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Screaming Willow
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making church safe again
The sky outside is a little too blue, the air too fresh and and the sun is way too sparkly and bright.  I swear, I can smell fried chicken too.  It feels like Sunday out there, people!!  I don't like it!!  My issues and insecurities about church have been b...
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the disappointing daughter
I went to bed last night with a broken and hurting heart.   I feel like a failure, a disappointment to my parents.  A few weeks ago I found out that my dad has been cultivating a friendship with my ex-boyfriend.  This was incredibly confusing to me, at firs...
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rant
I don't even know where to start. I'm feeling a bit crazy today, not in a good way.  I'm struggling with some things and I'm finding that hard to admit, for various reasons.  I'm not sure I should (or want to) go into too much detail right now, so I'll just...
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storm dream
I haven't had a dream in a long time.  Well, not one that I remembered at least.  Even though I overslept this morning, I was excited that I actually remembered my dream!  I wrote it down and have been thinking about it off and on all day.  I had a moment o...
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My head has been in a super dark place since Friday night.  I'm feeling hopeless.  Not that I'm  hopeless....but that my situation is, my life is.  My life has no meaning.  I struggle to see how I'm worth anything to anyone. I'm not suicidal, yet last night...
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a dream, some answers...and pain
My head is full and my heart hurts.  I need to vent.  I'm gonna throw a trigger warning on this post.  Be prepared for talk about sexual abuse issues and neglect.  And of course....if you're upset by swearing, atheistic tendencies, spirituality or charismat...
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keep fighting...
How many times, I wonder, can a person fall down....and still get back up?  For me, it seems that recovery looks more like a series of falling and clawing my way back to a semi-standing position, only to fall flat on my face.  Again.  *sigh*  I suppose I sh...
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food!!
Talking about food is awkward.  Am I alone in thinking this?  Eating disorder recovery kinda requires discussion about specific things that I'm eating, and that's, well...embarrassing.  I tend to be private about what I eat.  I'm slowly getting better with ...
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