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Troy Ders
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For Death Will I Part
Does it bother you? Do you feel it? When someone takes their life or the life of others, do you cry? Do you ask why? Everyone's lost in a world of horror. No one even knows they've gone back to the land of forgetting. We laugh and we cry, we sing and we dan...
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Changing the Focus, Changing the Paradigm
I gotta change it. I don't like that I get angry. But I know its a natural occurrence and it's worth feeling into it. I ranted about how I see Christianity. Its just really hard sometimes to fully accept people when they don't even accept you for who you ar...
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Christianity and my Anger
I'm slightly worried about this one. I try. I really do try my hardest to be loving and accepting of religion, specifically Christianity. But I seem to keep finding myself in a state of anger with it. Its when I am subjected to it's nuances through conversa...
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Control and something about an Ex
Its been a minute since I last wrote. And the past few days I have been thinking of what to focus on. Control keeps coming to mind. I'm sure there is a healthy balance some where in control. How much to control, how much to give up to the goddamn universe. ...
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Judgmental Expecations
I have been having this thought. I wonder to myself if I can get into a writing flow about good shit. Lately it's been about what ever comes my way that throws me for a loop; or I have a bad emotional day that makes me feel crazy. But I wonder if I could wr...
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Karma Bit Me
It hit me. The feeling of losing a friend I guess.  Strait up. I got a text. And she said, "adios".  The most troubling part for me is, I have done this to a friend before.  This is where karma comes into play. Experiencing both sides of a situation.  I had...
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This Sex Thing Again
So I had somewhat of a realization last night. And I'm not entirely sure what it means. But it struck me, and I took note that it was important. I was driving home from work. Took a micro dose of weed. For some reason started thinking about a couple situati...
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An Embarrassment
I don't know where I'm going with this. I caught myself thinking in blog form. I was having a full on type session. Which is similar to a conversation with myself. I start yammering and I find myself way the fuck out in no mans land. Always curious things f...
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Potential of Poetry
Its madness. It's all fucking madness. The madness is fucking, the chaos is here. And what have we here? A thought,  a prayer, a whisper you care. But what if there's no one there to hear? Does the whisper fall like an autumn leaf. Float to the ground, crus...
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