keep bothering me  and my daughters probably dead'JW

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I NEED LEASING FOR UP TO 2 YEARS MAY ONLY TAKE A YEAR, I AM BEHIND ON ART SALES I FELL DEATHLY ILL 2013 FULLY HANDICAP COMING OUT OF IT AND FULL TEETH REMOVAL MOVED YEAR BEFORE THAT YEAR BARELY SET UP SHOP HAVE AN ART AUCTION AND SHOWING S AND PERFORMANCES TO PREPARE FOR THIS CANNOT CONTINUE ITS INTERUPTING MY BUSINESS AND LIFE AGAIN....AGAIN.... DOES NOT MEAN DO IT AGAIN MEANS IT IS HAPPENING AGAIN AND STOP PLEASE PLEASE STOP.....................N11:RSH:AMAN I HAVE A KIDNAPPED CHILD AND IT REMINDS ME OF MORE RAPE HER NOT AROUND ITS AWFUL ITS GOD AWFUL I AM TO BE BACK IN FULL MEDICAL HERBAL STUDIES BY NEXT YEAR FOR DOCTORATE AND OR PHD YOU CANNOT CONTINUE TO DO THIS TO ME THE STATE OWES ME MILLIONS IN PUNITIVE DAMAGES IF I DONT HIT THE STOP BUTTON IT DEPLETES PROGRAMS AND STOP! STOP IT!}JW:{CLOSED
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•15APR:20MG BENEDRIL PM:AM ALLERTIES:MID RANGE TO BAD 9PM:1AM-6AM
•14APR:20MG BENEDRIL PM:AM ALLERGIES BAD 11PM:1AM-4AM
30MAR-APR5
º13APR: DISPENSED:7:30AM: 10MG:RIZATRIPTAN  8AM:LATE:6AM DOSE DISPENSE:NEUROTIN: 7ML:{INTRACTIBLE MIGRAINE: BAROMETER[?] 
º12APR:
•11APR:
º10APR:
 º9APR: 1AM-4:45AM: DISPENSED RIZATRIPTAN 10MG 4PM:INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE
º8APR: 2AM-6AM PAIN LEVEL VARIED TODAY BETWEEN 5-8 LEVEL:DISPENSED 10MG RIZATRIPTAN 20MG 2PM:BENEDRIL   
º7APR:1AM-5AM
º6APR:2AM-6AM
º5APR:12PM-3:00AM:4:30AM-7AM
º4APR:º4APR:11PM-6AM:5{8PMPAIN LEVEL 6}IM NOT CERTAIN AT THIS TIME MY TREATMENTS WITH THEIR TREATMENTS AT THE NEUROLOGY OFFICE, PLEASE CHECK WITH YOUR PRIMARY CARE PROVIDER THIS IS LICENSED MEDICAL MATERIAL NOT SUGGESTIVE:PRIMARY LOG:DATA COUNT PROCESSED PUBLIC MATERIAL:NOT PRIMARY LOG
º3APR:12AM-6AM{NO HERBAL OR VITAMIN TREATMENT•
º2APR:11PM-3:30AM{PIN LEVEL 4-5
º1APR:1AM-6AM{7:17 PAIN LEVEL:8  3MILES IN 20MIN:
23MAR-29MAR
•31MAR:
•30MAR
•29MAR:
•28MAR:
•27MAR:DISPENSED:10MG:RIZATRIPTAN 8PM:  11PM-2AM:4AM-7:30AM
NOTES:{Im getting these real sharp quick pains periodic in my head pain level parked no lower than 4: today at 5-7 was avoiding migraine med, dont know why I had nothing on my stomach and had to make phone calls when we were back from studios 3 today: 8:30am:{IM ON MY WAY 7:15AM HEADING DOWN THE PASS:ALRIGH see you in a minute got half way through pilates had to eat and get read, the pain is sharp and quick,  i move wrong my back is all fucked up i can feel the bones move in my back and neck and knees and feet and it sends this sharp pain into my head pulsating at a 10:trauma pain level 13 then stops then comes back then stops then comes back}JW

NOTES: [HOW ARE YOU DOING WITH THE CAT AND DIRT DUST  POLLEN COMING SOON WITH OUT THE BENEDRIL YOU HAVE 2 MONTHS NOW: IVE GOT THE GABAPENTIN AT ONE FULL TABLESPOON 3 X PER DAY AND THAT IS WORKING WELL STILL WITH SIDEFFECTS BUT I SEE MINIMAL:[SIDEFFECT: UNTRUSTING:NO I AM OUT OF A GOOD PART OF PAIN AND I SEE THINGS VERY CLEARLY, DEPRESSION INCREASED YES, DEPRESSION DOWN IN A MONTH YES: "not so hot but actually yeaaah, Im looking at that right now.....I might need something....I dont know about the benedril the bendril and if Icrave a cigarette at night and bum one off some body... Im like nervous and anxiety, but my allergies are what make me depressed, I need that taken care of, Ill see tabitha shes testing me for food again and all allergens and lead some couple other things, rheumatoid arthritis and osteoarthritis, I think thats more what your going for and Ill follow up very soon Ill see if she can write something or tell me something which may not be no different as far as allergies go, and my treatment, Im sure there s other things, Im taking every thing just about you can take daily for it and it mostly works if I remember to take it, benedril you have to take it every 4 hours or something..... the herbals work better if I am taking it as told, but there is a train wreck pile up some where and the cat collects or soemthing}JW
WEEK: 30MAR14-5MAR14



º29MAR:12AM-4:30AM
º28MAR:10PM-5AM
º27MAR:11PM-4AM
•26MAR: 2AM-5AM

•25MAR:12AM-4:30AM

•24MAR:11PM-6AM

23MAR: 2AM-7AM:} OR ITS BEING HACKED ILL CHECK MY ARCHIVES I DONT KNOW THIS LOKS REAL FUCKE DUP AT A CERT POINT TO ME THIS IS A MEDICAL HPA DOCUMENT YOU ARE NOT TO DO ANYTHING WITH IT WHY DONT YOU STAY OUT OF MY SHIT, THIS SEEMS TO HAPPEN EVERY FEW WEEKS THERES THIS ONE DAY...... I FIND IT ODD SURE, YOUR SO BORED

MENSTRAL

•22MAR}DAY SKIPPED THI SMO, WHICH ONE:YESTERDAY....

•22MAR:1AM-5AM}PAIN LEVELS VARY:4-6 CONTINUED GABAPENTIN AT NEW DOSE REG:7ML 3X PER DAY:CONTINUED PHYSICAL THERAPIES:YOGA/PILATES/HIKING/RESISTANCE WEIGHTS:CONTINUED VITAMIN REPLACEMENTS AND HERBAL SUPPLEMENTATIONS

•20MAR:1:30AM-6AM{PAINLEVEL:5} I believe its the gensing I took one after taking a break from it, its something to do with this combination, Using it for antidepressant and memory help, I will continue to remain off it, it helps me sleep as well, Im thinking Ill tryi it at night in a couple of weeks{made me feel awake and asleep I just need to mess with the combination}N11

•19MAR:12AM-5AM{ PAIN LEVELS BACK AND FORTH THIS MORNING 7-9

•18MAR:1AM-5AM{PAIN LEVELS TEETERED IN AND OUT OF 5-9 YESTERDAY

notes:STEROID PACK BEGAN, IT KNOCKS THE SWELLING DOWN WITH IN  A FEW HOURS HAVING SOMEWHAT OF A RELAPSE IN TRANVERSE MYELITIS SYMPOMS HOWEVER DO STATE I WAS ABLE TO NOT FULLY BUT CLEAN UP MY PLACE THERE HAD BEEN SOMETHING GOING ON WITH A FRIEND I DO REPORT HER ASLEEP AT THIS TIME, JUST A PROBLEM AND THERE HAD BEEN ALREADY A PROBLEM LAST WEEK AND WEEK BEFORE RE MY CONDITION AND IF I COULD STILL WALK I WOULD BE DOING SO BUT IT WAS AT MY DISCRETION THAT I CONTINUE MY LIFE SHE HAD TO TAKE CARE OF SOME THINGS AND EXPLAINS AND WHEN THEY DO THAT IF I AM SICK, THEN ITS GOING TO PUNCTURE THE SKIN IN MY PERSONALITY RE:HORN[Z] THE DEVIL: PAINLEVEL 8}11:44PM
•17:1:30AM-3:30:4AMST {PAIN LEVEL 6-8 VARIES, CUT GABAPENTIN DOSAGE MAKES ME HAVE TO KIT LITTLE MORE THAN I LIKE, BUT IM NOT IN A WHEEL CHAIR SO I WILL ATTEMPT MORE POSITIVE EXPRESSION:{THERAPIES SUGGESTED:CONTINUED ART CLASSES INTO THE 3RD QUAD-MESTER, BEGAN 8 MONTHS AGO}PROJECTED TIME FRAMES FOR HERBL AND VITAMIN ENHANCEMENTS-REPLACEMENTS CERTIFICATION PROCESS:FALL2014:WINTER:2015} 
•16:1AM-5AM

MAR9-15TH

•15MAR:12AM-4AM

•14MAR:1AM-2AM-4AM-6AM

•13MAR: 6PM-7:30PM:Unplugging the telephone that one, yeah, ringers off, some dumbitch

1:30AM-6AM:{INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE:DISPENSED RIZATRIPTAN 10MG:DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG{this one will make me vomit}PAIN LEVEL 9-10{Im probably dying of spine cancer Ill probably die from it, they ve not diagnosed any cancer, but its probably there everybody talks about cancer to me all the time every day, every day.....killme shit im over it

•12MAR:11PM-4AM}

NOTES:{Continued lowered dose of 7ml 3x Per day Gabapentin:Are discontinuing use of gensing for 1 month Lowered doses of some of it
•11MAR:2014:12AM-4:30AM

{MAR2-MAR9•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••BUT I KNOW ITS TUESDAY}

•10MAR:11PM:12AM:1AM-3AM:

