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Billy War Haul
A paranoid man is a man who knows a little about what's going on.
A paranoid man is a man who knows a little about what's going on.

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My latest sound-visual... hope you like it

ill shoot dat 30 wit any1 on God

The History Of One Tough Motherfucker

he came to the door one night wet thin beaten and
a white cross-eyed tailless cat
I took him in and fed him and he stayed
grew to trust me until a friend drove up the driveway
and ran him over
I took what was left to a vet who said,"not much
chance…give him these pills…his backbone
is crushed, but is was crushed before and somehow
mended, if he lives he'll never walk, look at
these x-rays, he's been shot, look here, the pellets
are still there…also, he once had a tail, somebody
cut it off…"
I took the cat back, it was a hot summer, one of the
hottest in decades, I put him on the bathroom
floor, gave him water and pills, he wouldn't eat, he
wouldn't touch the water, I dipped my finger into it
and wet his mouth and I talked to him, I didn't go any-
where, I put in a lot of bathroom time and talked to
him and gently touched him and he looked back at
me with those pale blue crossed eyes and as the days went
by he made his first move
dragging himself forward by his front legs
(the rear ones wouldn't work)
he made it to the litter box
crawled over and in,
it was like the trumpet of possible victory
blowing in that bathroom and into the city, I
related to that cat-I'd had it bad, not that
bad but bad enough
one morning he got up, stood up, fell back down and
just looked at me.
"you can make it," I said to him.
he kept trying, getting up falling down, finally
he walked a few steps, he was like a drunk, the
rear legs just didn't want to do it and he fell again, rested,
then got up.
you know the rest: now he's better than ever, cross-eyed
almost toothless, but the grace is back, and that look in
his eyes never left…
and now sometimes I'm interviewed, they want to hear about
life and literature and I get drunk and hold up my cross-eyed,
shot, runover de-tailed cat and I say,"look, look
at this!"
but they don't understand, they say something like,"you
say you've been influenced by Celine?"
"no," I hold the cat up,"by what happens, by
things like this, by this, by this!"
I shake the cat, hold him up in
the smoky and drunken light, he's relaxed he knows…
it's then that the interviews end
although I am proud sometimes when I see the pictures
later and there I am and there is the cat and we are photo-
graphed together.
he too knows it's bullshit but that somehow it all helps.

+Adam Ade +Rachel Ade +Kevin Johnson +Max Vanhandel +Eric Grassl +Doug Rietveld +Derrick Brunette Gonna be in Appleton Staurday and Sunday for my birthday.  Call me if you wanna hang yo.  Organizing breakfast sunday morning at The Little Diner Express.  Tell everyone you know.  Let's party.

"If you are a tornado, do not bitch about being a tornado." -Marilyn Manson

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Oh I forgot that this is an amazing album.  Godbless Big Black.

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Artist: V/A
Album: Galactic Intolerance Records Volume 5
Album Art: Cover: Disfigured Robot Child / Sleeve: Mr. Crooks
Genre: Noise / Experimental
Format: C90 / Digital Download / CD-R
CAT #: GIR175

Stronger and stranger than ever,
Producers Nix Nolte and Bucko Crooks
bring you this very weird experience from
15 power house noise and experimental projects.
Please enjoy the 5th installment of the great and
powerful, Galactic Intolerance Records empire.
This compilation features noisers from three
continents and has a tape run of 50 hand
numbered C-90's with gloss J-cards.
We beg the question:
Who can we turn
to mono?

01MC THROAT - Dixie Cup Spit
02Ghosts Of Dead Tables - Maximum Overdrive
03Dhouser - Traction Belles
04Node* - Loop Multiplicity
05Blanket Swimming -  Bog of Frogs
06Methadon Für Katrin - Perezion Mentalinen
07Val Violence - I Ate Your Drummer
08The Smudge - A Yung VVave
09EXU - Nine to Six
10disfigured robot child - sing along if you know the words
11Carrion Black Pit - Enigma ad Alchimiam
12bonehole - #Asianblonde #Perforgasm
13Savage Hippy - Thick Skin-Lashed by the Solar Wind
14Filthy Turd -  swamps of venus
15Sleep of Ages - Last man on Noise

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