Everytime I see you, I fall deeper into this trap. You don't just light up my world; you are my world. You, your happiness, it means everything to me. I want to tell you, but I always stop myself before I can. How can I tell you, when it might ruin everything we have? How can I tell you, when you wouldn't understand? The answer is simple: I can't. Our friendship is too important for that. But if you ever read this, I just want you to know that everytime I see you, I die a little inside.