AND HERE WE ARE AGAIN LOOKS LIKE SAME PROBLEM:MARCH 9TH DATE IT IS MARCH 11TH THAT WOULD MAKE LAST NIGHTS SLEEP NIGHT MARCH 10 AND IT IS NOT PER SLEEP LOG
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SUNDAY:
9MAR:12AM-6AM:FAN ON HIGH BLOWING CAT HAIR THAT GOT MISSED BY THE VACUME{FAN RUNNING AT NIGHT FOR 1 YEAR, ELECTRICAL:NEW FAN 1 YEAR{FAN 2 YEARS im tired of hearing the fan I TURN UP BECAUSE I HEAR IT UP STAIRS

•{8MAR:

•{7MAR:11PM-3AM:4AM-6AM:

6MAR:11:30PM-2AM:4AM-7AM:GABAPENTIN REG AT LOWERED DOSE ADMINISTERED 7ML:8AM:PHYSICAL THERAPY RESUMES:YOGA/PILATES

5MAR:11PM-3AM:ATTEMPTSLEEP UPAT 4:45AM:GABAPENTIN REG AT LOWERED DOSE ADMINISTERED 10:30PM{GOAT CHEESE CONTAINED MILK CHICKEN MAY HAVE CONTAINED GLUTEN:N11• ••NO PHYSICAL THERAPY:WK3}THERE HAS BEEN NO ALLERGY TREATMENT:BENEDRIL PULLED 3 WEEKS AGO:SHOTTY MIS DOSE BLEW THROUGH MY EMERGENCY KIT

4MAR:10PM-12AM:1AM-2AM: 3AM-6:30AM:

3MAR:12AM-5AM: PAIN LEVEL 3-4: STIFF, TENSED UP BODY CONSTRICTS IN WHEN I WALK LEGS FREEZ UP AND CONSTRICT IN WITH ARMS NECK SHOULDER BACK AND HANDS:{this is what occurs when Ive not done physical therapy similar to a killed spider legs constricted in} DOSE GABAPENTIN REG AT LOWERED DOSE 7ML:{could tell some let up on the depressive side}  TO CONTINUE HERBAL AND VITAMIN INTAKE:NO INTRACTIBLE MIGRAINES

2MAR: 11PM-2AM:4AM-7:30AM:830AM:PAIN LEVEL 3:4 NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE GROGGY:DISPENSED 11PM GABAPENTINE DOSE NEW DOSE 7ML AT 2AM:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN NEW DOSE 7ML AT 9AM WILL RETAKE IN 8 HOURS:TO CONTINUE PHYSICAL THERAPY OFF ANOTHER WEEK NO YOGA PREVIOUS WEEK 23FEB-MAR1:CRAZY TRAIN IS A 50/50 HYBRID STRAIN:DAY TIME UNLESS BREAK THROUGH MED IS NEEDED OF FULL INDICA HYBRID 10/90 OR 20/90 CABINOIDS HIGHER THC FOR PAIN LEVEL IN INDICA CABINOID CONTENT:TYPICALLY UTILIZED PAIN THERAPY FOR BREAK THROUGH PAIN MED IS IN INDICA UTILIZED AT PM


23FEB-MAR1

1MAR:12AM-2AM:3-5AM:PAIN LEVEL 5:NO INTRACTIBLE MIGRAINE:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN AT LOWERED DOSE:7ML 6AM DOSE ON TIME:NO RIZATRIPTAN: CANNIBIS{CRAZYTRAIN:PBR BLOW OFF:COFFE:NIGHT HERBAL AND VITAMIN DOSE RESUMED:

•28FEB:9PM-10PM:12AM-7:30AM:PAIN LEVEL 5:WITH SINUS HEADACHE MIGRAINE:7: LIKE BARAMETRIC PRESSURE HIGH:WEEKEND WITH 1MIGRAINE TABLET:TO ADMINISTER 6AM GABAPENTINE DOSING REG:ON LOWERED DOSE 7ML:
NOTES:Never mind Ill call Neurology on Monday and tell them no, even if it means im just doing studio work staying in, recorded is increased migraines after having a period last month with only one day of pain level migraines.  Ill call on Monday, just bump the dose up again or we can figure out half doses, I think she did soemthing similar with that to begin with, that dose 7ML is a tblspoon ruffly little more....I dont guess it matters... Ill call on Monday. NO, I would never just stop taking this med, ever, its titratable med, you cannot stop abruptly im fully aware. Overall depression from lowered dose and memory accuracy was better, but I see an increase of migraines/intractable and non. Ill call. Im also menstrating finishing up that . I dont like the forgetfulness associated with the drug;ie. cooking, etc. Main Priority Regular Objectives:I am having to learn to deal with a physical handicap that is not going to go away.  I will have good day s real good days, bad days and real bad days. My life and businesses are having to be restructured wether I like it or not. I am adapting to being handicap beginning stages of recognition of it, its not a new thing to me. Hiding disabilites has been a life long act for safety purposes. I dont just random tell people I am sick. I tell neighbors because of accidents or such falling, similar response action in multiple sclerosis}

•27FEB:11:1AM-5AM:INTRACTIBLE MIGRAINE:PAIN LEVEL 8:TO DISPENSE REG GABAPENTINE AT LOWERED DOSE 6AM AT 5AM TO DISPENSE RIZATRIPTAN10MG OUT OF POT WEDNESDAY:FORGOT PM HERBALS:4TH DAY OF NO PHYSICAL THERAPY DUE TO MIGRAINE AND PAIN LEVELS ABOVE 6:STILL BLEEDING: MENSTRAL BY 10AM 26WED CONTINUED HERBAL AND VITAMIN SUPPLEMENTATIONS:7:45AM:PAIN LEVEL AT 5:4

•26FEB:TRIED TO RID MIGRAINE BY SLEEP AT 8PM-10PM NO SLEEP DID NOT WORK:1AM-6AM:PAIN LEVEL 5-6:SLIGHT HEADACHE:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN LOWERED DOSE OF 7ML:WOKE THIS MORNING TO KNOCKING AND THUMPING TURNED THE FAN ON HIGH AND THEY GOT LOUDER WITH THEIR THUMPING ABOUT 4:30-5:30AM PERIOD AT 27FEB2014 10:40AM HEAVY FLOW

•25FEB: 11:PM-3:30AMPAIN LEVEL 7:INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE:DISPENSE GABAPENTIN AT LOWERED DOSE AT 7ML:DISPENSED10MGRIZATRIPTAN:WEATHER PRESSURE:PAIN LEVEL DECREASES BY 5:50AM:5: 9:25AM:DISPENSED:LORATADINE:10MG:10MGRIZATRIPTAN 2NDOSE:ALSO ADMINISTERED ABOUT 2PM:20MGBENEDRIL:PROBIOTIC:ECHINECEA:6PM:ADMINISTERED 3RD DOSE RIZATRIPTAN10MG PAIN LEVEL 6-7:SHOULD HAVE MY PERIOD BY MORNING


24FEB:PAIN LEVEL AT 7-8 RANGE:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN 8:50 FOR 11PM DOSE:HEAVY PAIN BACK, MID LEVEL INTO SHOULDER BLADES MOSTLY RIB CAGE AND MID BACK 

Jennifer L. Weaver
REGRESSSTOLEHEAVY©
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 SLEEP LOG PUBLIC RECORD:TRANSVERSE MYELITIS:HPPA NOTES
TRANSVERSE MYELITIS : SUGGESTED BY ALL DOCTORS OFFICES:

23FEB-MAR1

24FEB:PAIN LEVEL AT 7-8 RANGE:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN 8:50 FOR 11PM DOSE:HEAVY PAIN BACK, MID LEVEL INTO SHOULDER BLADES MOSTLY RIB CAGE AND MID BACK

•22-23FEB:10-3AM:PAIN LEVEL 5-6:PAIN LEVEL 7 :8:45AMST BACK NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE:MISSED 11PM DOSEGABAPENTIN TOOK IT AT 2AM:IN CYCLE FOR MENSTRAL PROBABLY BY TUES OR TODAY:DISPENSE GABAPENTIN AT 6AM REG: MISSED HERBAL AND VITAMIN DOSING LAST NIGHT:FAN ON HIGH NOISE:TO CONTINUE PHYSICAL THERAPY:YOGA/PILATES:I HAVE ALLERGIES I GET SICK OF HEARING THE FUCKING FAN BLOWING IT FUCKS WITH MY SINUSES

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SLEEP LOGS:

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 halogenkane RSH4 hours ago (edited)
 SLEEP LOG PUBLIC RECORD:TRANSVERSE MYELITIS:HPPA NOTES
TRANSVERSE MYELITIS : SUGGESTED BY ALL DOCTORS OFFICES:
16FEB-22FEB

WED:18FEB


DONT KNOW HOW THAT HAPPEND SOME DAY AND NIGHT S RUN TOGETHER, DONT KNOW LOW ON SLEEP, THATS THE LOG DEAL WITH IT

•MON17FEB:10PM-12AM-2AM:DESPENSED 11PM DOSE GABAPENTINE AT 12AM MIDNIGHT:4AM-7AM:SLEEP}PAIN LEVEL 3-4:NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE:CONINUED HERBALS AND VITAMINS:CONTINUED PHYSICAL THERAPY: YOGA/PILATES DISPENSED BENEDRIL FIRST TIME AFTER A WEEK AND A HALF, GOING ON 2 WEEKS NO BENEDRIL:INTO THE SECOND WEEK NO BENEDRIL:DISPENSED 25MGBENEDRIL REG:CAT
•SUN16:17FEB}1AM-6AM:PAIN LEVEL 3:NO MIGRAINE:DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:CONTINUED HERBALS AND VITAMINS:CONTINUED PHYSICAL THERAPY:YOGA/PILATES:2 DAYS OFF TOOK THE WEEKEDN OFF FROM PHYSICAL THERAPY DID IT 5 DAYS LAST WEEK:RESUMED TODAY
•SAT:SUN16FEB:ATTEMPTSLEEP1AM:2AM-6AM:PAIN LEVEL 6 :SOME EMACIATION:MIGRAINE INTRACTABLE:WIND VARIANT WEATHER YESTERDAY:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:DISPENSED 10 MG RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE:

