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Not Your Typical Teenager ☹ Greek and proud💪 Poet-Writer🌙 Singer-Musician🌹 Multifandom Fangirl🦄 ✌🤘🖕 ~Ruby®
Not Your Typical Teenager ☹ Greek and proud💪 Poet-Writer🌙 Singer-Musician🌹 Multifandom Fangirl🦄 ✌🤘🖕 ~Ruby®


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The last year I was really depressed. And I was hopeless, anxious about everything... I was a literal mess. It was only a few days ago when my best friend (guardian angel) told me what I was doing that has ruined my life: I was being selfish and I'd complain all the time, ALL THE FREAKING TIME! And I didn't even understand I was doing it. It was like I was blind and she made me see. But looks like I realized it too late bc now... I lost her. Probably forever. And it's my fault. She told me to talk with her again when I've changed and that if I want her to forgive me I gotta change. And you know what? I will, I will change, not only for her but for myself too. And the reason why I posted this is bc I want to help others realize some shit too (not blaming you bc I was like that a week ago too). I would complain about myself, my life, I would always ask for attention and her to say that she loves me and yeah it's not bad to need to hear that but dude, I wouldn't stop asking for that, I would complain about literally EVERYTHING! But you know what?
Every time you feel like it's the end of the world, try to find something, anything that is good, no matter the situation. Even if you don't believe that it's good just say it in your head, repeat it over and over till you believe it. It'll be hard, but it'll probably save you.
Examples: it's sunny and you don't like it? Think that it's helping flowers grow. It's raining? Great opportunity to stay at home and watch movies, you gotta go out tho? Oh well you'll come back ho.e at the end of the day. Someone you love died? At least they're in peace now. Turn anything bad into something good even if you can't see how it is possible to be good just freaking say it's good until you freaking believe it.
_I want to gain her friendship back and I will she will see how I changed and she'll come back. And you know, maybe she won't but that's ok cuz even if want her and only her and I feel like I'll die if I don't have her and yes that's how I feel and I've cried a lot about it but I will find something better even if rn I'm saying that I don't want something better and I want her maybe it someday I will have that something better and I won't care about her but you know what? I can't predict the future and I won't try I'm going to do what's best for myself and everything will come to place on its own. I'm already getting better and I'll get even more better and maybe someday I'll manage to be happy. It might not happen and I think it won't happen but I'll keep on saying it until I believe it. I will be happy. I will be happy. I will be happy. And I will win her back. I will.
And you wanna know something? I actually have no power left, I'm not strong, I have passed my limits a long time ago. And I can't help but cry at how hopeless my life is. And I don't have the power to change it. But you know who has the power? God. Whichever God or animal or human or whatever you believe in, just pray and pray and pray and you don't have to do anything else He will take care of it all. He knows the bast for you, you don't know it better than Him. So if you don't have enough power or any power at all just pray, everything will be alright. I'm going to work on myself with His help and I'll make it._
*And it's ok if you tell me stuff like "that's all lies" or "shut up" or anything like that cuz a few days ago I would have done that too.
I'm just trying to help.


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My life is 80% sad.

[x] You get bad grades.
[x] You have had a pet die.
[x] You cry yourself to sleep at night.
[x] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] One or both of your parents are dead.
[x] People think you should be happier.
[x] You don't have that many friends.
[x] You have never been out of the country.
[x]You have never been out of the state.
[x] You are allergic to a food.
[x] You are allergic to fur.
[x]You worry too much.

Total so far:11

[x] You always feel sad.
[x] You think you're bad at what you do.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You are afraid of heights.
[ ] You don't have a pet.
[x] You have had a dream where somebody died.
[x] You have never had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have less than 3 friends irl.
[ ] You don't get an allowance.
[ ] You don't get food everyday.
[x] You are shy around new people.
[x] You got/get bullied.

Total so far:8

[ ] You don't have your own room.
[ ] You don't have a cell phone.
[ ] You wish you didn't have a sibling.
[ ] You wish you had another sibling.
[x] You are an only child.
[x] Sad music makes you cry.
[x] Sad movies make you cry.
[x] You have been to the hospital for yourself.
[x] Somebody in your family smokes.
[ ] Somebody in your family is an alcoholic.
[ ] You have been in a car accident.
[x] Somebody in your family has been in a car accident.

Total so far:6

[ ] You have many chores.
[x] You have had a bad sickness.
[x] You have been in a bad storm.
[x] People think you're crazy.
[x] You have never been to a concert.
[ ] You don't have cable.
[ ] You don't have a facebook.
[ ] You fear your death.
[x] You don't believe in the Easter bunny
[ ] You have been rejected by your crush.
[x]You sit alone at large groups of people.
[x]You look at the ground when you walk.

Total so far:7

[x] You have written a sad song.
[x] You have a small house.
[ ] You never met your dad/mom.
[x]You don't have a good relationship with one or more of your family members.
[ ]You can't sing.
[ ] Your parents are unemployed.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your dads side.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your moms side.
[x] You don't get parties on your birthday.
[x] People have judged you by how you look.
[x] You have never been to Disneyland/world.
[ ] You have never seen a play.

Total so far: =8

Now take that total and multiply it by 2

New total: =80

Post title as "My life is 80% Sad


🔞Age: 14

🚹Gender: Female

🏡Where you live: Greece

🌇Hometown: Athens

💟Single or Taken?: Single af

🎨Fave color?: Red, black and purple

🏈Fave sport?: Dance

🎈Bday?: 25/2

👫Best friend?: Kat

🐶Any pets?: a small parrot

🍓Fave food?: Mexican but not spicy

🎧Fave song?: imagine - John Lennon

🐙Fave animal?: Idk I just love them all

🎄Fave holiday?: Christmas

📺Fave TV show?: Violetta and some others

👠Fave article of clothing?: Idl

💔Ever had a bad breakup?: Never even had a bf

😢Ever self harmed?: Yep but I'm 2 months clean

😭Ever been depressed?: Yeah

😒Ever contemplated suicide?: Many times

🌊Biggest fear🌊: idk

💄Do you wear makeup?: Almost everyday (to hide the ugliness)

💃Can you dance?: Yep

🎤Can you sing?: yes

💀Any strange medical conditions?: no...

👀Ever had a stalker?: I don't think so

💵Dream Job?: Performer

🚗Dream car?: idk

🚼Want kids?: yesss

💌Wanna get married?: idk, depends

🗻Where you wanna live?: either Cali or somewhere in England

🈳How many languages do you speak?: 3.5

☀Winter or Summer?: winter

🍁Fall or Spring?: none bc my allergies kill me both of these seasons

🌈Snow or Sun?: snow

🗽One place you want to visit?: definitely Spain

🙏Believe in God?: yes

👽Believe in Aliens?: yes

👻Believe in Ghosts?: ghost in like spirits

🌙Believe in Fate?: sure

Tagged by: no one

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+weird bean
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So as you guys know I'm Greek but it's waaay easier for me to speak in English for some reason. My mum does know English but not as well as me, definitely not fluently. SO IT GET VERY HARD FOR ME TO COMMUNICATE WITH HER WHEN I CAN'T FIND THE GREEK WORDS FOR WHAT I WANT TO SAY. Like ugh, I just... Oh God, just FML!


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