9FEB-15FEB
•SAT15FEB:12AM-4AM:PAIN LEVEL 4:NO EMACIATION:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:CONTINUED HERBALS AND VITAMINS:NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE

•SOMEHWERE HERE THE DAYS FLIP

FRI14FEB:10PM-12AM:3AM-6AM:BLDNG:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN 12AM: 6AM PAIN LEVEL 4 : HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:NO EMACIATION:LOWERED COQ10 100MGS NEARLY 2 WEEKS:HAS COMPONENTS OF LOWERING BLOOD SUGAR NOT FULL STUDY UNDOCUMENTED TOOK NOTE WHILE SICK THERAPUETIC DOSAGE AT PHARMECUEDICAL GRADE:200MG, MAY HAVE CONTRIBUTED SOME TO EMACIATION, UNCERTAIN AT THIS TIME:JW

13FEB:9PM-1AM:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN:1AM FOR 11PM DOSE:FELL BACK ASLEEP:4AM:7AM:TONIGHT ABOUT 8PM BODY SEIZED AT THE FEET BOTH FEET CONSTRICTED CRAMPED IN TOES SEPARATED AND STUCK TOGETHER FEET STOPPED WORKING COULD NOT WALK:JINSHIN APPLE CIDER VINEGAR IN PANIC WAS ON THE FLOOR FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTS WORKING ON IT COULD WALK:STRESS TODAY:QUARKLE MMJ ATE COULD WALK:I CALMLY GRABBED THE PHONES DRANK THE VINEGAR SMOKED AT AND ARE WALKING FINE, IVE NEVER HAD BOTH FEET DO THAT AT THE SAME TIME NOTED OTHER THAN LAST JANUARY2013:

12FEB:12AM-6AM:PAIN LEVEL:4-5:NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE:CONTINUED HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:DISPENSE REG:GABAPENTIN:WOKE EMACIATED:EATING AFFECT DEMEANOR:GOOD CONTINUED PHYISCAL THERAPY:YOGA:PILATES:I would state at this time most likey 11 or 12 to 6amI s a good amount of sleep pretty normal for me so we can put this into context better.
NOTES CONFIRMED:Ive been in heavy practice of hydro therapy for many years: 10 years or longer. I have qualified notes on 2 hours of water before nutrients hitting the system. If you can do this at 4am half quart or more of distilled water warm preferred this would be before breakfast at:EXAMPLE:6am 7am, food absorbs vitamins into blood stream for treatment of absorption levels re:vitamins and or herbal supplementations:directives are as stated: because liver enzymes decrease at disposal time of human metabolics 2AM:reasons:UNKNOWN: I dont fully understand }JW

11FEB:12AM-6AM: PAIN LEVEL 3AT8:30AM:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN AT REG NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE: PAIN IN SHOULDER BLADES AND KNECK AND ARMS WOKE EMACIATED :EATING AFFECT DEMEANOR:GOOD CONTINUED VITAMIN AND HERBALS:TREMOR IN RIGHT ARM INTO HAND RETURNED SOME:8AM:CONSUMED 23 OZ OF LOCAL HONEY IN 2 WEEKS:ENZYME ALLERGY TREATMENT:CONTINUED PHYSICAL THERAPY:YOGA:PILATES{ I am one of the best drummers in colorado male or female I have set goals to take this world drumming path so I came in a bad door there in memphis denver through the progressive rock scene, Ill try to continue best I can as therapies for such a thing increase. Boyd referred me to Disabled Drummer Association a year ago we had spoken about the drum thing he was bummed did not have a yes or no for me:'will I get back to that will that ever happen'?:'sometimes jennifer it does not here, come see us': Thanks Boyd}JW

10FEB:10PM-2AM PAIN LEVEL 4-5:6-CONTINUED NO TOBACCO:CONTINUED MEDICATIONS:CONTINUED HERBAL AND VITAMINS
NOTES:RE:PERSONAL SPINE AND ILLNESS:I THINK IT WAS SOMETHING MADE SOMETHING AND IT CRACKS FURTHER DOWN LIKE ICE SO IF THERE IS AN ILLNESS OR INJURY IT CAN MAKE IT OR BREAK IT TYPE THING AND CRACK IT FURTHER UP OR DOWN I BELIEVE IT S SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND I BELIEVE MY TEETH MAY HAVE BEEN A SHARP COMPONENT:RE:ARSENIC/MERCURY POISONING BY AGE 15:They drilled my top and bottom all sides and front all teeth had been hollowed out and I had the root problem: Dr. Wah [spelling] Marion Ar, my Step Mothers dentist}JW
COMP:NOTES:'did those fillings contain mercury? what ever illness my mother had could have been embed in those teeth and they have been extracted all with dental work and all but bottom front 6 }JW
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9FEB:1-5AM:PAIN LEVEL 5:LAST NIGHT I TRIED TO GO TO BED AND I WAS HAVING I THINK COFFEE OR NICOTINE SOMETHING I HAD A CIGARETTE FRIDAY AND I SMOKED CIGARETTES I PUT THE CAFIENE DOWN A MINUTE I WAS HAVING LIKE WITHDRAWL SOMETHING RESTLESS LEG ALL OVER THE BODY FELL ASLEEP WOKE UP, SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I WOULD SUGGEST IN TRANSVERSE MYELITIS STUDIES THE SPINE DOES THIS RESTLESS THING AS ITS HEALING  PERHAPS FINAL TISSUE, PERHAPS CONNECTIVE TISSUE. NOTED:MOSTLY THESE PEOPLE GET REST AND SLEEP I DONT MUCH GET SLEEP AND THEN THERES THIS CONCERN FOR OTHER S I KNOW PEOPLE SLEEP 10-15 HOURS A DAY AND I HAVE THE OPPOSITE PROBLEM I WAKE FROM ANXIETY NOT GETTING EVEN 5 HOURS PER NIGHT. NOTED COULD BE SIDE EFFECT FROM GABAPENTIN MAY NOT STAY ON IT VERY LONG JUST ENOUGH TO GET PAST THE HEAVY PAIN PART, I DONT HAVE MONEY FOR MMJ TREATMENT IT EATS MY POCKET BUT ALSO DOES NOT WORK FULLY SO I DONT KNOW, MAYBE THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE.]JW



8FEB2014:11:30-3:30:PAIN LEVEL 4
 
NOTES:RE:GABAPENTIN:MAYBE YOU KEEP EYE ON NO MIXING BENEDRIL WITH GABAPENTIN:{DEPRESSION ALTHOUGH PAIN: LET UP THIS WEEK:RE:DRUG INTERACTIONS:ALSO MONDAY MMJ GETS MOVED TO NIGHT FOR SLEEP ONLY NOT AFTER THIS SHIT{what did you do today different?  dont know.... my torso got numb like last january and there was all this pain now the lower back pain is leveling out nearly gone by 6:22PM when I say nearly gone 4 and I have more feeling on the left side of my body, but It kicke my ass today, then i had more feeling.....hm Ill get back with you:okay slammed some apple cider vinegaer}JW
7FEB2014:1:30AM-5PM:PAIN LEVEL  6:INTRACTIBLE MIGRAINE WITH PAIN:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:VITAMINS AND HERBALS TO DISPENSE REG:TO DISPENSE RIZATRIPTHANBENZOATE:10 MGS:5:10AM COLD AND FAN:BUILDING NOISE UNTIL NEARLY 1AM:REFIL UP:EMACIATED PAIN: STOMACH AND HEAD }

6FEB2014:11:30-3:30AM:PAIN LEVEL:5 NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE NO MIGRAINE:DISPENSE GABAPENTIN: REGULAR: HERBALS AND VITAMINS:NORM BOTTLE CAPS:11:  [5]  PULLED BENEDRIL:NERVOUSNESS ANXIETY:OFF BENEDRIL THIS WEEK HAVE GAINED AVERAGE EXTRA SLEEP:30 MIN TO 1.30 MIN SLEEP THIS WEEK BY SUNDAY WE WILL KNOW TOMORROW IS ROLL OVER AT WEEK  

NOTES:REGULATING AND TIMED DOSES ALTERED AT : 6AM/2PM/11PM:FINALIZED DOSE REGULARITY AND TIME AT 6 MO AT 3 MO:RE:ANTIEPILEPTIC/NERVEPAIN MED:NON-NARCOTIC:GABAPENTIN:GENERIC
5FEB2014:12AM-4AM:NOTES TO DISPENSE MEDICATIONS HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:NO MIGRAINE:WEATHER MAY INCREASE CHANCES PAIN LEVEL 4-5:CONTINUED ALMONDBUTTER:HONEY COMBO TO ASSIST WITH SLEEP CONTINUED MEDICATIONS:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN HERBALS AND VITAMINS REGULAR: STOPPED MARKING BUILDING RELATED NOT A BUILDING DOCUMENT:MAY RELAPSE IN ANOTHER YEAR AT 2 YEAR MARK:THATS NOT CORRECT FOR ME IN 4 YEARS ITS BEEN EVERY 4 YEARS SINCE AGE 4 TO MY MEMORY IN 3 MORE YEARS MY FAMILY WILL HAVE EMERGENCY PLANS PUT INTO ACTION I WILL RETREAT WITH FAMILY AT RELAPSE TIME:N11:JW
WEEK 1FEB-7FEB2014

FILE EXTRACTION ON THIS DATE:RE NUTRITION OMEGA FAT AND SLEEP FROM ALMONDS:HOLISTIC LISTING•4FEB2014:MEDICAL NOTES TRANSFER HPA DOCUMENT TRANSFER TOTALED INTO MEDICAL FILE RECEIPT:SLEEP LOG TOTAL ON THE 4TH 5 HOURS OF SLEEP ON THIS DAY

3FEB2014:1AM-5AM:4:AM[PETS] TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN: NO EMACIATION:HERBALS VITAMINS TO CONTINUE:PHYSICAL THERAPY :NO  MIGRAINE:CONTINUED NO TOBACCO} MOST COMMON ASKED QUESTION: WHY DO YOU NOT THINK THIS IS CANCER?:I HAVE HAD THIS SINCE I WAS A CHILD SINCE AROUND AGE 4 IF NOT INFANT SPINAL MINENGITIS I HAD ALL THE SYMPTOMS AS AN INFANT. I AM COMING OUT OF IT AN DI HAVE CLEAR MEMORIES OF PHYSICL FEELINGS IN THE BODY FROM READJUSTING TO THE ILLNESS, IVE LIVED WITH THIS A VERY LONG TIME, SURE IT COULD TURN INTO CANCER ANYTHING CAN.  I GREW UP HAVING THIS ILLNESS, THEN WE WENT INTO THE DIALOGUE OF WHAT I HAD ACCOMPLISHED HAVING AND LIVING WITH THE ILLNESS LIFE IN A WHEEL CHAIR FOR ME ALL THE ABUSE WOULD NOT HAVE WORKED AT ALL IM HOPING PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THIS BY NOW IT JUST WOULD NOT HAVE WORKED, MIRACULOUS JESUS SURE COULD BE COULD BE IVE HAD THIS A VERY VERY LONG TIME SYMPTOMS LONG TIME INCLUDE: RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME TYPE FEELIGN AND NOW ITS IN MY LEFT SIDE AS THE FEELIGN COMES BACK MORE, JUST THE SAME PAINS IVE HAD SINCE CHILDHOOD, PUT THESE OD STRETCHY TYPE FEELINGS RESTLESS LEG UNTIL IT ADJUST AGAIN AND I AM BETTER MIGRAINES ETC}JW

2FEB2014:1AM-6AMST BULDING RELATED:FAN ON HIGH TO BLOCK NOISE CONTINUED ALLERGY ISSUES FROM FAN TO BLOCK OTHERS NIGHT NOISE:SLIGHT EMACIATION:PAIN LEVEL 5:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN RE:HERBALS AND VITAMINS TO CONTINUE PHYSICAL THERAPY:CONTINUED NO TOBACCO  NO MIGRAINE}

1FEB2014:12AM-4AM:WOKE UP EMACIATED:PAIN LEVEL 6:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN RE:HERBALS AND VITAMINS TO CONTINUE:PHYSICAL THERAPY TO CONTINUE:2ND DAY OF MENSTRAL FLOW:HEAVY{what was it knocked the tobacco craving back?:I took note things with stevia added to it replicated a similar response as tobacco.  A sweetner it had a similar taste. Although not found in the human metabolic ability to metabolize in humans, spirulina has a type of B Vitamin in it. Stress, I am triggered smoking with stressors.  I found these 2 especially helpful along with added Vitamin C.  I go back and forth from 1000Mg per day to 4,000 Mg per day.  Please work into your doses if you are upping vitamin C.  It will make you have to go to the bathroom alot which can cause dehydration.  Please work into your 1000Mg doses 3x per day with 500Mg doses until the body adjusts. Also Discussed higher doses of Vitamin C will actually leach Calcium so do supplement calcium as well. I take Coral Calcium currently for its sleep qualities. At the first week and 2nd week, also up the rice for proper metabolic absorption.}JW

Spirulina & Astaxanthin [microorganism] also very good for PMS and Anxiety I have noted. Also dirivative and chemical component makeup breaks down and prevents mucous which trigger other illness reactions from allergies and so forth things associated with allergy aggrevation. It is good to take a Probiotic while taking Spirulina/Astaxanthin and Echinecea type products. I take a dairy free wheat/gluten free Probiotic.  All I incorporate  are vegan products so I got on here too further examine chemical component make up of this supplement because it is sea algae incapable of being fully vegan but is comparable mostly with vegan products; ie, I had no problems taking it. Organic grown in a lab somewhere looks like St. Paul MN [distributions] but a product of India. Actual Natives used 1400-Current:Mexico:Aztecs Mayan yet not included in daily diet or as recorded not primary in daily dietary code for their peoples. Also antianflammatory noted pain decrease during the day some only 3 weeks on it.  Also used in restructuring nerve tissue build up in some neurological disorders associated and or association with nuerological conditions and disease. I am also taking Korean Red Ginseng, a different type, last month I took American Ginseng Root. The Red Korean Ginseng Root, had antidepressant, antianxiety and over all induced calm wellbeing.  The American Ginseng Root, had more of a stimulant type effect however also served as an antidepressant and antianxiety type components in similarity. Ginseng does not mix well with alot of medications.  When you are beginning to take any herbal and you take medications prescribed by a medical doctor, please consult with them as therapys varey and mixtures can be toxic. Chopped your grannys hand shes bled to death and died, mean s my brother should not be having children ever should never have had children he dont take care of them he should not have ever had chidlren mean choppign off hand in shaman terms means get back to jackign off now fuck, but it hit her grandmother so we are like wooooooow, generational sin or something.....}JW

SLEEPLOG:WEEK  26JAN-1STFEB2014}HPPA DOCUMENT:PUBLIC
31JAN2014:2AM-6AM:PAIN LEVEL 4:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN RE:HERBALS AND VITAMINS RE:BOTTLE CAPS 11: 1   1ST DAY OF MENSTRAL FLOW:HEAVY

30JAN2014:11:30PM-2AM:PAIN LEVEL 6:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:BOTTLE CAPS 11:4 CONINTUED PHYSICAL THERAPY:CANNIBIS MAY HAVE TO ADMINISTER:RIZATRIPTANBENOATE:10MG:WEATHER PRESSURE:10MGRIZATRIPTAN:ADMINISTERED:SECONDOSE:RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE10MG:PAINLEVEL9:PAINLEVEL8:7:31PMST:8SHOTS EXPRESSO:2CUPSTEAMEDSOY:7:59PAINLEVEL7:PAINLEVEL6:8:33PM, WHEN ITS THAT HIGH PAIN LEVEL IT IS LOGGED FOR EMERGENCY REASONS}

I think given treatment for a couple of years and you understand the illness better with us you should be able to get off this and take your own medicines including pot, I think its just come to a head, you should be able to get off this med if you want no problem..Youll still need to be monitored and check in with us because its not just a headache or a back ache its a condition that teeters until we find what may have caused it if its left the body fully or not currently no trace of what illness caused it 'CrSn
DOES THE GABAPENTIN WORK JENNIFER[?]:YES, OF COURSE I WOULD NOT BE TAKING IT IF IT DID NOT WORK THAT WAS 5 MONTHS AGO 8 MONTHS AGO, I WOULD NOT TAKE IT IF IT DID NOT WORK IT WORKS BETTER THAN ANYTHING ON THIS TYPE OF PAIN THAN I HAVE TAKEN ANYTHING IT WORKS BETTER:DO I FULLY UNDERSTAND CHEMICAL MAKE UP OF MED AND WHY IT WORKS, SOME SOME I DO I UNDERSTAND BEST I CAN:RE:ANTIEPILEPTIC:IF YOU RECAL WHEN I REQUESTED MORE TREATMENT I WAS BORDERING NOT FUNCTIONING HAVING TO SIT ALOT, THIS PAIN STEMS ALLL THE WAY BACK FROM DENVER 2000, I WAS FUNCTIONING ON 8-10 PAIN LEVEL AND I DOTN KNOW HOW I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I DID THAT CANT TELL YOU IBPROPHEN800MG 3-5 X PERDAY FOR YEARS AND THATS OVER THE LIMIT FOR INTAKE SAFELY, DONT KNOW YOU CANNOT MIX THOSE HERBS WITH PSYCH MEDS LIKE LITHIUM WELBUTRIN. SEROQUEL I COULD SOMEWHAT BUT SEROQUEL WAS CAUSING DRUNKENESS AND BODY PAIN THE PAIN LEVELS EXPERIENCED WITH THIS EXCEED TRAUAMA PAIN LEVELS OF MORE LIKE 12-15 NOT GOING BEYOND 15 I NEVER DROP BELOW A 4 IN PAIN ITS THERE BUT NOT A 2 OR A 1 NO WAY HAS NOT HAPPENED IT IS A SAFER BET TO SAY ANYTHING OVER 10:11 BEING TRAUMA PAIN, I WOULD BE AT THE ER ANYTHING EXCEEDS JUMPS BEYOND 10 PAIN LEVEL BECAUSE OF WHAT I HAVE IT WILL SPIKE THEN LET UP WHEN I LAYDOWN AND TRY TO SLEEP
NOTES:ON ALL LOG:PAIN LEVEL INCREASES THROUGH THE DAY EVERY NIGHT BY ABOUT 6PM PAIN LEVEL BEGINS INCREASING TO ABOUT 8-10 LEVEL ALL THE TIME EVERY NIGHT IT DOES NOT STAY AT A 4 OR 5 OR 6 LEVEL ABOUT 6AM-10PM PAIN LEVELS INCREASE UNTIL I GO BACK TO BED THEN WE ARE AT A 4-7 PAIN LEVEL  IT DOES THIS} GOING FROM QUADRAPALEGIC:1JAN2014 TO WALKING AND FUNCTIONING:POSITIVE BUT COMING BACK FROM DEATH OR WHEEL CHAIR OR QUADRAPALEGIC, YOUR NOT COMPARING IT TO MUCH BUT THE RECOVERY HAS BEEN THERE


29JAN2014:12AM-5:30AM:PAIN LEVEL 5:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:BOTTLE CAPS11: 4

28JAN2014: 11:30PM-3:30AM:PAINLEVEL 4:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:BOTTLE CAPS 11: 6 BOTTLE CAPS:CANNIBIS:CUT MISSING MONTH SUPPLY:REFIL FEB}CONFLICT 2 MONTH DOSE:RECALCULATE DOSE:OR RAISING LEVEL AT 1 WEEK FOR 2 WEEK CALCULATE:INSTEAD OF TOBACCO TOKED:RE:REG:CANNIBIS DOSE:N11:CONSUMABLE PRODUCT:CANNIBIS: 1 AND 1/2 OZ PER 2 MONTHS:COULD DOSE CANNIBIS:1 OZ PER MO AT THERAPUETIC RANGE FOR SLEEP EATING ANXIETY DEPRESSION PMS MIGRAINE RELIEF PAIN RELIEF:BODY AND HEAD AND NECK:BACK:REASONS FOR LESS THAN 1 OZ PER MO:FINANCIAL:REG DOSING AFFECTED AND DOSING AFFECTED:CANNIBIS:FINANCIAL:REASON FOR 3:30AMWAKE UP:2MONTH NEIGHBOR SOME CRASH 

27JAN2014: 12AM-4:AM:PAINLEVEL 4:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:VITAMINS HERBALS RE:NO MORE ROOM FOR ART NO MORE PAINT ROOM EVERYTHING IS REVOLVEING AROUND THE NEIGHBORS THE REASONS FOR MOVING DOWN HERE HAVE BEEN REVOLVING AROUDN THE NEIGHBORS:{i will try several combinations within the next 2 weeks EVEN DOWN TO THE PLACEMENT OF FURNITURE AND MUSIC THING ITS NOT WHAT IT WAS TO BE BECAUSE OF LACK OF SLEEP AND NEIGHBORS AND PAST HAVING CAR WRECK AND IT DUMPING INTO MY HOUSE. IM NOT HAPPY HERE. {alias&tarsier:nocternal eye
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INFORMATIK:AUTONOMOUS} combichrist:red:og, I come from sick rabidog people shaman, this one cat this one dog, my grandmother and grandfather: shaman:11 eleven of them no I am bird medicine: mountain lion, wolf, hummingbird, olphin, raven, spider:shaman11 wild cards [serpen:lynx] jennifers totem sunsign:aquarius:corpiorising:emini-aries cusp moon  chinese sign:dragon  [introvert] P9:POLVCLS
halogenkane RSH15 hours ago (edited)andwhentheygetjrid of ellianna from taiko then I will be joining colorado springs taiko group:n11


DISPENSED:RIZATRIPTANBENOATE 10MG:11PM
26JAN2014: 2AM-5AM:DISPENSE 7AM GABABPENTIN REG PAIN LEVEL 4:VITAMINS HERBALS REG:NOISE FROM NEIGHBOR:SLEEP CHOPPY WOKE EVERY HOUR:APPOINTMENT AT 10:30 I DONT HAVE CHOICES IN GOING BACK TO SLEEP I DONT GET NAPS 

SLEEPLOG:WEEK 19JAN-25JAN2014}HPPA DOCUMENT:PUBLIC RECORD
25JAN2014: 12AM-1AM:NOISE FROM NEIGHBOR  3AM-7AM:MED:GABAPENTIN DISPENSED:PAIN LEVEL 5 CONTINUED HERBALS AND VITAMINS REGULAR 3 CAFFINATED BEVERAGES

24JAN2014:11:30PM-6AM:6 HOURS SLEEP SOLID DISPENSE REG MED:GABAPENTIN 7AM:DISPENSE RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE 10MG:INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE PAIN LEVEL A 6-7:VITAMINS HERBALS REG: 2 CAFFIENATED BEVERAGES :CANNIBIS: 

23JAN2014:11PM-4AM:MED NOT DISPENSED UNTIL 7AM:PAIN LEVEL 5-6:NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE{NOTE:SINUSES  CLEAR AND DRY:NOTE Rx NOTED:[1'3RD GRAM:PLUSHBERRY]CANNIBIS:POTASSIUM ADDED AT BED 2 ORANGES POWDER ON FRUIT WITH PROBIOTIC:HERBALS CONT. RECEIVED BCMN:1WK WITH ADDED SPRLNA ORGANIC SUPERGREEN CAP-COMPRESSED FORM:CELLS : DISCREPENCIES RE:MED[?]ENTRY:RE:CLEAR SINUSES:BARAMETRIC:SEVERAL INCHES OF SNOW AND SNOWING{SPENT LAST SEVERAL MORNINGS OVER A MONTH  :THIS WEEK ESP:COUGHING UP JUNK BLWING MY NOSE:AM-PM:DOES NOT ADD SCRIPT ON CAFFIENE:RE:COFFEE :DOES NEUROLOGY WANT ME TO RECORD AMOUNTS OF COFFEE PER DAY:WEENING BACK TO CUT OFF TIME ON CAFFIENE BY LOCA:3-4PM}5DAYS PER WEEK:LOCA:VERAGE COUNT PER ONE STUDY AFFILIATE TO COMBINE LOCA STUDY:WHY[?]'Doctors at neurology clinic have not stated but have shown disagreement in illness: female practitioner of neurology studies:male neurologist}heres why  practioner describes condition:yes but hesitantly says yes:transversemyelitis define dialogue with aunt:its painful but theres no trace of what caused it and no infection {jennifer states as looking at MRI:' n o t spe c k le d, hmmm}Neurologist states in meeting 2 months ago and or previous given few weeks for accuracy in appointment time:'suspectful of transverse myelitis}JENNIFER STATES AT THIS TIME OFFICE KNOWS ABOUT HISTORY AND IS SOLID BLACK CLAW LIKE LESSION:CERVICAL SPINE:DEFINE LESSION:SCAR TISSUE:MEANS:SPINAL FLUID HAS TO HAVE FUNCTION IN OR AROUND SCAR TISSUE CAUSE: INFLAMATION CAUSE: NEURO PAIN RE:FURTHER BACK PAIN AND OR SO FORTH

NOTES:DISREGARD:DISCREPENCIES NOTED NOTE:PUTTING CALL INTO NEUROLOGIST TO LOWER GABAPENTIN:I AM IN GREAT PAIN BUT THIS MED IM PULLING THE AFTERNOON DOSE SIR:EASON}IT IS HAVIGN A SIMILAR REACTION AS MOOD STABELIZERS HAVE ITS MAKING MY HEAD PUMP UP TO RACE, MAKES ME THINK TO MUCH:MEDICATION: LOWER DOSE BACK 500MG [?] ALTERATION:[?]1000MGPERDAY note 22JAN2014:ALTERED FILE NOTE

{POTASSIUM MAY BE SLIGHTLY OFF:NOT BEEN EATING BANANAS IN 5 DAYS}WILL SUPPLEMENT CHLORIDE IN DRNK [2ORANGES:RE ABOVE AND STATED] TONIGHT: MAY BE SOURCE OF PAIN, ILL CHECK IT
22JAN14:MIDNIGHT12:30AM-6AM}MIGRAINE ONSET INTRACTABLE:PAIN LEVEL6: {MIGRAINE CAN TRIGGER RACING THOUGHTS:NOTED:NEEDS REST•[ANDROIDLUST:KINGDOMOFONE[LIVE]:DISPENSED:1500MGGABAPENTIN:{ NOTED Rx:1500 PERDAY{
RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE10MG}PILATES AND BASIC PHYSICAL THERAPIES TO RESUME AM:VITAMIN HERBALS REG:DISPENSE 25MG:BENEDRIL}Pilates did not resume on this date:NO PHYSICAL THERAPY ON THIS DATE



2HOUR SLEEP NIGHTS:
2TU:AVERAGES IN 2 WEEKS, 2 HOURS OF SLEEP PER NIGHT 
3NIGHTS IN 2 WEEKS HAS BEEN 5 HOURS OF SLEEP PER NIGHT

LOG:EXAMPLE:SOLID MEDICAL HPPA PUBLIC DOCUMENT RE:TRANSVERSE MYELITIS:INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE WITH ALTERNATIVE AND WESTERN MEDICINE SCRIPT DIRECTIVE 

15JAN14:MethlPREDNIsone}pack began  [1st pack] YEAR2
18JAN14:1:30-5:30AMST}4 HOURS OF SLEEP:FREE OF MIGRAINE AND INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE SYMPTOMS:SLIGHT BACK TWINDGE PAIN LEVEL:4 { SEP2013 FROM 1JAN2013 PAIN LEVEL 8-10 MIGRAINE MED DISPENSED THIS WEEK OF 12JAN18:2014{  3X: REG:STAT DOSE LOCA COUNT:GABAPENTIN:GENERIC:ANTIEPILEPTIC/NERVEPAINMED CONTINUED 1500MG PERDAY SPLIT SUBSTANTIALS IN DOSE{3X PER DAY CONTINUED:N11{elevenbottlecaps:at this date 5 {PAST NOTES: I going to get medical treatment:re :2007}'it hink you are having severe migraine problems im not sure about the arthritis part lets take you off some of this:caesar:Rd}2009:weens}2010{ your tremor im really concerned about your age}


19JAN14:ASLEEP BY 2AM-6AM:[not so much building related no not last night} FREE OF LIGHT AND MIGRAINE PAIN SYMPTOMS PAIN LEVEL 5}

20JAN2014:SLEEP BY 10PM:WOKE STOMP THUMPSOUND1AM BACK TO SLEEP WITH MMJ AID AND TEA INFUSION 4AM AWAKE BY 6:30AM}DISPENSED: HERBALS:VITAMIN C1000MG:CORALCALSIUM1000MG}
DISPENSED:GABAPENTINE REG:AMDOSE 500MG:DISPENSED:RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE10MG}PILATES AND BASIC PHYSICAL THERAPIES TO RESUME AM:

21FEB2014: SLEEP 2-5:30AM{THE FUCKING FLOOR  IS WHAT YOU SHOULD DO TONIGHT BETWEEN 10PMAND 11:30  WIDE AWKE MISSED MY TIME SLOT:FREE OF PAIN MIGRAINE BUT HAVE LIGHTS: EMACIATED LIKE STOMACH MESSED UP PAIN LEVEL 4:DISPENSED:GABAPENTINE REG:AMDOSE:PILATES AND BASIC PHYSICAL THERAPIES TO RESUME AM:
TOBACCO CRAVING:8 CONTINUED NO TOBACCO
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NOTES:}in delirium mode actually like I am functioning but have no idea how, 2  1/2 hours sleep last night}inconsistancies in weight have played heavily in how I feel. My weight generally bottoms out time of arival ER:1JAN2013:WEIGHT:118 DROPPED 105:WENT BACK UP TO 135 WHAT WAS THAT I DOTN HAVE THE FILE IN FRONT OF ME 135:CONSISTANT WEIGHT AT PERIOD:MENSTRAL ALL NEUROLOGICAL APPOINTMENTS:126  WEIGHT TODAY:120

CONTINUED LOG:DOCTORS REQUEST MOST RECENT DATE LOCATED AT TOP: NEUROLOGY:PRACTIONER:PSYCHOLOGIST:PRIMARY CARE:PHYSICAL THERAPY:DENTIST:{  si, no problem 
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halogenkane RSH16 hours ago
 
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alogenkane RSH19 hours ago (edited)
 halogenkane RSH4 hours ago (edited)
 SLEEP LOG PUBLIC RECORD:TRANSVERSE MYELITIS:HPPA NOTES
TRANSVERSE MYELITIS : SUGGESTED BY ALL DOCTORS OFFICES:
9FEB-15FEB

13FEB:9PM-1AM:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN:1AM FOR 11PM DOSE

12FEB:12AM-6AM:PAIN LEVEL:4-5:NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE:CONTINUED HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:DISPENSE REG:GABAPENTIN:WOKE EMACIATED:EATING AFFECT DEMEANOR:GOOD CONTINUED PHYISCAL THERAPY:YOGA:PILATES:I would state at this time most likey 11 or 12 to 6amI s a good amount of sleep pretty normal for me so we can put this into context better.
NOTES CONFIRMED:Ive been in heavy practice of hydro therapy for many years: 10 years or longer. I have qualified notes on 2 hours of water before nutrients hitting the system. If you can do this at 4am half quart or more of distilled water warm preferred this would be before breakfast at:EXAMPLE:6am 7am, food absorbs vitamins into blood stream for treatment of absorption levels re:vitamins and or herbal supplementations:directives are as stated: because liver enzymes decrease at disposal time of human metabolics 2AM:reasons:UNKNOWN: I dont fully understand }JW

11FEB:12AM-6AM: PAIN LEVEL 3AT8:30AM:DISPENSED GABAPENTIN AT REG NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE: PAIN IN SHOULDER BLADES AND KNECK AND ARMS WOKE EMACIATED :EATING AFFECT DEMEANOR:GOOD CONTINUED VITAMIN AND HERBALS:TREMOR IN RIGHT ARM INTO HAND RETURNED SOME:8AM:CONSUMED 23 OZ OF LOCAL HONEY IN 2 WEEKS:ENZYME ALLERGY TREATMENT:CONTINUED PHYSICAL THERAPY:YOGA:PILATES{ I am one of the best drummers in colorado male or female I have set goals to take this world drumming path so I came in a bad door there in memphis denver through the progressive rock scene, Ill try to continue best I can as therapies for such a thing increase. Boyd referred me to Disabled Drummer Association a year ago we had spoken about the drum thing he was bummed did not have a yes or no for me:'will I get back to that will that ever happen'?:'sometimes jennifer it does not here, come see us': Thanks Boyd}JW

10FEB:10PM-2AM PAIN LEVEL 4-5:6-CONTINUED NO TOBACCO:CONTINUED MEDICATIONS:CONTINUED HERBAL AND VITAMINS
NOTES:RE:PERSONAL SPINE AND ILLNESS:I THINK IT WAS SOMETHING MADE SOMETHING AND IT CRACKS FURTHER DOWN LIKE ICE SO IF THERE IS AN ILLNESS OR INJURY IT CAN MAKE IT OR BREAK IT TYPE THING AND CRACK IT FURTHER UP OR DOWN I BELIEVE IT S SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND I BELIEVE MY TEETH MAY HAVE BEEN A SHARP COMPONENT:RE:ARSENIC/MERCURY POISONING BY AGE 15:They drilled my top and bottom all sides and front all teeth had been hollowed out and I had the root problem: Dr. Wah [spelling] Marion Ar, my Step Mothers dentist}JW
COMP:NOTES:'did those fillings contain mercury? what ever illness my mother had could have been embed in those teeth and they have been extracted all with dental work and all but bottom front 6 }JW
thecure:burn:astrangeday


9FEB:1-5AM:PAIN LEVEL 5:LAST NIGHT I TRIED TO GO TO BED AND I WAS HAVING I THINK COFFEE OR NICOTINE SOMETHING I HAD A CIGARETTE FRIDAY AND I SMOKED CIGARETTES I PUT THE CAFIENE DOWN A MINUTE I WAS HAVING LIKE WITHDRAWL SOMETHING RESTLESS LEG ALL OVER THE BODY FELL ASLEEP WOKE UP, SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I WOULD SUGGEST IN TRANSVERSE MYELITIS STUDIES THE SPINE DOES THIS RESTLESS THING AS ITS HEALING  PERHAPS FINAL TISSUE, PERHAPS CONNECTIVE TISSUE. NOTED:MOSTLY THESE PEOPLE GET REST AND SLEEP I DONT MUCH GET SLEEP AND THEN THERES THIS CONCERN FOR OTHER S I KNOW PEOPLE SLEEP 10-15 HOURS A DAY AND I HAVE THE OPPOSITE PROBLEM I WAKE FROM ANXIETY NOT GETTING EVEN 5 HOURS PER NIGHT. NOTED COULD BE SIDE EFFECT FROM GABAPENTIN MAY NOT STAY ON IT VERY LONG JUST ENOUGH TO GET PAST THE HEAVY PAIN PART, I DONT HAVE MONEY FOR MMJ TREATMENT IT EATS MY POCKET BUT ALSO DOES NOT WORK FULLY SO I DONT KNOW, MAYBE THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE.]JW



8FEB2014:11:30-3:30:PAIN LEVEL 4
 
NOTES:RE:GABAPENTIN:MAYBE YOU KEEP EYE ON NO MIXING BENEDRIL WITH GABAPENTIN:{DEPRESSION ALTHOUGH PAIN: LET UP THIS WEEK:RE:DRUG INTERACTIONS:ALSO MONDAY MMJ GETS MOVED TO NIGHT FOR SLEEP ONLY NOT AFTER THIS SHIT{what did you do today different?  dont know.... my torso got numb like last january and there was all this pain now the lower back pain is leveling out nearly gone by 6:22PM when I say nearly gone 4 and I have more feeling on the left side of my body, but It kicke my ass today, then i had more feeling.....hm Ill get back with you:okay slammed some apple cider vinegaer}JW
7FEB2014:1:30AM-5PM:PAIN LEVEL  6:INTRACTIBLE MIGRAINE WITH PAIN:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:VITAMINS AND HERBALS TO DISPENSE REG:TO DISPENSE RIZATRIPTHANBENZOATE:10 MGS:5:10AM COLD AND FAN:BUILDING NOISE UNTIL NEARLY 1AM:REFIL UP:EMACIATED PAIN: STOMACH AND HEAD }

6FEB2014:11:30-3:30AM:PAIN LEVEL:5 NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE NO MIGRAINE:DISPENSE GABAPENTIN: REGULAR: HERBALS AND VITAMINS:NORM BOTTLE CAPS:11:  [5]  PULLED BENEDRIL:NERVOUSNESS ANXIETY:OFF BENEDRIL THIS WEEK HAVE GAINED AVERAGE EXTRA SLEEP:30 MIN TO 1.30 MIN SLEEP THIS WEEK BY SUNDAY WE WILL KNOW TOMORROW IS ROLL OVER AT WEEK  

NOTES:REGULATING AND TIMED DOSES ALTERED AT : 6AM/2PM/11PM:FINALIZED DOSE REGULARITY AND TIME AT 6 MO AT 3 MO:RE:ANTIEPILEPTIC/NERVEPAIN MED:NON-NARCOTIC:GABAPENTIN:GENERIC
5FEB2014:12AM-4AM:NOTES TO DISPENSE MEDICATIONS HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:NO MIGRAINE:WEATHER MAY INCREASE CHANCES PAIN LEVEL 4-5:CONTINUED ALMONDBUTTER:HONEY COMBO TO ASSIST WITH SLEEP CONTINUED MEDICATIONS:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN HERBALS AND VITAMINS REGULAR: STOPPED MARKING BUILDING RELATED NOT A BUILDING DOCUMENT:MAY RELAPSE IN ANOTHER YEAR AT 2 YEAR MARK:THATS NOT CORRECT FOR ME IN 4 YEARS ITS BEEN EVERY 4 YEARS SINCE AGE 4 TO MY MEMORY IN 3 MORE YEARS MY FAMILY WILL HAVE EMERGENCY PLANS PUT INTO ACTION I WILL RETREAT WITH FAMILY AT RELAPSE TIME:N11:JW
WEEK 1FEB-7FEB2014

FILE EXTRACTION ON THIS DATE:RE NUTRITION OMEGA FAT AND SLEEP FROM ALMONDS:HOLISTIC LISTING•4FEB2014:MEDICAL NOTES TRANSFER HPA DOCUMENT TRANSFER TOTALED INTO MEDICAL FILE RECEIPT:SLEEP LOG TOTAL ON THE 4TH 5 HOURS OF SLEEP ON THIS DAY

3FEB2014:1AM-5AM:4:AM[PETS] TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN: NO EMACIATION:HERBALS VITAMINS TO CONTINUE:PHYSICAL THERAPY :NO  MIGRAINE:CONTINUED NO TOBACCO} MOST COMMON ASKED QUESTION: WHY DO YOU NOT THINK THIS IS CANCER?:I HAVE HAD THIS SINCE I WAS A CHILD SINCE AROUND AGE 4 IF NOT INFANT SPINAL MINENGITIS I HAD ALL THE SYMPTOMS AS AN INFANT. I AM COMING OUT OF IT AN DI HAVE CLEAR MEMORIES OF PHYSICL FEELINGS IN THE BODY FROM READJUSTING TO THE ILLNESS, IVE LIVED WITH THIS A VERY LONG TIME, SURE IT COULD TURN INTO CANCER ANYTHING CAN.  I GREW UP HAVING THIS ILLNESS, THEN WE WENT INTO THE DIALOGUE OF WHAT I HAD ACCOMPLISHED HAVING AND LIVING WITH THE ILLNESS LIFE IN A WHEEL CHAIR FOR ME ALL THE ABUSE WOULD NOT HAVE WORKED AT ALL IM HOPING PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THIS BY NOW IT JUST WOULD NOT HAVE WORKED, MIRACULOUS JESUS SURE COULD BE COULD BE IVE HAD THIS A VERY VERY LONG TIME SYMPTOMS LONG TIME INCLUDE: RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME TYPE FEELIGN AND NOW ITS IN MY LEFT SIDE AS THE FEELIGN COMES BACK MORE, JUST THE SAME PAINS IVE HAD SINCE CHILDHOOD, PUT THESE OD STRETCHY TYPE FEELINGS RESTLESS LEG UNTIL IT ADJUST AGAIN AND I AM BETTER MIGRAINES ETC}JW

2FEB2014:1AM-6AMST BULDING RELATED:FAN ON HIGH TO BLOCK NOISE CONTINUED ALLERGY ISSUES FROM FAN TO BLOCK OTHERS NIGHT NOISE:SLIGHT EMACIATION:PAIN LEVEL 5:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN RE:HERBALS AND VITAMINS TO CONTINUE PHYSICAL THERAPY:CONTINUED NO TOBACCO  NO MIGRAINE}

1FEB2014:12AM-4AM:WOKE UP EMACIATED:PAIN LEVEL 6:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN RE:HERBALS AND VITAMINS TO CONTINUE:PHYSICAL THERAPY TO CONTINUE:2ND DAY OF MENSTRAL FLOW:HEAVY{what was it knocked the tobacco craving back?:I took note things with stevia added to it replicated a similar response as tobacco.  A sweetner it had a similar taste. Although not found in the human metabolic ability to metabolize in humans, spirulina has a type of B Vitamin in it. Stress, I am triggered smoking with stressors.  I found these 2 especially helpful along with added Vitamin C.  I go back and forth from 1000Mg per day to 4,000 Mg per day.  Please work into your doses if you are upping vitamin C.  It will make you have to go to the bathroom alot which can cause dehydration.  Please work into your 1000Mg doses 3x per day with 500Mg doses until the body adjusts. Also Discussed higher doses of Vitamin C will actually leach Calcium so do supplement calcium as well. I take Coral Calcium currently for its sleep qualities. At the first week and 2nd week, also up the rice for proper metabolic absorption.}JW

Spirulina & Astaxanthin [microorganism] also very good for PMS and Anxiety I have noted. Also dirivative and chemical component makeup breaks down and prevents mucous which trigger other illness reactions from allergies and so forth things associated with allergy aggrevation. It is good to take a Probiotic while taking Spirulina/Astaxanthin and Echinecea type products. I take a dairy free wheat/gluten free Probiotic.  All I incorporate  are vegan products so I got on here too further examine chemical component make up of this supplement because it is sea algae incapable of being fully vegan but is comparable mostly with vegan products; ie, I had no problems taking it. Organic grown in a lab somewhere looks like St. Paul MN [distributions] but a product of India. Actual Natives used 1400-Current:Mexico:Aztecs Mayan yet not included in daily diet or as recorded not primary in daily dietary code for their peoples. Also antianflammatory noted pain decrease during the day some only 3 weeks on it.  Also used in restructuring nerve tissue build up in some neurological disorders associated and or association with nuerological conditions and disease. I am also taking Korean Red Ginseng, a different type, last month I took American Ginseng Root. The Red Korean Ginseng Root, had antidepressant, antianxiety and over all induced calm wellbeing.  The American Ginseng Root, had more of a stimulant type effect however also served as an antidepressant and antianxiety type components in similarity. Ginseng does not mix well with alot of medications.  When you are beginning to take any herbal and you take medications prescribed by a medical doctor, please consult with them as therapys varey and mixtures can be toxic. Chopped your grannys hand shes bled to death and died, mean s my brother should not be having children ever should never have had children he dont take care of them he should not have ever had chidlren mean choppign off hand in shaman terms means get back to jackign off now fuck, but it hit her grandmother so we are like wooooooow, generational sin or something.....}JW

SLEEPLOG:WEEK  26JAN-1STFEB2014}HPPA DOCUMENT:PUBLIC
31JAN2014:2AM-6AM:PAIN LEVEL 4:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN RE:HERBALS AND VITAMINS RE:BOTTLE CAPS 11: 1   1ST DAY OF MENSTRAL FLOW:HEAVY

30JAN2014:11:30PM-2AM:PAIN LEVEL 6:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:BOTTLE CAPS 11:4 CONINTUED PHYSICAL THERAPY:CANNIBIS MAY HAVE TO ADMINISTER:RIZATRIPTANBENOATE:10MG:WEATHER PRESSURE:10MGRIZATRIPTAN:ADMINISTERED:SECONDOSE:RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE10MG:PAINLEVEL9:PAINLEVEL8:7:31PMST:8SHOTS EXPRESSO:2CUPSTEAMEDSOY:7:59PAINLEVEL7:PAINLEVEL6:8:33PM, WHEN ITS THAT HIGH PAIN LEVEL IT IS LOGGED FOR EMERGENCY REASONS}

I think given treatment for a couple of years and you understand the illness better with us you should be able to get off this and take your own medicines including pot, I think its just come to a head, you should be able to get off this med if you want no problem..Youll still need to be monitored and check in with us because its not just a headache or a back ache its a condition that teeters until we find what may have caused it if its left the body fully or not currently no trace of what illness caused it 'CrSn
DOES THE GABAPENTIN WORK JENNIFER[?]:YES, OF COURSE I WOULD NOT BE TAKING IT IF IT DID NOT WORK THAT WAS 5 MONTHS AGO 8 MONTHS AGO, I WOULD NOT TAKE IT IF IT DID NOT WORK IT WORKS BETTER THAN ANYTHING ON THIS TYPE OF PAIN THAN I HAVE TAKEN ANYTHING IT WORKS BETTER:DO I FULLY UNDERSTAND CHEMICAL MAKE UP OF MED AND WHY IT WORKS, SOME SOME I DO I UNDERSTAND BEST I CAN:RE:ANTIEPILEPTIC:IF YOU RECAL WHEN I REQUESTED MORE TREATMENT I WAS BORDERING NOT FUNCTIONING HAVING TO SIT ALOT, THIS PAIN STEMS ALLL THE WAY BACK FROM DENVER 2000, I WAS FUNCTIONING ON 8-10 PAIN LEVEL AND I DOTN KNOW HOW I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I DID THAT CANT TELL YOU IBPROPHEN800MG 3-5 X PERDAY FOR YEARS AND THATS OVER THE LIMIT FOR INTAKE SAFELY, DONT KNOW YOU CANNOT MIX THOSE HERBS WITH PSYCH MEDS LIKE LITHIUM WELBUTRIN. SEROQUEL I COULD SOMEWHAT BUT SEROQUEL WAS CAUSING DRUNKENESS AND BODY PAIN THE PAIN LEVELS EXPERIENCED WITH THIS EXCEED TRAUAMA PAIN LEVELS OF MORE LIKE 12-15 NOT GOING BEYOND 15 I NEVER DROP BELOW A 4 IN PAIN ITS THERE BUT NOT A 2 OR A 1 NO WAY HAS NOT HAPPENED IT IS A SAFER BET TO SAY ANYTHING OVER 10:11 BEING TRAUMA PAIN, I WOULD BE AT THE ER ANYTHING EXCEEDS JUMPS BEYOND 10 PAIN LEVEL BECAUSE OF WHAT I HAVE IT WILL SPIKE THEN LET UP WHEN I LAYDOWN AND TRY TO SLEEP
NOTES:ON ALL LOG:PAIN LEVEL INCREASES THROUGH THE DAY EVERY NIGHT BY ABOUT 6PM PAIN LEVEL BEGINS INCREASING TO ABOUT 8-10 LEVEL ALL THE TIME EVERY NIGHT IT DOES NOT STAY AT A 4 OR 5 OR 6 LEVEL ABOUT 6AM-10PM PAIN LEVELS INCREASE UNTIL I GO BACK TO BED THEN WE ARE AT A 4-7 PAIN LEVEL  IT DOES THIS} GOING FROM QUADRAPALEGIC:1JAN2014 TO WALKING AND FUNCTIONING:POSITIVE BUT COMING BACK FROM DEATH OR WHEEL CHAIR OR QUADRAPALEGIC, YOUR NOT COMPARING IT TO MUCH BUT THE RECOVERY HAS BEEN THERE


29JAN2014:12AM-5:30AM:PAIN LEVEL 5:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:BOTTLE CAPS11: 4

28JAN2014: 11:30PM-3:30AM:PAINLEVEL 4:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:HERBALS AND VITAMINS REG:BOTTLE CAPS 11: 6 BOTTLE CAPS:CANNIBIS:CUT MISSING MONTH SUPPLY:REFIL FEB}CONFLICT 2 MONTH DOSE:RECALCULATE DOSE:OR RAISING LEVEL AT 1 WEEK FOR 2 WEEK CALCULATE:INSTEAD OF TOBACCO TOKED:RE:REG:CANNIBIS DOSE:N11:CONSUMABLE PRODUCT:CANNIBIS: 1 AND 1/2 OZ PER 2 MONTHS:COULD DOSE CANNIBIS:1 OZ PER MO AT THERAPUETIC RANGE FOR SLEEP EATING ANXIETY DEPRESSION PMS MIGRAINE RELIEF PAIN RELIEF:BODY AND HEAD AND NECK:BACK:REASONS FOR LESS THAN 1 OZ PER MO:FINANCIAL:REG DOSING AFFECTED AND DOSING AFFECTED:CANNIBIS:FINANCIAL:REASON FOR 3:30AMWAKE UP:2MONTH NEIGHBOR SOME CRASH 

27JAN2014: 12AM-4:AM:PAINLEVEL 4:TO DISPENSE GABAPENTIN REG:VITAMINS HERBALS RE:NO MORE ROOM FOR ART NO MORE PAINT ROOM EVERYTHING IS REVOLVEING AROUND THE NEIGHBORS THE REASONS FOR MOVING DOWN HERE HAVE BEEN REVOLVING AROUDN THE NEIGHBORS:{i will try several combinations within the next 2 weeks EVEN DOWN TO THE PLACEMENT OF FURNITURE AND MUSIC THING ITS NOT WHAT IT WAS TO BE BECAUSE OF LACK OF SLEEP AND NEIGHBORS AND PAST HAVING CAR WRECK AND IT DUMPING INTO MY HOUSE. IM NOT HAPPY HERE. {alias&tarsier:nocternal eye
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INFORMATIK:AUTONOMOUS} combichrist:red:og, I come from sick rabidog people shaman, this one cat this one dog, my grandmother and grandfather: shaman:11 eleven of them no I am bird medicine: mountain lion, wolf, hummingbird, olphin, raven, spider:shaman11 wild cards [serpen:lynx] jennifers totem sunsign:aquarius:corpiorising:emini-aries cusp moon  chinese sign:dragon  [introvert] P9:POLVCLS
halogenkane RSH15 hours ago (edited)andwhentheygetjrid of ellianna from taiko then I will be joining colorado springs taiko group:n11


DISPENSED:RIZATRIPTANBENOATE 10MG:11PM
26JAN2014: 2AM-5AM:DISPENSE 7AM GABABPENTIN REG PAIN LEVEL 4:VITAMINS HERBALS REG:NOISE FROM NEIGHBOR:SLEEP CHOPPY WOKE EVERY HOUR:APPOINTMENT AT 10:30 I DONT HAVE CHOICES IN GOING BACK TO SLEEP I DONT GET NAPS 

SLEEPLOG:WEEK 19JAN-25JAN2014}HPPA DOCUMENT:PUBLIC RECORD
25JAN2014: 12AM-1AM:NOISE FROM NEIGHBOR  3AM-7AM:MED:GABAPENTIN DISPENSED:PAIN LEVEL 5 CONTINUED HERBALS AND VITAMINS REGULAR 3 CAFFINATED BEVERAGES

24JAN2014:11:30PM-6AM:6 HOURS SLEEP SOLID DISPENSE REG MED:GABAPENTIN 7AM:DISPENSE RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE 10MG:INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE PAIN LEVEL A 6-7:VITAMINS HERBALS REG: 2 CAFFIENATED BEVERAGES :CANNIBIS: 

23JAN2014:11PM-4AM:MED NOT DISPENSED UNTIL 7AM:PAIN LEVEL 5-6:NO INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE{NOTE:SINUSES  CLEAR AND DRY:NOTE Rx NOTED:[1'3RD GRAM:PLUSHBERRY]CANNIBIS:POTASSIUM ADDED AT BED 2 ORANGES POWDER ON FRUIT WITH PROBIOTIC:HERBALS CONT. RECEIVED BCMN:1WK WITH ADDED SPRLNA ORGANIC SUPERGREEN CAP-COMPRESSED FORM:CELLS : DISCREPENCIES RE:MED[?]ENTRY:RE:CLEAR SINUSES:BARAMETRIC:SEVERAL INCHES OF SNOW AND SNOWING{SPENT LAST SEVERAL MORNINGS OVER A MONTH  :THIS WEEK ESP:COUGHING UP JUNK BLWING MY NOSE:AM-PM:DOES NOT ADD SCRIPT ON CAFFIENE:RE:COFFEE :DOES NEUROLOGY WANT ME TO RECORD AMOUNTS OF COFFEE PER DAY:WEENING BACK TO CUT OFF TIME ON CAFFIENE BY LOCA:3-4PM}5DAYS PER WEEK:LOCA:VERAGE COUNT PER ONE STUDY AFFILIATE TO COMBINE LOCA STUDY:WHY[?]'Doctors at neurology clinic have not stated but have shown disagreement in illness: female practitioner of neurology studies:male neurologist}heres why  practioner describes condition:yes but hesitantly says yes:transversemyelitis define dialogue with aunt:its painful but theres no trace of what caused it and no infection {jennifer states as looking at MRI:' n o t spe c k le d, hmmm}Neurologist states in meeting 2 months ago and or previous given few weeks for accuracy in appointment time:'suspectful of transverse myelitis}JENNIFER STATES AT THIS TIME OFFICE KNOWS ABOUT HISTORY AND IS SOLID BLACK CLAW LIKE LESSION:CERVICAL SPINE:DEFINE LESSION:SCAR TISSUE:MEANS:SPINAL FLUID HAS TO HAVE FUNCTION IN OR AROUND SCAR TISSUE CAUSE: INFLAMATION CAUSE: NEURO PAIN RE:FURTHER BACK PAIN AND OR SO FORTH

NOTES:DISREGARD:DISCREPENCIES NOTED NOTE:PUTTING CALL INTO NEUROLOGIST TO LOWER GABAPENTIN:I AM IN GREAT PAIN BUT THIS MED IM PULLING THE AFTERNOON DOSE SIR:EASON}IT IS HAVIGN A SIMILAR REACTION AS MOOD STABELIZERS HAVE ITS MAKING MY HEAD PUMP UP TO RACE, MAKES ME THINK TO MUCH:MEDICATION: LOWER DOSE BACK 500MG [?] ALTERATION:[?]1000MGPERDAY note 22JAN2014:ALTERED FILE NOTE

{POTASSIUM MAY BE SLIGHTLY OFF:NOT BEEN EATING BANANAS IN 5 DAYS}WILL SUPPLEMENT CHLORIDE IN DRNK [2ORANGES:RE ABOVE AND STATED] TONIGHT: MAY BE SOURCE OF PAIN, ILL CHECK IT
22JAN14:MIDNIGHT12:30AM-6AM}MIGRAINE ONSET INTRACTABLE:PAIN LEVEL6: {MIGRAINE CAN TRIGGER RACING THOUGHTS:NOTED:NEEDS REST•[ANDROIDLUST:KINGDOMOFONE[LIVE]:DISPENSED:1500MGGABAPENTIN:{ NOTED Rx:1500 PERDAY{
RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE10MG}PILATES AND BASIC PHYSICAL THERAPIES TO RESUME AM:VITAMIN HERBALS REG:DISPENSE 25MG:BENEDRIL}Pilates did not resume on this date:NO PHYSICAL THERAPY ON THIS DATE



2HOUR SLEEP NIGHTS:
2TU:AVERAGES IN 2 WEEKS, 2 HOURS OF SLEEP PER NIGHT 
3NIGHTS IN 2 WEEKS HAS BEEN 5 HOURS OF SLEEP PER NIGHT

LOG:EXAMPLE:SOLID MEDICAL HPPA PUBLIC DOCUMENT RE:TRANSVERSE MYELITIS:INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE WITH ALTERNATIVE AND WESTERN MEDICINE SCRIPT DIRECTIVE 

15JAN14:MethlPREDNIsone}pack began  [1st pack] YEAR2
18JAN14:1:30-5:30AMST}4 HOURS OF SLEEP:FREE OF MIGRAINE AND INTRACTABLE MIGRAINE SYMPTOMS:SLIGHT BACK TWINDGE PAIN LEVEL:4 { SEP2013 FROM 1JAN2013 PAIN LEVEL 8-10 MIGRAINE MED DISPENSED THIS WEEK OF 12JAN18:2014{  3X: REG:STAT DOSE LOCA COUNT:GABAPENTIN:GENERIC:ANTIEPILEPTIC/NERVEPAINMED CONTINUED 1500MG PERDAY SPLIT SUBSTANTIALS IN DOSE{3X PER DAY CONTINUED:N11{elevenbottlecaps:at this date 5 {PAST NOTES: I going to get medical treatment:re :2007}'it hink you are having severe migraine problems im not sure about the arthritis part lets take you off some of this:caesar:Rd}2009:weens}2010{ your tremor im really concerned about your age}


19JAN14:ASLEEP BY 2AM-6AM:[not so much building related no not last night} FREE OF LIGHT AND MIGRAINE PAIN SYMPTOMS PAIN LEVEL 5}

20JAN2014:SLEEP BY 10PM:WOKE STOMP THUMPSOUND1AM BACK TO SLEEP WITH MMJ AID AND TEA INFUSION 4AM AWAKE BY 6:30AM}DISPENSED: HERBALS:VITAMIN C1000MG:CORALCALSIUM1000MG}
DISPENSED:GABAPENTINE REG:AMDOSE 500MG:DISPENSED:RIZATRIPTANBENZOATE10MG}PILATES AND BASIC PHYSICAL THERAPIES TO RESUME AM:

21FEB2014: SLEEP 2-5:30AM{THE FUCKING FLOOR  IS WHAT YOU SHOULD DO TONIGHT BETWEEN 10PMAND 11:30  WIDE AWKE MISSED MY TIME SLOT:FREE OF PAIN MIGRAINE BUT HAVE LIGHTS: EMACIATED LIKE STOMACH MESSED UP PAIN LEVEL 4:DISPENSED:GABAPENTINE REG:AMDOSE:PILATES AND BASIC PHYSICAL THERAPIES TO RESUME AM:
TOBACCO CRAVING:8 CONTINUED NO TOBACCO
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NOTES:}in delirium mode actually like I am functioning but have no idea how, 2  1/2 hours sleep last night}inconsistancies in weight have played heavily in how I feel. My weight generally bottoms out time of arival ER:1JAN2013:WEIGHT:118 DROPPED 105:WENT BACK UP TO 135 WHAT WAS THAT I DOTN HAVE THE FILE IN FRONT OF ME 135:CONSISTANT WEIGHT AT PERIOD:MENSTRAL ALL NEUROLOGICAL APPOINTMENTS:126  WEIGHT TODAY:120

CONTINUED LOG:DOCTORS REQUEST MOST RECENT DATE LOCATED AT TOP: NEUROLOGY:PRACTIONER:PSYCHOLOGIST:PRIMARY CARE:PHYSICAL THERAPY:DENTIST:{  si, no problem 
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